I'm so so so sorry they're that way. You deserve to have that happen. You deserve to be walked down the isle by your fahter.
see the thing is...my father has always been old. he has type one diabetes and wounds from when he was in the military. I was brought up with the knowledge that my dad could go at anytime because of these facts. It is my greatest fear for him not ot be there...not to have him give me away. No one can replace my father despite all the abuse he gave us. I love him and I want that honor from him.
And I always wanted to look back and see my mom crying of happiness. To have her know i’m goiung to a good person and that i made my choice wisely.
but i don’t think now that i’ll get that..





