#intertransphobia

Whenever I present masc my broad shoulders, body hair and other traits from hyperandrogenism are praised, but when I present fem people ask if i’m “detransitioning” and insist I should be dysphoric about those features

the entire way i was raised. being msn autistic and intersex and not knowing either of those until my teen years. being a failure of a girl but not allowed to be anything else so i just keep trying and trying to be a better girl but i was never meant to fit that standard. my body being subjected to bullying from my family and 'friends'. too much hair, too many scars and acne, too masculine in every aspect, nose and feet and shoulders are just like my dads. only reason i was seen as female was becayse i have long hair and girls still were scared of me in girls washroom when i wore a hoodie. even now as i identify as transfem most in the community hate me. i see a funny transfem meme and i have to think does the person who made it accept me in community or intend the meme for people like me. i like a persons post and check their blog and all their bio reads is tma theyfabs dni. even in real life im scared to bring up my experiences to anyone but my one friend. this is a very good blog for people like me and im glad its here. thank you for running this.