#intution

Pile 01. 

“You’re such a sweetheart, I wish I knew you before. I wish I waited for you instead of being in a relationship with her. I wished..” There are a lot of wishes from your future person and a lot of regrets from their past relationship. A lot of pain surrounds their heart, yet when it comes to you, their mind is crystal clear, and they know they are with the right person. You make them feel okay and safe and helped them understand their own emotions. A lot of healed energy and open-minded individuals here. I hear a lot of thanks from them; you also helped them realize their sexuality, yet you do not feel disgusted by them. A lot of them met close-minded individuals, and their minds have been accustomed to feeling ashamed and fearful about who they really are. You are their safe haven. 

Now, what makes your future spouse horny around you? A lot of things, they’re so romantically beautiful that my heart is fluttering for you. An immense feeling of serenity flows through me. 

The way you speak to them, you are always calm around them, and you speak/ooze elegance. Their hearts flutter, and this usually turns them on.

The way you command others to notice you, whether it is intentionally or not. You make others notice you so easily, which is also how you make your fp notice you or how your fp has noticed you. 

I see a scene where someone is wearing something that shines and makes others notice it. The outfit is your aesthetic; it doesn’t matter what it is. The vibe is this dark blue hue mixed with a saturated gray, but there is a spotlight on them. Everyone is watching their every move and cannot get enough of them. There are other socialites in this scene, yet everyone needs to notice this person. This is your energy, you steal others' spotlight, thus doing the same with your fp. Your dominant energy turns your fp on like a madman, and I can hear them masturbating while muttering your name.

Your word choices, your fp sees you full of richness. Your vocabulary is broad, and they think your intelligence is on another level. I see you saying filthy words to them during sex in a romanticized language, or your native language, and this is their killer. Their heart will beat like crazy, they will become sweaty and become aroused on the spot. Some will literally orgasm on the spot depending on their sex drive and yours (so this varies). 

This may seem normal to you, but to them this is.. Not sure how to explain it, but it is something else. Your healing nature is their turn on. So, as mentioned, their ex messed them up and there was a lot of toxic energy surrounding them with her (yes, regardless of their gender), but with you—it’s very healthy and romantic. For some reason (their words), it turns them on a lot. You could be setting up a boundary and explaining why, and their mind drifts to fucking you endlessly. Then they have to remind themselves to listen, and they will—every little word that comes from your mouth, the detail of where they are, every movement of yours, but ultimately go back to those thoughts. Again, this also comes back to your presence and how you make everyone drawn to you effortlessly. 

During sex, you tend to squirm around the person you make out with spontaneously, just something your body has been doing forever. For them, they find it adorable and cannot get enough of it. Some of you feel insecure about it, but you shouldn’t because it is one of their favorites. Now, it doesn’t necessarily turn them on, but it plays a part in your presence. Addictive is what pops into mind.

Seriously, your presence is incredible, so healing and nurturing and your presence itself is going to bring so many suitors into your life that you may feel overwhelmed. So make sure to tend to yourself and distance from energy vampires that will appear as your future lover; do not ignore your gut feeling or intuition around certain people despite how others speak kindly about them. Not everything meets the eye.

Your hardworking ability and determination are one of their turn ons. They have or will speak about this to their mother, hiding parts of their fantasy of you fucking them/pegging them endlessly while using a tie around their neck to control them but also choke them. A lot of rough fantasies, but aside from this. They adore how you work so hard to get what you want instead of projecting envious energy onto others and being bitter. Once again, this is normal for you, but for them and others around you, it is so refreshing. Also, they will peek around when you are working and admire your body and hope that you will not see them despite you knowing they are and accentuating your body for their eyes. 

Channeled song:

Climax - Djo 

✮ Masterlist.

Pile 02. 

With how you make them smile instantly. They have a rough and biker type of personality. Very heartwarming and soft with the right person yet so gruff. With you though, they are able to let loose, which makes it easier for them to show that they do become aroused by you. They have had instances where they could not or were not allowed by people they used to know. They have never been in a relationship, which has resulted in them being bitter, so do expect rough sex from time to time. I do find it ironic with how they have never had sex before, but you do teach them everything you know and they are able to adapt to the details and your body movement. 

You are an unbothered person and very laid back. They are someone who will overthink and let their insecurities interfere with their words, so sometimes they will try to assert their ‘dominance’ with you. The reality is: they want you to dominate them despite what they are actually saying. They have a lot of bratty energy, or scared bratty energy. Your unbothered personality turns them on and will make them realize they like being dominated, but it also pisses them off since they are used to others being intimidated by them and cowering away. 

They will become turned on by how you always wear something sexy or any type of accessory that is appealing to the male’s gaze, regardless of your and their gender. Something about them gets them going, and they will let you step on them, both metaphorically and physically. 

I see an image where someone is wearing red heels and clear stockings holding a baton as their lover's hands are tied with their used stocking after they came. And their lover is begging for them to touch them, but the person will not. The lover's main focus is their high heel as the image zooms onto it. Your fp main focus will be that sexy outfit or accessory whenever they can get their hands on you or if you are taking control. I feel a lot of vers energy despite you being prone to take the bottom role. I see them encouraging you and making you feel confident too.

This isn’t something that turns them on, but it is necessary for me to say. They love your legs. A lot of you feel insecure about it, and some of you feel shameful for not shaving your legs’ hair, but mind you, they will be worshiping your mind no matter what. If you were to insult them or your leg, expect them to drag you anywhere and kiss them so hard in an attempt to make a hickey but for it to fail miserably. 

Your tongue skills are to die for. The second you even mention oral to them, they will be aroused, and their heart will start to race like heartburn. Overwhelming sensations will drape around their body and make them into a mummy. This only comes down to when you do give them oral, as they will be your sucker. You could even bribe them or give a peace offering for oral and you will receive instant obliviousness or forgiveness. But they do know that it is their weakness, so they won’t be bothered or insulted by it. I see the both of you using this as a tease or a joke with others (when they become comfortable with the idea). 

I mentioned how they will worship you and have bratty energy, but I also feel toxic alpha energy. The meaning fits their personality when you meet and get to know one another but it is hidden perfectly. You will notice it and some of you will brush it off. They grew up in a toxic environment where toxic masculinity and misogynistic traits were normalized for them, and they believe it is their duty to do everything without getting help from anyone, hence the gruffness in their lovely personality. There are a lot of internalized misogynistic traits with them that they may project onto you, so when they do ask you out, make them wait for you for a few months or 1-2 years (depending on your gut feeling) and call them out for their behavior because it will be a toxic relationship if you do not. Calling them out makes them change for the better, so you can actually see the lovely personality I spoke of.

If you do make them wait, the relationship will blossom into something pretty.. Like a sakura tree. Their energy after they heal and are with you is so enchanting and soothing, it makes you desire to sit at a pond and read a book with one another while gazing at the clouds passing by. The breeze brushes on your skin, leaving a subtle chill, and their gaze from your body to your lips as you speak will send shivers both on your body. Their respectful movements with you will make you melt..

I could write a book on how beautiful the relationship will become, but that is for you to find out and for me to know. 

Channeled songs:

She calls me daddy - KiNG MALA

Sweet but psycho - Ava Max

✮ Masterlist.

Pile 03.

How many people do you have chasing after you? Your sex appeal is off the roof; I see so many people similar to a zombie horde chasing after you and begging you for your attention; the same goes for your fp. Some of you do manifestation techniques and affirm for sex appeal beauty, something about being sexy or being a queen/god, and an aura that draws people in and it’s working. This is how you will attract your fp. Some of you have met them and you know it’s them because you manifested them, and for those that haven't, they will come to you in April, May, June, or if you start to see things that have ‘’mars,’’ you are close. 

Now, what makes your fp horny around you?

They become aroused when you are boastful, cocky, and straight up arrogant. They remind me of a puppy, always following their owner, no matter what and always needing them. 

You have a seductive walk, you move and walk like a serpent. It’s silent, smooth, and confident, but you have this movement that draws its prey to you. I cannot explain the energy I am feeling, but I know that you know what I mean because you have been affirming it. 

You wear a lot of red and gold, red lipsticks, red eye shadow, gold suits, dark red suits, dresses that show a lot of skin, etc. You ooze the definition of sex appeal, and your fp sees it for themselves, and they desire for you to tie them up with red chains into your prey to devour. 

Is snakes your favorite or something you feel connected to? Your energy fits a snake in the best and worst ways. Meaning, you’re cunning as one but tantalizing as their eyes. You seriously pull people in, and I feel hypnotized as I do your reading. Your energy is secretive as a snake, but so open as the inside of their body when consuming their prey. You’re going to hypnotize them so well, and it happens accidentally. In that moment, you forget about your affirmations and techniques and meet them, even if you have met them (but you already knew that because it feels natural for you).

The way you move during sex. Your body movement is slow and smooth; your moves are sensual, as if you were a dancer for centuries. It reminds me of Egyptian belly dancers and their pharaoh would watch and enjoy. Your beauty and moves make them so horny that if you blew on their sensitive spot, they would instantly squirt.

You’re a secretive person, and you tell them small things about yourself, and they are itching for more. But the thing that turns them on is how you describe your past experiences, the words you use.. It is not meant to be suggestive, yet it is. 

Your tongue movement. You either lick your teeth sensually, flick your tongue, nibble or bite your lips, or do all of them and play with your hair in a subtle movement to make them notice you when they are busy with something. This catches their attention so fast and they will feel hot and bothered. 

Lap dances are your specialty, and if not now, in the future it will be because you wanted to tease them and be mischievous. Your lap dances compared to their last experiences always make them cum.. And it won’t even be 10 minutes in. And you will chuckle at them and play with their hair, and their cheeks will become so flushed they squirt.

There are so many things you will do that make your fp horny, but I have to stop it here because your energy is so strong that I felt like a sailor and you were the sirens singing to me and I was about to drown—I cannot write anymore (omg). Some of you have been manifesting for the ones I have written, and now that you have seen it, congratulations on your dedication and consistency for your desires. And to your fp, good luck to them because your energy—whew. 

Channeled song:

APT - ROSÉ and Bruno Mars

Pile I.

tw: suicidal thoughts, suicide, and triggering.

knight of swords reversed, queen of wands reversed, the wheel of fortune sideways, four of swords sideways, and chains.

When happiness arrives for you, you tend to allow your mind to drift away from the feeling. You do not allow your emotions to come forth, to show appreciation and gratitude for oneself and your hard work. Or how others helped you, how your intuition guided you, or how your religion helped you. Whatever the case is, you don't allow yourself to feel; you just go to the next situation like a horse would if they're running a race. You need to learn to appreciate the flaws that you have even when you get what you receive. Happiness comes to us in all different shapes and forms. For others it would be through success and money and it can also be winning a trophy. Even in my case, it is buying a book that makes me happy. In your case it's appreciating yourself for the little details about yourself, but you always nitpick every single thing, so how can you appreciate yourself? How can you enjoy the emotions and stay grounded if you keep sabotaging your happiness?

The fear that comes forth is a fear of sabotage. Now I understand that this sounds like, “oh, I'm afraid that if I sabotage so-and-so that I should be afraid of sabotaging myself instead, right?” No. The thing is that you have a fear of sabotaging yourself and then become scared that you're sabotaging yourself. It's kind of like making yourself the villain of your own story because you disrespect what you say and then nitpick and insult yourself in the past for the aftermath of now. Then when it comes to the future, you do it again in the same cycle that never ends. Think of the Wheel of Fortune. Not the tarot cards but the game—it spends each time someone spends it for the game but there are certain parts where there's a low income prize or you cannot get something out of it, it's the same thing like this: Each time you spin it, you keep making it hard for you to receive happiness because you keep expecting something new.

You cannot settle but you must settle. You must not think 'oh let me get this over with, let me go to the next thing.' You cannot go to the next thing, you have to settle down and feel the emotions. You also have an addiction to playing video games, using technology, or reading too much. Yeah, some of you are reading way too much, and you're procrastinating and sabotaging your other duties. You have to prioritize everything and keep it in balance. Think of healthy productivity. You cannot do everything all at once. You're limiting your potential, and you're causing yourself stress and this is the fear. This is the fear because you keep repeating your life on a loop and you don't take breaks. You must take breaks. It's okay to take breaks. It's normal to take breaks.

I know that you idolize other people, and you see, ‘oh they are so successful, so successful, so they must have been grinding the first time.’ No, they're not grinding so hard, they took breaks. Some of them may have not, but they have learned lessons to take breaks. You also see tarot readers who keep making posts, or they're doing paid readings, and then you feel jealousy because they're successful and you want to feel successful, but you cannot be successful if you keep at it. You're gonna burn yourself out and some of you are already burnt out as it is. You need to let it go, you need to let it go. You cannot go all the way straight in and do it—you must take breaks. Some of you even think that I grinded very hard when I did my readings, but I took breaks when I first started out.And then I became insecure and went at it, grinding so much. And I was not getting anything out of it. And now I don't grind as much as I used to. And I'm slowly going back into the same momentum as I used to. And seeing success slowly come to me. So it's a slow process. Everything is a slow process. You're going to have ups and downs all the time. But at the end of the day, you need to take breaks, and you need to prioritize yourself and take care of your emotions because if you don't and you don't surround yourself, you're going to burn out, and you're gonna quit completely.

You have two reverse cards. Honey, this is about taking breaks. You need that break. If you don't take that break, you're gonna get to the point where you're gonna start lying to yourself, you're gonna start causing trouble for yourself, and you're going to feel disgusted with yourself. This whole reading is that you need to learn to take breaks.

I know that when you have been in this mindset for so long that if you take a break, then you are not worthy of something in particular but in this circumstance you are worthy. And I know that you were conditioned to think this way and I'm sorry that you have. However, it is now your responsibility to take charge of your whole life and change your mindset because everything is about mindset. If you learn to nurture yourself, take care of your emotions and your mindset, then each time you do something simple like brushing your teeth or taking a shower, you are going to automatically thank yourself but it is going to be in your own way. But you have to start thanking yourself—you gotta become your own best friend, your own lover. Whatever you love, you gotta be that for yourself. You gotta stop loving things that are toxic. This is not for you. This should not be for you. This should not even be in your nature. You need to fuck off with those people that have treated you like crap, bullied you, made fun of you, conditioned you, whatever it is. Let them go. They are not worth your time. You are worth your own time. You have to respect yourself because if you don't respect yourself… you're gonna screw yourself in a pickle, and you're never going to return from everything—

People can burn out very quickly, but it's their responsibility to allow themselves to slow down and take a break. You feel guilt for taking a break but you should not feel guilt. Intuition tells me that “if you keep having this mindset where you feel guilty for taking breaks and you keep at it when you become an adult—not as of now, but like when you're in your 30s and 40s, and if you're in your 30s or 40s, then in your 50s and 60s. You'll come to the point where life has no meaning, and you will feel suicidal. You will feel so drained and exhausted. You won't think that life has meaning. You'll get to the point where you think that life should just be mindless, where you do a 9 to 5 job, where you don't do anything, and you're just... just like la la la, whatever, life is just life. You will become monotone and emotionless; you'll feel like you are devoid of your emotions. You won't feel anything and will literally chase to feel your emotions.” That is why I'm saying you need to learn to take breaks, and each time that you cannot take a break, remind yourself about this reading, or remind yourself of the time that you were burnt out in your life and how you allowed yourself to not feel burnt out anymore. What did you do exactly, how did you take care of yourself? You need to consider your past as the key to help you out with this notion.

You need to think of productivity as a reward system. Each time you're productive, like brushing your teeth or taking a shower, give yourself a small reward. It can be a cheat day. It could be one chocolate piece. It could be reading two or three chapters. It can be something small. And if you do something bigger, like finish your homework or finish two stacks of an essay or whatever, whatever. It doesn't matter. Give yourself a bigger reward. But it has to be genuine. You have to be genuine, and if you don't, you'll start to lie to yourself. And when you start to lie to yourself constantly, it's going to be so hard for you to get out of that cycle. Think of generational trauma. It's hard to get out of generational trauma because that is what you were taught and conditioned to have. So if you keep at it and if you have children, the same thing is going to happen. Do you really want your children to be like that? Or do you really want your future self to be like that? I don't think so.

You are at these pathways, there are two pathways… one is following what I'm telling you to a new path that I cannot spoil for you, and the other one is following your way that I can spoil for you, and it ends up with suicide. Now, I understand that the pathway I'm speaking about is very scary. I understand the fear of the unknown is scary as shitbags. But the thing is, if you follow the unknown, sometimes you're able to find lost roads. When you follow those lost roads, you come to a new place. Think about going to a new world each time. Each time you watch a movie or read a book, you are going to a new world (their world); you're experiencing the world that has a new path—your new path is your adventure. But the path that you're about to take is your demise. Is that what you truly want?

Intuition says, “I want you to think clearly about this. I want you to think rationally about this. I want you to think logically about this. I want you to think, think, think, think.” You need to really sit down with yourself and think. If you have to read this over and over and over and over until you're throwing up the words out of your head or whatever, do it. If you have to talk to yourself, talk to your comfort character, talk to your friends, or talk to someone that you trust then do it. If you have to vent to whatever, do it, but with their consent. That's your other problem. You need to respect other people's boundaries. You can't be entitled, you can be entitled to what you want, yeah, but you still have to think about other people's feelings. Be entitled to what you want, like money. Okay, money will come to you no problem, but if you're entitled about someone's feelings, it's not going to come for you. You're just being an asshole.

Intuition also says that “the wheel of fortune is in your hand. You can get the success you desire if you remove the jealousy and get forth what you want,” meaning that you have to do the work that you desire in order to get what you want. You cannot just sabotage your thoughts, sabotage your affirmation, sabotage subliminals, etc. You cannot do that. No. No, honey, you cannot do that. You're being a fucking asshole to yourself, and that's not what you deserve, okay?

Some of you are thinking that if you're a little bit harsh with yourself, you're being a cool person or you're being like everyone else—why do you have to feel like you have to be special? What do you gain from that? There's nothing. Everyone is special in their own ways, and everyone's special not in their own ways. Meaning we have flaws, we have two sides of us but also have many sides—it does not matter because the human mind is complex as it is. We are special in the things that we do and how we love ourselves, but we're not special when we don't love ourselves and we hurt other people. There are different hurts. You can hurt someone who's an asshole to you. There is no place for anyone to judge that because it's your experience, but if you're just hurting and bullying someone just for the fun of it, then you're not special at all. You're pathetic. It's that way, and I know for a fact you're not like that. I know for a fact that you don't understand boundaries because of a disorder that you have. I understand, I do. The thing and the reality is that you have to learn. You can learn by talking to other people, asking questions, looking online, and watching YouTube videos. You have to learn, you cannot disrespect people's boundaries and their feelings. You have to learn you're being unspecial, and I know a lot of you desire to be special, but the wheel of fortune is telling you to follow my path, but that is if you decide to follow it, and maybe if you keep following it and find different lost roads, eventually you'll find what you're looking for.

Intuition tells me that you're losing hope as you read this pac, you're feeling like life has no meaning again, and you're feeling a bit suicidal once more because it's not the answer that you seek. It's the answer that doesn't feel right to you, like everything has to work your way because you're manifesting it.

Intuition says, “I want you to stop manifesting for the things you desire and instead do the work. You're being lazy and unprofessional with yourself. You're being disrespectful to yourself. You can get what you want through manifestation, sure, but you also need to do the work. Because it's not physical work, it's mental work. How can you desire these affirmations that you keep affirming if you're changing your thoughts the next day? Why are you contradicting yourself? If you keep saying that you are successful and then the next day when it does not work and you say you're not successful, how are you supposed to manifest? You can't manifest then. To manifest is to affirm and follow through with your desires.” Meaning, if I were to say that I am successful for one day and then the next day and then the next and the following day and so forth, I will become successful. I will have the mindset of being successful, and I will gain it. But if I were to follow yours and say I'm successful, the next day I wouldn't, and the next day I'd get jealous and say I'm not successful. And then I say successful. Like, nothing's going to happen. There's going to be no momentum. Think of it with drawing. Let's say I’m drawing. And it's the first time I'm drawing. I'm not going to be good at it. I'm not going to be the best. I'm not going to be a beginner with it. I'm just going to make circles. It's going to look wonky. But it's not going to be that same momentum. And then the next day I draw, and then the next day, gradually in a month and a half or so, I'll probably get better; it won't be that wonky, but it's still not gonna be the best for my skills, and that's okay. But if I were to draw and do your method, I'd take a break because I failed. Then the next day, I would get jealous of other people, and then I would do it dry the same day, get angry with myself, and take a break again. That's gonna be the same thing. I'm not gonna gain anything.

Intuition says that, “I know you're triggered, but you must understand this is for your best benefit. You are being triggered for you to understand this world, to understand what you want in this world, and what your purpose is. Your purpose is to love yourself. Everyone's purpose is to love themselves, but they keep seeking other different purposes, and they forget one thing. It's to love themselves.”

You've come to a crossroad where everything I'm saying is very triggering, and you kind of just want to give up. You just want to forget about it, let it go, and make sure that it's something you never read before. You want to erase it out of your mind or whatever. But I'm going to be upfront, and I'm going to be harsh, and I'm not sorry.

If you keep allowing yourself not to feel emotions and allow yourself not to be triggered once in a while, you're going to get this mindset of perfection, and you're going to lose yourself. Each time you look back in your past, you will only see this perfect version of yourself, a fake, a mask, and you will never be able to tell the stories to yourself, to your children, or to whoever. If you keep lying to yourself about who you are right now and assume that you're perfect because of your stupid manifestation affirmations that you cannot even follow, then you are not going to get what you desire. You're not getting your success. You're not getting anything you desire. You have to do the mental work. If everything is about the mindset, then you need to follow through. You don't follow through then you don't get your success. You gotta stop being jealous. It's pathetic. I'm triggering you. I know and I have to trigger you. These are intuition words.

You have to be triggered. You have to be angry. You have to allow yourself to tell yourself that you're fucking scared like crazy. You have to scream at yourself, saying, "I'm scared. I'm so fucking scared. I'm losing hope. I can't handle it. I can't act. I can't wear a mask with other people. I can't say I'm fucking fine. I'm scared." You have to be honest with yourself and if you are not honest with yourself—you will kill yourself.

Is that what you deserve…..?

Pile II.

tw: a mention of suicide and death.

five of cups, six of swords reversed, and three of wands.

Did you recently lose someone who meant the world to you? It could be a child, a child that was not born yet, a family member, or someone you did not know but in a way you feel connected to. And when you lost them, did you feel like hope had no meaning anymore, that if you were to hope again, the same situation would happen? Whenever you think about happiness in your past, do you get stuck in the past? Think that it would have been better if you never met the person, never met your partner, or never met the one who caused you a lot of pain. A lot of you are blaming the person's death for your grief, you have to let it go. It’s not on them that they died. No one has control over their death, not even those who commit suicide. So you have to let it go.

Your heart is so heavy. There's so much emotional baggage. Each time I look at your heart as I try to channel your energy for this reading, I keep seeing shards of glass illuminating, but there is only darkness surrounding it. And each time I try to move around to see the light, maybe in hopes of seeing if there's something more inside the shattered glass heart. But when I open it in my mind, there's nothing but a withered rose. There's so much pain in your heart. And you feel like if you were to love again, if you were to have another child, or if you were to meet someone new, that pain would come to you.

Everyone in this pile is afraid of love and happiness. Not romantic love, but emotional love. When you give your heart to someone each time, it seems like the world puts you at a crossroad and makes you have a decision whether or not to save them or yourself. Meaning, if you were to save them, you would be grieving as you are now. But if you were to save yourself, you would be able to let go of the past and how they are dead now and move on with your life. Moving on with your life does not make you a bad person. It does not make you evil. And it does not mean that you are betraying or abandoning them. It just means that you're doing justice for yourself. And the five of cups wants you to do that. It wants you to let go, let go of the suffering, and allow yourself to feel like it's going to be okay. Because it will. Not only is tarot saying it, but my intuition as well.

When I told you that everything was going to get better, that my tarot and my intuition even said so, ironically, I flipped the card and you got six of swords reversed. And I know that the intention on this card is not the best, but your life is kind of upside down as it is. If you really think about the card and you learn about it, you'll realize that it's giving you a warning. But if you read the energy of the card and you combine it with five of cups, you're gonna see that there is nothing for you to worry about. There's no need for you to cause yourself pain, to allow yourself to drift into worry. You don't have to make a deal with the devil in a metaphorical way. You don't. You just have to let go and allow yourself to heal. Because intuition says this card means a slow healing. And I know that healing takes a long time, but when you heal, you learn that it's okay to let go, to abandon who you once were, and to find someone new. And when you understand that who you are now is who you were meant to be and that if you allow yourself to keep growing as a person, you'll find beautiful flowers already planted in your heart that were never discovered. Because now I see the shattered heart that was illuminating the darkness—there are flowers, pretty flowers growing in the dark. They're protecting the heart, and it's rising up. But the illuminating glass is showing a door out, a pathway for you. So in a comical way, yes, the card is necessarily right in the generalized way, but energy-wise, it just means that you're learning to solely heal as you read this pac.

You're like water in a glass. Sometimes it will rock. If you move it, sometimes it will stay still, and sometimes it'll rock when it stays still. Healing is a slow process. It's exhausting. Sometimes it feels like there's gonna be a lack of progress. Sometimes you have to stand your ground with your inner thoughts. Sometimes your inner thoughts are not your friends, and sometimes your inner thoughts are your friends. You're gonna have to figure out what inner thought is yours and what inner thought is your pain, grief, or traumatic voice.

When I said that tarot and intuition say that everything is going to be okay, the three of wands confirmed it. And it was also when I shuffled my cards, it popped up. It showed up immediately. But when I channeled it, it proved my point and it's gonna prove their point. If you look up the meaning, basically, it literally explains exactly everything that's gonna happen to you. But if you're curious, that is, then look it up. Otherwise, I'll give you a summary. I don't wanna spoil everything for you, because I feel like if I did, it'd be kind of boring for you. So I know you guys are like this spontaneous gremlin that craves excitement for every single thing, and when there are spoilers, you kind of become bummed out, but then you like get yourself back up and boom. It's like you're very moody; you kind of remind me of Bokuto from Haikyuu.

Basically, when you follow this advice, intuition says that you're going to start traveling, not physically but mentally. You're going to travel to different sections of your past, learn lessons, and teach yourself how to be gentle with yourself. You're going to travel to your past and ask yourself what you're seeking. You're going to allow yourself to daydream. Some of you are super realistic, and now you're letting yourself be stuck in your head. Some of you even shamed yourself for being stuck in your head or others, but now you're learning that it's not a bad thing, it's actually a very beautiful thing. All of you are actually going to become self-assured with yourself and have this strong sense of love for yourself. You were so afraid of love for the longest time, and now that you are able to—almost all of you are healing yourself as you read this. It’s like your brain is changing its gears in your mind. The energy right now is so beautiful. I'm really happy for you.

Some of you prayed for this. Some of you seek an answer. Some of you just told yourself this is never going to happen. You're not going to get your answer. Some of you don't even believe in this stuff, and it appeared for you. That's what I'm saying. It's meant for you, and this energy is so beautiful.

The gears in your head are shifting, and you're going to… also for those who are not in a relationship, you’re gonna fall in love with someone so genuine. It's going to feel like a fairy tale; it's gonna feel like Prince Eric from Ariel, but like the best type of way, and you're also going to become like an angel, both metaphorically and not. Meaning that you're going to spread your wings and find your desired job, your desired career, and the things that you actually want to do. You're going to follow through no matter what, you're not even going to look back, but physically you're going to—

Think about that illuminating cracked heart (again) made of heart glass.. there are so many flowers right now it's literally packed, and what I meant by physically is that your energy is like the heart but protected with flowers—that you're gonna have this energy that you're just like so.. you'll be people's angel. Angel on their shoulder. I know that some of you don't believe in angels, but I'm serious. You will be their angel on their shoulder. You're going to become their comfort person. You're going to be comforting. You're going to make people feel safe. You're going to make people feel relaxed. You'll actually change people's lives with the careers that you do. Some of you will also become tarot readers too, or if you're thinking about it, do it. Don't look back. We all start somewhere. If you don't write a lot, that's okay too. If you write a lot, that's okay too. It does not matter. Do it.

But one thing is tarot wants you to understand that when the love comes to you, not romantically, but when the love comes to you, just accept it. You can be scared. You can let the doubt come. It doesn't matter. Just accept it. Say, “I accept.” That's all you have to do. Because it will take the biggest weight off your shoulders. You're still going to worry. But this worry is not a bad thing. Think about the past before you got scared of this stuff. You may have been worried about your job, school, people, how you're gonna talk to someone, homework, an essay coming up, etc., right? But now you're worried about the good things that are happening. Do you see how much of a change that is?

★ PILE 1: ten of wands, temperance, the fool ★

It’s easy to say to move on from things that don’t serve its purpose, though the action and will power it takes is another puzzle piece to factor in. It can be scary to move onwards from something that you hold so dear or that you’re familiar with. Like, who wants to uproot their life over a hunch?

Except for the fact, that you actually do. You’re starting over, leaving the chaos in  the dust, as you hunker down and think of your game plan. Where do you go from here? Oftentimes lonely, you’re not accepting of new people into your life. You’ve gotta learn to open up and allow people to bring change and childlike wander. 

Your friends may not know the reasons you have behind your plan, but it’s not up to them to decide what’s right for you in this life. Sometimes it takes responsibility to know the differences between what you know, want, and what you need. It’s important to not be so hard on yourself as you approach the edge of the new world. 

When you’re feeling lonelier than usual, keep in mind that we as humans create our own suffering and the longer you hold onto the idea that you’ve assumed, the longer it will stay attached to you. Learning to balance the rush of emotions that flood our minds with self deprecating behavior and thoughts is vital to your survival. 

☆ PILE 2: the high priestess, seven of pentacles, the star ☆

It’s time for you to engage with your higher self more often. Stop the pity, and trust in yourself and your intuition. The universe has big plans for you, if you choose to become receptive towards the cosmic language. Leave the worries and doubt behind, the spiteful words you may have heard. They don’t mean anything, and your responses only give it power. 

Now, you must know that spirituality is important in this life and the gifts and synchronicities it brings only flourish upon further belief.  Spend your time wisely and gracious, as you will soon reap the rewards of your efforts all season. There is hope, so please stop backtracking. 

You may be a risky individual, often seeking adrenaline rushes or monetary gains in one way or another. Sometimes it’s the smarter choice to leap off the precipice with blind faith that you will succeed. Boundaries are not always meant to be tested, but yours are. Push yourself to the limit, and see what you’re made out of.

How do you trust without a notion? By assuming it works in your benefit every time. You do not fail, you do not flounder, because you actively engage in the mindset of someone who has it all. Like boiling water, you think nothing is happening until it starts to spill over.

That’s you, with your abundance and desires throughout your life. Trust yourself and the power of your mind.

★ PILE 3: the lovers, ten of pentacles, the tower ★

You’re left with a bruised hard and a shattered ego, as what you once thought was love crumbled in the blink of an eye. A safety net, pulled from you like a dirty rug, after being told everything was fine. It was not, and it’s valid that you’re not so trusting afterwards. 

When things were good, they were SO good. Almost too good to be true, and at the end of the road you got to see the illusion of cupid’s arrow snapping which each blow to the heart. It wasn’t real, just sugar coated lies. I’m sensing a cheater in this scenario that let the temptation in.

The story will still continue, though it’s advised to find someone new. Second chances bring nothing but issue, and if you choose to stay or keep this person in mind the rest of the house will come barreling down when time gets cut short. Perhaps this person will make you lose a sense of yourself, or already has. 

These cards are asking you to take time to self soothe and heal your heart before trying again or reaching out. Seeing things through lilac lenses will never mend the crushing of your heart or soul. Choose to see things for what they are, and never for what you wish them to be. 

Not everyone has your best interest in mind, and it’s important that you realize that. You can only ever depend on yourself when the world comes crashing. 

☆ PILE 4: the devil, the empress, justice ☆

A restriction of some sort seems to have been placed on you, perhaps you are walking on egg shells to avoid discontentment. There is a larger picture here, one that you aren’t well aware of. Obliviously, you walk along the path as serpents hide under the very leaves you step on, waiting for the right moment to strike.

Under the guise of false admiration, it can be very telling to see where your self concept is as of late. Have a treat and engage in positive mindset shifts. Allow yourself to be you, without feeling like you have to adhere to high expectations. 

Soak the glue in acetone, let it dissolve from you like cotton candy on your tongue. Your mindset is the most important thing, being as it quite literally reflects your perception of your reality.  

Advocating for yourself may be something you’ve struggled with, though with a new sense of empowerment you strive to break the cycle. Spend some time in nature, and think of all the things you may be grateful for: the very air you breathe, the fact that you’re alive at the moment, when so many didn’t get the chance to live to this day. 

Mindfulness goes a long way, and it’s recommended that you saturate your mind with the gentleness you treat others with. Start easy, small comments throughout your day to day. “I am enough,” is one. Learn how to be kind to yourself in uncontrollable matters, as working against yourself leaves room for no one to grow. 

Little disclaimer: Only for reflection. Take with a grain of salt and what makes sense to you. I hope it's good and can resonate with you. If it doesn't resonate, it's also okay. Take care. Cheering for your journey! 🩷🌷

A. ❤️

1. Is this job/opportunity good for pile A? According to the cards, it’s not the best opportunity.

2. What is the main difficulty of this job/opportunity? Blockage of creative energy and action.

3. What is the main positive point? "I was looking for a job and then I found the job."

I’m sorry that the reading is not the most positive, pile A. Remember that energies are mutable, and the most important thing is how you feel about this opportunity and concrete evidence if the opportunity is bad or good. Good luck on your journey! 🩷🌷 Rooting for you.

Cards: The Moon Rx, Ace of Wands Reversed, 10 of Swords.

Song: Maniac - VIVIZ.

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B. ❤️

1. Is this job/opportunity good for pile B? According to the cards, it may be a challenging path, but with the necessary patience, it can bear good fruits.

2. What is the main difficulty of this job/opportunity? The main difficulty might be a tough decision between staying in something that no longer satisfies you (8 of Cups) or making an important decision that requires great inner alignment (The Lovers). It can indicate a dilemma between moving forward or staying in what is comfortable but unsatisfying. This difficulty may involve the struggle between clinging to the familiar and the fear of stepping into something new that brings more growth or authenticity.

3. What is the main positive point? The main strength of this job may be the opportunity to face challenges and stand out with courage and determination (7 of Wands), while also applying inner strength, emotional and mental, to handle situations in a balanced and confident way (Strength). Together, these cards suggest that the job may be demanding, but it offers many opportunities for growth and to show resilience, overcoming obstacles with confidence and self-mastery.

Cards: 3 of Swords, 7 of Pentacles, The Lovers, 8 of Cups, 7 of Wands, Strength. 🩷🌷

Song: Cruel Summer - Taylor Swift.

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C. ❤️

1. Is this job/opportunity good for pile C? According to the cards, someone with determination can do well.

2. What is the main difficulty of this job/opportunity? It might be a more solitary job or one that requires long hours.

3. What is the main positive point? Surprisingly, you will have the opportunity to heal old wounds/beliefs that no longer serve you in the process of dedication. The cards indicate that you will feel more confident over time.

Cards: 9 of Wands, Hermit, 10 of Swords. 🩷🌷

Song: Armageddon - aespa.

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D. ❤️

1. Is this job/opportunity good for pile D? Good! Your masculine energy will prevail. It could be a strategic, logical, or leadership position.

2. What is the main difficulty of this job/opportunity? Perhaps your feminine side could be a little overshadowed in this job, but I believe it won’t hinder you in the long run. The advice is to keep taking care of yourself for your well-being.

3. What is the main positive point? Perhaps the pay will be good. It’s good for moving life forward, flow of energy, and even positive karma coming. Overall, this is a very positive pile in my opinion.

Cards: Emperor, Empress Reversed, Judgment. 🩷🌷

Song: Bop Bop! - VIVIZ.

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E. ❤️

1. Is this job/opportunity good for pile E? According to the cards, yes. A great opportunity for growth, especially in your mental area.

2. What is the main difficulty of this job/opportunity? It seems like a pile that will deal a lot with people, so remember to take care of your well-being too.

3. What is the main positive point? According to the cards, good contacts, collaboration. You might even make some friends. 🩷🌷

Cards: Page of Swords Sideways, Empress, 4 of Cups.

Song: Hype Boy - New Jeans.

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F. ❤️

1. Is this job/opportunity good for pile F? Yes. With the Magician, I believe there won’t be major difficulties. The job/opportunity seems very well aligned with your qualities and skills.

2. What is the main difficulty of this job/opportunity? The job may have high demand, requiring patience and flexibility.

3. What is the main positive point? The positive point might be the freedom of expression and the ability to handle situations flexibly. In some ways, you will be able to relax in your skills and qualities, without the need for an overly controlled posture if you already naturally fit into your role. Does that make sense, pile F? 🌷🩷

Cards: Magician, Knight of Pentacles, King of Swords Reversed.

Songs: Dash - NMIXX. (It’s impressive how the song I’m listening to right now resonates 😅). Antifragile - LE SSERAFIM.

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G. ❤️

1. Is this job/opportunity good for pile G? Yes. It seems very authentic.

2. What is the main difficulty of this job/opportunity? Interesting... nostalgia for something?

3. What is the main positive point? Working on something you enjoy, positive movement.

Cards: King of Wands Rx, The World, 6 of Cups, 2 of Wands Rx, Knight of Cups. 🩷🌷

"The fireworks bloom and the moonlight is full. We can dance in this moon night again (come with me). Raise your glass and have a future. My life is waiting for you, yes you. She smiles at me in the mirror."

Song: Mago - GFRIEND.

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H. ❤️

1. Is this job/opportunity good for pile H? Yes. According to the cards, especially if you are starting, facing your fears, or trying to move on from a period of stagnation.

2. What is the main difficulty of this job/opportunity? It could be a job without major changes or monotony.

3. What is the main positive point? This job could be quite positive because it offers balanced energy, with an opportunity to grow practically. Also, harmony and the possibility of choices aligned with your values make the work environment more rewarding.

Cards: The Chariot, 8 of Swords Reversed, Death Reversed, The Lovers, 5 of Wands Reversed, Queen of Pentacles Sideways. 🩷🌷

Song: Shhh - Kiss of Life.

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I. ❤️

1. Is this job/opportunity good for pile I? The job or opportunity has potential, but there are concerns and challenges to overcome. A sense of uncertainty or insecurity may be present, but it is something that can be worked through over time. It’s not necessarily a bad job, but it may require more effort to fully flourish.

2. What is the main difficulty of this job/opportunity? New perspective and breaking old patterns.

3. What is the main positive point? The combination of the cards indicates that you have the ability to reach a stage of emotional balance and self-care. This can be achieved through pragmatism and dedication, along with the inner strength to face challenges with courage and patience. These positive points suggest cultivating both emotional stability and inner strength. Does that make sense, pile I? 🩷🌷

Cards: 9 of Swords Sideways, Page of Pentacles Reversed, The Hanged Man, Queen of Cups, Queen of Pentacles, Strength.