April 29th, 2018
So I gave in and tried to have single play time today. I legit couldnt get myself off. It was absolutely insane. I tease my daddy saying I cant, but I have once or twice when I’m off and he isnt just for the trill. I’m just so needy, and I cant have play time. I am hoping that tomorrow, when we both have the day off, he will give me some. If I’m really lucky, I can coax something out of him tonight, but I dont think I will be that lucky. He usually likes to relax after work, and I have to go to bed once he gets home.
On another note, my manager comes back to work tomorrow, and I work a super short shift so I can really go in, show her all I’ve done, maybe work some freight, then go back to bed! I’m hoping they will let me leave an hour early ( even though I’m only working 3 hours ) because I have an hour of Over Time I can cut.
My mom is taking me out for ice cream tomorrow as well, and I am super excited for that. I want to enjoy my day off as much as I can, even though I’m waking up early to go to work for a few hours. I am sure I can come home, and get right back into bed and sleep. Tonight we celebrated daddy’s fathers birthday, and when I pulled the knife out (cuz my birthdays next) I wished that I could get cuddles tomorrow. I hope this doesnt count as telling my wish, because I really really need some proper cuddles.
