#jaime

"Don't tell me you're about to cry," he would say through a smirk, receiving a jab to his side from you before he stands to wash himself off

There would be nights, however, when the ghost of his father's words would ring in his ears, and he would linger

A thumb circling your hips with his head resting on your chest, and a scowl laced with more desperation than cruelty would meet his face if you moved away from him

An arm would drape over you in a silent command of don't go

Those times he would stay would have you puzzled, thinking he's playing some sort of trick

But you would never ask, mainly in fear of him not doing it anymore

B - Body Part

(Favourite on you and themselves)

Jaime likes his hands on himself

The way they have moulded to his sword, his most trusted part of him that he could always rely on

When your body yields to his strength, desiring his hands across your body, he is filled with pride

And so the loss of his hand would devastate him

Just the intimate act of not being able to intertwine your fingers while he fucks into you would bring a shroud of dread of him

And he would grow insecure and become rougher with you because of it, trying to make up for the loss of control he now endures

On you, he's very obsessed with your face, particularly your eyes

The way you watch him when he's above you, your eyes flickering between his, sometimes a slight tinge of fear behind them, which gets him very riled up

But he also has a thing for your back

When he pushes you to bend over in front of him, and the way your spine curves under his hand makes his cock twitch

He cannot help but run his tongue from your tailbone to between your shoulder blades

C - Cum

(Anything to do with cum)

Jaime uses it like a weapon at first

A way to make you feel humiliated, ashamed and used by him

And so he'd finish himself across your chest, your face, or push his cock into your mouth to make you swallow

Always muttering something like "The mess suits you."

Leaves you like that, and watches as you stand to wipe your face in the mirror while he sits on your bed, admiring and keeping an arrogant look on his face

But there are times when you are expecting it, squinting your eyes to avoid it in your face, but you find that he instead stays sheathed inside you

Holding himself back from cumming until your breaths are heightened, and you orgasm around him

His forehead crashing against your shoulder as he heaves, arms almost quivering as he spills inside you, mixing your juices

"What was that?" "Shut your mouth. I couldn't pull out in time, don't think too much into it."

D - Dominant - TW: slight dubcon

(What they're like as a dom)

To the Kingslayer, control is survival and losing it is terrifying to him

He barks orders at you, with cruelty that is lined with mocking words, humiliating insults and a smirk that dares you to retaliate

Your noises you make under him would have him rolling his eyes, telling you to shut up and control yourself (he loves them)

"You're so pathetic, you know. I'm hardly doing anything, and you're practically drooling."

But in season 3, when he loses his hand and becomes torn between two worlds, he doesn't have that sense of control outside of the bedroom

And so he gets a lot worse with you in bed

He needs to hold the power somewhere in his life, and if that means over you, then so be it

His bites bruise, his scratches draw blood, he twists you into positions that hurt, and despite your cries, he does not stop

And yet cracks in this persona will appear

His voice may quiver when he commands you to kneel, glancing away from your intense, nervous stare, not being able to bear it

And he feels uneasy when you obey too well, every movement from you remaining loving and intimate despite his cruelty

But it only makes him want to push you further, trying to elicit some reaction from you, something that makes you snap and spit in his face, anything

(this is really devastating oh god i love him)

E - Experience

(How much experience have they had in the past?)

Jaime has seen and done more than most

The Kingslayer of Casterly Rock has made a name for himself, and it is hard for him to enter a city without having some whorehouse beckoning him in, men and women alike

He knows how to wield a body, the angles, the sweet spots, the positions that evoke the loudest noises from them

But something he is bad at is intimacy

He has never known it, in sex or life, so he has a habit of fucking with empty dominance, just trying to be as rough as possible

So you have to teach him in that regard

And he gets angry about it, insisting that he knows how to make you feel good, and you don't have to show him

But you don't listen, and you guide him through your times where you just want him to hand his soul over, rather than be as hard as possible on you

He does not understand it, it takes time for him, and he is not always willing to learn and make himself that vulnerable

In those times, he feels ignorant and inexperienced

F - Favourite Position

(Speaks for itself)

Jaime gets confused about what his favourite position is

He loves having you held down, unable to move, in a position where he can just pound into you with no remorse or mercy, like a predator with it's prey

Like over a desk or the edge of the bed, him pinning you down by your forearms next to your head while he uses a rough and fast pace, his hips slamming against your ass

But he feels disconnected when you're like this, he enjoys the dominance, the control of it, but his heart craves to see your face

It overtakes him, and you become shocked when he pulls out and flips you around, telling you to put your head on the pillows while he stalks over you

He hates how much he loves it, having your foreheads pressed together, sharing air, your hands cupping his face tenderly while he continues his thrusts

And he always cums faster than usual when you're that position, the love and fondness in your eyes towards him breaks his hard heart

G - Goofy

(How serious are they?)

He is rarely one to make jokes

His tongue is serious, sharp, biting and cruel, and he does not see it as a time to fuck around

But that does not mean it's impossible to make him laugh a little chuckle at times

But it surprises him, and he bites the inside of his cheek to stop himself from giggling at your jokes

A flash of humanity in him would show with it

But one time, he could not help himself, but you said something so ridiculous that it had him pause before dropping his head to your body, his shoulders shaking with silent laughter

"I'm going to have to start charging you rent for how often you're inside me."

His jaw tightens, face hardening in restraint, before his mask breaks and he hides his grinning face in your belly "You're fucking impossible."

H - Hair

(How well groomed are they?)

He is a proud lion

Keeps himself well-groomed, definitely in season 1 - 2

Trimmed beard and trimmed pubes, hating them growing too long and having himself look too ratty

And he's meant to be presentable, being a member of the Kingsguard, so he is aware of his appearance

But when he becomes a prisoner, of course, all of that goes out the window

He lets his hair grow wild on his face and his body

It's the least of his concerns, but he does not like having you see him in that state

All dirty and riddled with mud, hair unkept and matted with dirt all in it

Far from the arrogant, handsome man that he was so used to being, and so he is shy about being naked in front of you during this time

I - Intimacy

(The romantic aspect)

A bad romantic

A big part of him really desires the submissiveness, the vulnerability, the tenderness of it

But it is very hard for him to show through his hard, tall walls

He wields cruelty and mockery as armour, but his guard cannot help but drop every now and then

A hand that lingers a while, a thumb brushing along your cheek, a kiss on the forehead before he leaves (that one really catches you off guard)

But intimacy terrifies him as much as it thrills him

Your devotion and love for him is a mirror of everything that he desires but also fears

He curses silently at his inability to be 'perfect' to you, angry that he cannot show that devotion that he oh so deeply feels for you

He is desperate to be seen, to be loved, to be wanted

J - Jack Off

(How often? Where and when?)

He does not do it often, funnily enough

Not because he does not want to, but because he is restless and angry with himself about it

When he does, it is rarely private; it's a fleeting moment in a dark hallway, under the cover of night, with the sound of people further away

He is rough with himself, almost punishingly, as release to him is tied with frustration and ruined pride

He also always thinks that it is stupid to get himself off when he can just come find you

But that sensitive part of him gets worried about annoying you, becoming a burden with his desires, or he thinks that he does not deserve your love during that moment

One time, however, you caught him in his quarters, touching himself, walking in on him, and he beckoned you over

“I said, come. Quit staring. Or do you want me to do this without you?”

K - Kinks

(One or more of their kinks)

Jaime is drawn to submission

He thrives on roughness, testing boundaries and control

And likes to see how far he can push you while still having you tethered so deeply to him

He desires for you to resist a little, so in a way, he likes brat taming

And you acting out causes him to confront how much he needs you, wanting you to return his fire and encourage this dominating behaviour that he puts on

But even just having you reciprocate with nothing turns him on, because he feels more of a desire to push you for a reaction

And he is addicted to your noises

He always makes it his mission to rip the loudest sounds from you, loving the idea of everyone walking past the room hearing you

L - Location

(Favourite place to have sex)

Jaime loves places that feel dangerous and intimate

Corners of chambers, secluded balconies, quiet hallways

Even once in the throne room of the red keep, against the bannisters lining the hall around the edges

And if someone walks in and sees you, it's nothing to him

Like if Lord Varys walked down the hall, he only scoffs at the sight of you two, muttering something like "There are rooms for such activities."

And a shit-eating grin is on Jaime's face as he gives you a hard thrust, before pulling out and dragging you off with him, away from the spider's eyes

M - Motivation - TW: slight dubcon

(What turns them on?)

He is so enemies-to-lovers core

So he gets really turned on when you tell him off

Or react to his cruel remarks outside of the bedroom with something equally as awful

He is obsessed with building tension throughout the day, a push-and-pull of desire and dominance between you two

And he also kinda loves it when you act disinterested in him, like playing hard to get

Like if you're going through some papers and he wanders over behind you, touching you up and kissing your neck while you try to focus, pushing him off of you over and over

Ugh, it makes him want you more, to get you to listen to him, to have your attention

He may even walk into the bedroom next to the study, drop a ceramic pot on the floor, and when you rush in to check on him, he grabs you around the waist, pressing you to his body and kicks the door shut

N - No

(What turns them off?)

When he is being submissive, he finds it boring when you do not reciprocate his teasing remarks

He needs to have that push-pull fun between you two, and if it's only push from him, with you giving in very easily, he does not find it that fun

And so he also doesn't like people who crumble too quickly

He needs some fire behind their eyes to feel turned on with them

He also finds comments about his body quite confronting, especially if it's about his hand

And if you ever question his ability to pleasure you, he shuts off a bit and digs himself a hole to stew in the insecurity of it

O - Oral

(Prefer giving or receiving? Are they good at it?)

He loves giving you head, making you scream under his tongue

He is rough about it, though, at times, you've had to reach down and pull him away by his hair harshly to give you a break

But he finds that so hot, knowing you can't even handle his mouth

And he likes to do it from the back (if you're amab, he goes underneath)

And so he can hold you by the flesh of your ass to his face, nearly biting down on you while you gasp and cry

If you respond to him too sweetly or do something lovingly like tracing his cheek with your fingers or holding his hair back out of his face, he gets thrown off and responds by pushing fingers inside you so your hands fall from his face in surprise, head thrown back

For receiving, he is not as open to it, surprisingly

He resists the vulnerability that it requires if you want to set the pace, and he feels strange to be the only one making noise out of the two of you

If he gets shy about how intimate it's becoming, like you staring up at him with his cock in your mouth, all doe-eyed and sweet, he would not be able to control himself and grab the top of your head to shove you all the way down

Until your nose is kissing his pubic bone

He cannot let you think he's admiring how pretty you look, sucking his dick like his own personal whore

P - Pace

(Slow and sensual? Fast and hard?)

His pace is always unpredictable

He swaps between sharp, demanding thrusts and slow, deliberate strokes that hit your womb

It is a weapon and a tease; quick and hard when he wants to dominate you, but slow and deliberate when he wants to hear your every gasp and moan

When he's frustrated, angry, and just wanting to fuck you full, his movements are erratic

Too fast, too rough and harsher than he intends, but he does like to use it in a way to control you

There was a time when he made a cruel joke to you while you were beneath him, his cock inside you

And you slapped him across the face

And once he was over the initial shock of your sudden retaliation, his heart swelled and his eyes grew dark before he pulled your thighs apart as far as they would go, gripped your neck in a slight choke and went ballistic, bruising your organs

Q - Quickie

(Opinion on them and how often?)

Jaime doesn't mind quickies

He relishes them when the mood strikes him

He does like the danger of having sex where people can walk in or you can be seen easily, so that aspect of them appeals to him

They are sharp, urgent and a reminder to you that you are his to claim whenever he wants

However, he doesn't prefer them

They usually leave him unsatisfied, hungry, and still horny

He likes to drag things out, usually has sex last for hours on end if time lets him

A quick fuck scratches the itch for him, but it doesn't diminish it completely

It makes him want more, and you know if he's given you a quick fuck that day, there's more in store for later

They are a form of foreplay to him, leading to something deeper, rougher and more dangerous

R - Risk

(How willing are they to experiment?)

He will do anything

His arrogance and lust for risk run in his blood

And anything to help exert his control over you would do well in his favour

Even if it means putting a little bit of fear in your eyes

Like him saying you can take the entirety of the golden hand (and having you do it)

Or doing some power play after he's angry at you for something, getting aggressive and yelling as he has you against the wall

You both had tried that one time, but he felt himself grow saddened at your expression when he was snarling in your face basically

He could not bear it, and he pushed off of you and walked out, not wanting to confront the care that had just overtaken his desire

But as rough and scary as he can make himself be, if you truly are hating something, he stops

He is cruel and mean, but he is not evil

S - Submissive

(How they're like as a sub)

He's a pain in the fucking ass

Remember how annoying he was while he was being transported by Brienne, all tied up and led by her??

Oh, he's like that times ten with you when you take control

It is something he is not used to, giving power over, so he gets nervous and it comes out in bratty remarks

He does not fold easily, testing your limits and how far you are willing to go to get him to listen

But he secretly craves to be brought to heel, to be tamed like some rabid dog by someone who doesn't flinch when he bares his teeth

"Quit staring at me like that... it's maddening, Y/N." "Good. I want to see you struggle."

If you fight his challenges without blinking, his sarcasm will start to crack, and you will see glimpses of a Jaime that is undone by surrender

He is never a quiet, docile sub; you have to break him in over and over and over, but the moment he lets go, it's devastating

His arrogance fades, the hardness behind his eyes dissipates, and he is left wrapped in a desire and vulnerability that he cannot hide

T - Toys

(Do they use them? On themselves or their partner?)

OKay he uses the golden hand on you (credit to @emerald-tempest you freaky ass)

The cold metal across your core and against your clit/head would have your legs jumping in pleasure

And he would be obsessed with watching you squirm under it, especially when he pushes it inside you

And watching it just be swallowed by your hole would make him feral, drooling, eyes fixed on where it enters you

But in terms of other toys, he does like them a lot

He is all about pushing your boundaries, so if he can do anything to make you break, he'll do it

DP with his cock and a carved horn

Or a collar around your neck with his name carved into it, humiliating you by tugging on it to move you around

And a lot of temperature play, putting a toy inside you or on your clit after heating it near the fire, or after letting it bathe in icy water

The shock of the feeling makes you try to wriggle away, but he makes you take it

U - Unfair

(Do they tease? Do they like getting teased?)

He is relentless when it comes to teasing

His cruelty sharpens here, and you find him mocking your desperation, dragging his touch out until you tremble and pulling away when you thrust against his hands, chasing his touch

It is all part of his love for the game, the testing game, where instead of him giving you too much, he gives you too little

Until you're foaming at the mouth at even just the sight of his cock

For you teasing him, though? He is far less graceful

He does not like to be teased by you, and so it is met with scoffs, eye rolls, and unimpressed remarks

But the uninterested act falls quickly

The longer you deny him, the hungrier, more impatient he becomes

One time, he was really pissing you off during the day, being all over you, and you could not catch a break to get your work done

And so you both went down into the dungeons, and he, thinking he was going to get some, ends up locked in one of the cells while you stripped on the other side

Gets him so mad, and you run off, going to hide somewhere in the Red Keep, waiting prettily, while he tries to break himself out to come eat you alive

V - Volume

(How loud are they? What kind of sounds do they make?)

As I mentioned, he likes it when people hear you two

Only your sounds, though

In his mind, if he makes too much noise, then it makes him sound weaker and less controlled

So they come out like they're strangled in his throat, like he's seething at the fact that he let them escape

They are the common sounds from him; almost animalistic, like he's waging a war within himself

When he grows closer to his orgasm, the walls start to crack, and he lets some sounds loose

Gentle little "seven hells~" under his breath, breathless laughter pointed towards your fucked out face, and even broken little murmurs that he fails to smother

He doesn't like giving you the satisfaction of knowing how much he's enjoying it, and hearing those little noises from him feels like a small victory

W - Wildcard

(A random headcanon)

Jaime has a habit of making you watch yourself be fucked

If there's a large reflective surface somewhere in the room, he is dragging you to it

Or sometimes just forcing your gaze down to where your bodies meet between your legs

He wants you to see the ruin he is making of your body, the way he is treating you, like some doll at his disposal

But there is more to it than that

He has always been praised for his face, his body, and his golden hair, and he is drawn to the sight of seeing you undone because of him

His proud, arrogant self cannot help but stare in the mirror, sharpening his ego and letting him believe that he is something more than the scoffs of "Kingslayer" that people spit when he walks by

Something that can break, command and move another person to his will

And sometimes, he'll catch his own reflection, see the glint in his eye, the furrowed brows, the angered expression, and it would remind him that behind all the harsh exterior, he just longs to be wanted

X - X-ray

(What's underneath their clothes?)

Jaime is a man of power and war

And his body reflects it, and he knows how to wield it well

Broad shoulders, scarred chest, lean carved muscle

His cock is large a stands proud, seemingly perfect, aligned with the rest of his naked body

He is always shameless about stripping down in front of you

Until he is tortured by the Boltons

He loss of muscle over the year of being imprisoned by the Starks, only then to have his sword arm removed by the Boltons, brings about a new thing that he was not used to: weakness and insecurity

He sneers at you about it before you can comfort him or feel sorry for him in any way

He does not want that from you; he only wants to have you how he always has, use his body against you like he always has

But now that he couldn't, he didn't see it as pretty or something to be proud of, and so you had to teach him again over a long period of time

Y - Yearning

(How high is their sex drive?)

His desire runs hot but not constantly, volatile and unpredictable

He does not wake and immediately seek release, but rather it brews in him over time, like a storm

You would know from him being distracted, restless, and short-tempered throughout the day

And it would be a matter of time before he takes you to let his frustrations out on

Or sometimes when he craves the intimacy, the closeness, he would have you on his mind all day, thinking of your soft skin and your noises

And he would go to you at his first chance, masking his desire to even just see you as pure horniness, not wanting you to know how much he truly craves you and only you

Z - Zzz

(How quickly do they fall asleep afterwards?)

Jaime does not fall asleep right away, but he pretends he does

Arm thrown over his eyes, sighing like he's already passed out

But he lies awake, basking in the comforting silence that is having you beside him, curled against his body

Sometimes he will fill the tension with barbed little remarks, because it is easier than admitting the truth, that he adores simply being there with you

"You're asleep already? Gods, I was hoping to make you beg a little more... or at least argue with me."

And the thought of him being vulnerable, being held afterwards, truly terrifies him

Eventually, though, when he thinks you're asleep, he'll let his inner longing thoughts take over

He'll shuffle closer, nuzzling his face into your hair and letting himself breathe a heavy sigh of exhaustion

His vulnerability is something he does not show lightly, but with you, somehow or another, he will always give in