Aug 16, 2024
WIP for my ineffable kiss serie.
Me and sticking to plans, oh that would be really nice...
I got distracted by myself again, I only heard a song! What emotions do to me…
@goodomensafterdark
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WIP for my ineffable kiss serie.
Me and sticking to plans, oh that would be really nice...
I got distracted by myself again, I only heard a song! What emotions do to me…
@goodomensafterdark
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Goodbye for now
I said goodbye to you the other day
I wasn't ready
But none of us were ready
It's been too long since the last time i got to see you
Hug you
Smell you
To let you know how much that you mean to me
And how much that i love you.
But we all reach that point and feel like we should have been more involved
My feelings aren't special or unique
I have no excuses it's all on me
I knew going through every day that i should call you or visit you
Let you know and feel my love
But i didn't
I used to say it's never to late.
But everything around me is becoming too late.
I believe I've felt your presence.
I know you can't be everywhere at once
You have other people that need you more
And i still felt you make time for me
I know you love me, i hope you feel and felt my love too
I have so much to say but nothing at the same time
Speechless i guess
I'm sorry i didn't do what i should have
I will never get to make it up to you
But i love you and i can't wait to see you again
I can’t breathe. I’m so broken. My baby is gone. Rest In Peace, babe. Isis-2008-2019 #heartbroken #goodbyeisnteasy #iwillseeyouagain https://www.instagram.com/p/BujdJa7nWuK/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=yalnvdlvqxbp
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As I Write This Post, I Really Miss My Baby Boy...
This... is Sylvester Wayne Saunders, my cat. He passed away early last year after a long battle with bladder cancer. My new header photo on here is this picture I took of me kissing his head on his last night on earth: February 15th, 2017. The following morning, he was humanely euthanized at his doctor’s office with my parents and I in attendance. This was while he laid in my arms, peacefully passing from this life, into eternity with the ones gone before... Once the doctor confirmed he had left, I said “Okay.” Then I burst into tears as I said, “We can fall apart now.”
Sometimes when Sylvester saw me cry as I was growing up, he’d approach with a meow and curious look, even a head rub, as if he were trying to comfort me... So in his last moments on earth, it was my turn. I pet him, whispered to him, and absolutely forced myself to hold myself together until he passed from this life to the next. Then I let myself collapse under the weight of my grief... and cried. I wasn’t going to let Sylvester know I was so deeply hurting, because in that moment, he was no longer able to comfort me like he used to.
I promised Sylvester towards the end of his fight with the cancer that I would not leave him during his last moments, if I were at all able to be there. He may not have understood what I said, but he certainly didn’t complain.
Animals are special to many of us. I absolutely assure you that there is a very special place for them with us in heaven. If you are a believer of heaven and have doubts that animals on earth will be there, I’d recommend you look for the book I Will See You In Heaven by Jack Wintz. This small, but thoughtful book was a great comfort to me after Sylvester passed.
This is where is all begin for me! A bunch of Murrah high schoolers, under the musical leadership of “The Maestro” Kenneth Brandon, came together just to sing! They called themselves, New Beginning Ensemble (NBE)! I joined then bcuz my girlfriend was in the group and i wanted to spend more time with her. I never really wanted to sing in front of ppl. But there was a sweet soprano voice that always stood out! She even asked me if i could really sing and questioned my reason for joining! She wasn’t mean just feisty. It was soooo cute to me. Lol Daddy Brandon called her “Lil Bit” bcuz she was such a lil cute thing! But her voice was so big! Wow! 😢 Andria Smith Veasley!😇To hear of your transition on yesterday took me bk to those living room rehearsals! Those long nights of working to get the songs right! The time ur feisty, yet sweet, lil self told me to stop playin in Rehearsal (😳🤣🤣-Yet You were talkin too🤷🏾♂️) Man, i am gonna miss runnin into u and talkin about those ole days and how we got kids now and why i am not married yet 😯🤔🤫! Rest In Him My sweet lil sister! Rest In Him! #IwillSEEyouAgain #OurlilBit😇 #90zMurrahSingers #MurrahMiss #NBE #AndriaVeasey #goneway2soon😇💔
Thank you so much @mica.gomez28 for being so thoughtful and having this print done for me on a canvas in memory of Frank, it makes me smile to know that other ppl knew and saw how much I loved him and how much he meant to me in my life. My heart is heavy and hurting after this week, especially today seeing him laid to rest. He was a special soul and someone I could never replace but I am so blessed and thankful to have had all the years that I was allowed w him. I will love you and miss you forever Frank Mejia Jr #RIPFrank #Iwillseeyouagain #watchoverme