Jul 23
Internalized fatphobia is crazy because what do you mean I missed out on the only beach vacation I would've been able to go in the past like 4 years because I thought I was too fat
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Internalized fatphobia is crazy because what do you mean I missed out on the only beach vacation I would've been able to go in the past like 4 years because I thought I was too fat
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I love feeling my belly against my thighs. I love the feels of smoothness when I touch my body. I love my wiggly arms. I love resting on my double chin. I love having portable cushions for my head whenever I wanna rest.
So I'm SO MAD when I don't like the way I look. I don't see myself that much so it pisses me off that I'm feeling good about EVERYTHING with my gained weight. But because of shitty internalised fatphobia I just keep thinking "I'll lost the weight at one point right?".
Why something that feels so good and so right and so deeply Me, cause me pain. I'm so pissed
It is so incredibly fucked up how one of my biggest fantasies, my biggest unattainable dream in life, is to simply have a partner who loves my body and think it's attractive
Okay, how to beat internalized fatphobia though? And I'm not talking fatphobia in general bc I know fat doesn't equal unhealthy, and I know fat doesn't equal unattractive (hell, I love fat people and how they look), but how can I not only make me understand this rationally but also emotionally? How can I project that truth onto myself when at every fucking turn the government is talking about obesity and the ads are showing weight loss products and I just feel like absolute shit on how my body looks.
How to not hate myself?
Going through old photos from my parents’ house got me like, “Did I actually grow up fat, or was I just existing in a slightly larger and taller than average body for a kid in the early 2000’s?” 😬😶😑
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My dad would be so much happier if he got rid of his internalized fatphobia.
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A man tells me he doesn't wanna get tattoos til he loses some weight and I have to stop myself from saying "why tf would you wanna lose weight" bc he's so fucking hot. Stay the same. Get fatter, even. Get a tattoo and stop worrying about loose skin. Aaaaaah.
