#msirenegee

I’m in shock,

somewhat in despair

But my emotions categorize-

Calm, quiet, floated

It’s crazy how suddenly one can go

How what once was a physical being can quickly become a body of nothing,

How A voice you once listened to will never be heard again

And if saved in a recording or memory_

That voice will still never feel the same.

I can’t begin to explain, the thoughts, emotions, questions from those few months before today

during the last meeting and the one prior to that one,

The rush floating back in a hurry,

It’s all making sense, in a way

Yet there’s so many questions,

so many feelings,

so many thoughts,

I was introduced to you by someone I knew but I had only met you and although I was driven to you with these questions and ODD feeling’s of some sort,

Those not of this world, emotions

Not friendly or passionate or intimate but sacred

As if I knew…

DID I KNOW???

No, I couldn’t, yet I can’t explain it

I didn’t know you but I knew

Knew of you? I just knew

…Something, yet nothing

But something_ I DON'T KNOW!!!

All I know is they were questions,

I barely knew you -But I knew something

Dearly, The girl you met but never knew.