#iwillendure

When you have a child and would do anything for them. You wonder how your own mother could of treated you like you could never do nothing right or wanted anything to do with you. The #narcissisticmother can really mess you up.. But I will be here to make sure that doesn't happen to my child . . . #doingitformydaughter #iwillbestrongforher #iwillendure #positivevibes #narcissisticabusesurvivor #narcawareness #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #narcabuserecovery #chronicpainsucks #chronicpain #chronicpainlife #chronicillness #chronicpainwarrior #chronicillnesswarrior .#painmanagementsucks #prisonerchronicillness #prisonertopain #seeingdoctorsareafulltimejob #chronicpainsucks #chronicpain #chronicpainlife #chronicillness #chronicpainwarrior #chronicillness #spoonies #spoonielife #spoonieproblems .. #hopelessheart  #hopentexas #hopelesshearttx #hopelessheartntexas #holonisapp #holofam https://www.instagram.com/p/Bo9pR27A6AL/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=wk99jj3wovag

My mother loved/loves doing this to me I thought I was going crazy especially since my sister her Golden child is naive and can be convinced into so much. And she had my dad to the point where I would ask for BK up from him he would just throw his hands in the air and be like I slept since then I don't remember anything. My husband does this to me also I finally figured I wasn't as forgetful or making things up because as things happen I would tell someone on the internet. But a week later he would tell me that he had never said something or something never happened. It's can make a woman go mad if you don't realize what's happening. #doingitformydaughter #iwillbestrongforher #iwillendure #positivevibes #narcissisticabusesurvivor #narcawareness #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #narcabuserecovery #chronicpainsucks #chronicpain #chronicpainlife #chronicillness #chronicpainwarrior #chronicillnesswarrior .#painmanagementsucks #prisonerchronicillness #prisonertopain #seeingdoctorsareafulltimejob #chronicpainsucks #chronicpain #chronicpainlife #chronicillness #chronicpainwarrior #chronicillness #spoonies #spoonielife #spoonieproblems .. #hopelessheart  #hopentexas #hopelesshearttx #hopelessheartntexas #holonisapp #holofam (at Fort Worth, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/BokKU2hA9yi/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=8i25bty728gh

The cause of the flight or fight to always be on for us causes the body undo stress are body's are always thinking there is danger... . . . #doingitformydaughter #iwillbestrongforher #iwillendure #positivevibes #narcissisticabusesurvivor #narcawareness #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #narcabuserecovery #chronicpainsucks #chronicpain #chronicpainlife #chronicillness #chronicpainwarrior #chronicillnesswarrior .#painmanagementsucks #prisonerchronicillness #prisonertopain #seeingdoctorsareafulltimejob #chronicpainsucks #chronicpain #chronicpainlife #chronicillness #chronicpainwarrior #chronicillness #spoonies #spoonielife #spoonieproblems .. #hopelessheart  #hopentexas #hopelesshearttx #hopelessheartntexas #holonisapp #holofam (at Fort Worth, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/BoZRGJHlh76/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=5c38ulu36xcf

Don't forget about the ones that do take care of us, my beautiful child. . . . #doingitformydaughter #iwillbestrongforher #iwillendure #positivevibes #narcissisticabusesurvivor #narcawareness #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #narcabuserecovery #chronicpainsucks #chronicpain #chronicpainlife #chronicillness #chronicpainwarrior #chronicillnesswarrior .#painmanagementsucks #prisonerchronicillness #prisonertopain #seeingdoctorsareafulltimejob #chronicpainsucks #chronicpain #chronicpainlife #chronicillness #chronicpainwarrior #chronicillness #spoonies #spoonielife #spoonieproblems .. #hopelessheart  #hopentexas #hopelesshearttx #hopelessheartntexas #holonisapp #holofam https://www.instagram.com/p/BoFY8VkBp3p/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=7fktcns83cnx

FRIDAY MORNING came in with a bang but has finally calmed down. Hope your Friday goes well. Have any weekend plans? ✨ . . . #doingitformydaughter #iwillbestrongforher #iwillendure #positivevibes #narcissisticabusesurvivor #narcawareness #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #narcabuserecovery . . #chronicpainsucks #chronicpain #chronicpainlife #chronicillness #chronicpainwarrior #chronicillnesswarrior .#painmanagementsucks #prisonerchronicillness #prisonertopain #seeingdoctorsareafulltimejob #chronicpainsucks #chronicpain #chronicpainlife #chronicillness #chronicpainwarrior #chronicillness #spoonies #spoonielife #spoonieproblems #hopelessheart  #hopentexas #hopelesshearttx #hopelessheartntexas #holonisapp #holofam #tgif (at Fort Worth, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bn_aJj-nXaK/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1oo535sh1s2ao

I am learning not to feed into the narcissist they shut up and go away a lot faster that way. But there is still times where they get me and I fly off the handle and hit the roof. . . . . #doingitformydaughter #iwillbestrongforher #iwillendure #positivevibes #narcissisticabusesurvivor #narcawareness #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #narcabuserecovery #hopelessheart #hopelesshearttx #hopelessheartntexas #heartntexas #chronicpainsucks #chronicpain #chronicpainlife #chronicillness #chronicpainwarrior #chronicillnesswarrior https://www.instagram.com/p/Bn87YbRner2/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=17g06hrbnw2yd

Looking on the positive side of things can be hard but there is always something. . . . #doingitformydaughter #iwillbestrongforher #iwillendure #positivevibes #narcissisticabusesurvivor #narcawareness #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #narcabuserecovery #hopelessheart #hopelesshearttx #hopelessheartntexas #heartntexas #chronicpainsucks #chronicpain #chronicpainlife #chronicillness #chronicpainwarrior #chronicillnesswarrior #painmanagementisajoke #painmanagementsucks (at Fort Worth, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/BnyvP0iH030/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=9ijbuosesgxq

It says it all. . . . #idoitformydaughter #iwillbestrong #iwillbestrongforher #iwillendure #iwillgoon #iwillmakeit #chronicpain #chronicillness #chronicillnesswarrior #narcissisticabusesurvivor #narcopath #narcawareness #narcawareness #narcissist #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #narcissism https://www.instagram.com/p/BnjUWPynKsL/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=173im6wzndx1