#irenegee

I looked out the window

I heard the bells in the trees, the breeze in its movement

I heard the water in the fans. Drizzles, waterfalls, rain.

Birds chirping from all directions

I saw the light be born from a glass reflection and that light soon created something new in my mind

not on its own- with the help of the bells, the breeze, the water, the birds.

That light was the additional ingredient for the recipe of peace which now lives in me.

Atleast for now...Forever hopefully,

I love you in tomorrow

I love you in your best

And I love you when your best is on temporary bed rest.

You bring me joy

You bring me love

You bring me hope

Together in this world or in another, what we have I wish for all to one day know because you and I have what’s unknown🌓✨

Inevitably,

I’m in shock,

somewhat in despair

But my emotions categorize-

Calm, quiet, floated

It’s crazy how suddenly one can go

How what once was a physical being can quickly become a body of nothing,

How A voice you once listened to will never be heard again

And if saved in a recording or memory_

That voice will still never feel the same.

I can’t begin to explain, the thoughts, emotions, questions from those few months before today

during the last meeting and the one prior to that one,

The rush floating back in a hurry,

It’s all making sense, in a way

Yet there’s so many questions,

so many feelings,

so many thoughts,

I was introduced to you by someone I knew but I had only met you and although I was driven to you with these questions and ODD feeling’s of some sort,

Those not of this world, emotions

Not friendly or passionate or intimate but sacred

As if I knew…

DID I KNOW???

No, I couldn’t, yet I can’t explain it

I didn’t know you but I knew

Knew of you? I just knew

…Something, yet nothing

But something_ I DON'T KNOW!!!

All I know is they were questions,

I barely knew you -But I knew something

Dearly, The girl you met but never knew.

Throughout the day my eyes are open and I see all that is around me. 

I breath in the air and all chemicals that surround me, 

I see the light reflecting on the glassy windows, 

I see the streets and those that walk near,

I feel the breeze and hear the rings that sing in the day,

In the afternoon, 

In the night. 

But only sometimes will I look up and see such a powerful divinity, yet in those few…

I’ll see beyond the horizon, I see the clouds and the light that shines through.

I feel the energy twirl in my fingertips and massage through my veins after smoothly making its way in through my pores. 

I hear the wind slightly whisper as it breezes past my hair,

And suddenly I am no longer a physical being walking the earth, but the energy that consumed me from the moment I looked up.

Adoringly,