Everyone I meet says I rush into things. My mum just screamed at me for an hour cause I rush through things and miss stuff after I submit.
The thing is I genuinely can't help it. I dont know if its a brain chemistry issue or a bad habit but I literally can't slow down. My head moves every millisecond and I can't slow tf down. I even wrote this quickly and posted. See.
I even get nervous as if I'm in a damn race in everything I do. Even drinking water or watching my face. Like I'm paralyzed. To the point I end up doing nothing all day. And even if I'm on my phone. I don't even read books or watch my shows. Just waiting for the perfect time!??!?! It never comes.
Honestly what's wrong with me and sick of this shit. I wanna be normal.











