#interact!

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𐙚 Fandoms I’m in: OSC , Luluyam, TPTM , Happy Sugar Life, Vocaloid

𐙚 Fictionkins: Lucelia  (Luluyam) , Pin (BFDI) , Freyja (TPTM) , Morgan (TPTM) , Tahira (TPTM) , Mayra (TPTM) Pillow ( BFDI) , Needy (BFDIE) , Money (BFDIE), Emily (C09), Shio (HSL) , Ushka (Psychocuties) Strawberry (PsychoCuties)

𐙚 F/O’s: Phanuel (LuluYam) , Pin (BFDI), Leafy (BFDI) Nicole (C09)

𐙚 ID’s: Transpaws, Permatired, CisVictim, Permainbed, Cisgroomed, CisForgetful, PermaNEET, CisHarmfulLoveLanguage, PermaToy, Transdrugged24/7, Permabruised, TransAnimalEars, CisProblematic, CisStockholmSyndrome, TransWorshipper, Permapervert, Permahorny

𐙚 Stances: Pro-Recovery, Pro-conabuse, Anti-Censorship, Neuharassment, ProNonCPara, AntiPro-CPara, ProAlterhuman, Feminist, Bunnyqueer

𐙚 Music Artists I like: Femtanyl, Weevildoings, The Offspring, Nirvana, Green Day, The Dresden Dolls, Maretu, Kikuo, Luluyam, Astrid, The Long Faces, AnythingBecomeMoe

𐙚 Favorite Person/FP (BPD): ?

𐙚 Disorders: BPD, Hyperose, ADHD, Depression, Bipolar, Anxiety, O.L.D, ME/CFs, Empathy Issues, Imposter syndrome, Stockholm Syndrome, S.A.D, Extreme Anger issues, Weed addiction

𐙚 Claimed anons: .. None Yet! :3

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❤︎ [ No DNI but please IWC if you’re a.. Pro-C Paraphile , unless it’s objectum - No hate, but you guys make me a bit uncomfortable :,) ]

 ❤︎ [ Boundaries: No rape/abuse threats or bringing discourse into my page ^v^ let’s be respectful here, okay? ]

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Tags:

「・BadHabit  - Vents 

 「・TweakingOffTheDrugs! - Posts while high / drugged 

「・NEEDYGIRLOVERDOSE - Asks

「・TasteOfTheViolence - Angry Posting 

「・WouldYouBeMine?- NSFT / Hypersexual posting 

「・PlayMe! - NSFT asks

「・What?ThatsCrazy! - Random 

「・ShitShow- Art

「・SOURCREAM! - Reblogs

Flirty/Sexual asks are welcomed ofc, especially praise -v-

My alters..

Love Bomb (LB) - Her role : Perpetrator introject - About her: 32 year old woman . 2/15. She / her . Bisexual and Poly . She’s a MAP (pedophile) Wants to be worshipped and have devotees and is extremely obsessed with that. She’s very open about being a MAP .. she’s pretty gross about it L_L - @lovebombingxx

Pin - Her role: Sexual Trauma holder - About her: 17 year old (Wants to be perma17) 7/4. She/Her/They/It/Angel. Transfem, intersex, omnisexual. Hypersexual, has BPD, is a masochist and a mutt who wants to be used. She’s usually very needy about her sexual urges but is shy overall. Try to be gentle with her, she’s sensitive. Wife of LB, but open to more partners [ Also she’s my AU of Pin, technically Pin from BFDI but in my universe ] - @teacup-bxnnie

[Theres more but they won’t reveal who they are.. More info later]

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1. I Read A Lot!

I just tend to read a lot of books in general, and so once I became captivated with the bugs, my first instinct was to buy a book on them - so I bought Phillip Normans book on John Lennon because id heard good reviews, and then it all just spiralled from there and now ive read about 7 different books on them this year (and ive got tons more that I want to get to!). Reading different books and essays on them is a great way to get a nuanced and reasonable perspective on them, albeit an imperfect way of navigating their historiography, because naturally every biographer will be biased in some sense.

A lot of people post quotes and sections from various books and essays onto this website, so if reading isn’t really your thing or you don’t have the time etc. you can still often find the important bits on here! But personally, reading Bealtes books is sort of like comfort food to me, so I typically have one on the go.

2. Tumblr & Forums

Part of my love for the Beatles I think has been perpetuated by having this position in an online community. There are other websites in which people discuss the Beatles, and ill occasionally use them (like ill check out reddit every once in a while), but overall, I just find the Tumblr community to be the most open to actual discussion, especially if it differs from the "established" Beatles narrative presented by biographers and documentary makers etc. for the past 50+ years.

Beatles fans using sites and forums like Reddit I feel are more focussed on the bugs actual music - which is fine of course, but im not so interested in discussing that, because for the most part I like to talk about their actual characters rather then their artistry. Also from my experience in interacting with people through those sites, people are quite closed-minded when it comes to drifting from the consensus. Whereas with the Tumblr community, it feels a lot more like an actual community. Like different users have their own sense of personality and their own opinions, and I just feel like we all tend to be pretty friendly here, or at the very least, tend to be respectful. People on Tumblr also seem to be a lot more open-minded to discussing less comfortable topics rather then immediately shutting down the conversation because it doesn’t fit within the “official” Beatles narrative.

Finding accounts who you would deem trusty and then sending them questions I find is also a good way to get some perspective. If im not sure what I make of situation concerning the Beatles, sometimes ill send users who I find to be quite perceptive an ask, and get their view on the subject; I might disagree with them in the end, but its still a good way to get some perspective. Also adding to or even starting discussions is another way of getting some info!

3. Second hand stories

I don't know that many people who are as into the Beatles as I am (because, shockingly, 17 year olds dont tend to obsess over bands that broke up 50 years ago 😳) but if I meet someone who does like them, sometimes ill pick up some new stories id never heard before in books or on Tumblr. Like a couple months ago my Dad told me about the time Paul McCartney drunkenly started taking the piss out of David Blaine (x), and I thought it was so funny and bizarre, I was surprised no one on Tumblr had ever mentioned it. So if you come across a bug fan, you might be able to weasel from them a couple stories you've never heard before!

4. Documentaries & Podcasts

I haven't actually watched/listened to that many Beatles related documentaries or podcasts so far, but going off of what ive seen id recommend:

Lennon/McCartney documentary on youtube

The "One Sweet Dream" and "Another Kind Of Mind" podcasts

Ive been watching the docu-series called "1971: The Year That Music Changed Everything" recently, and I think its fab! Its not solely focussed on the Beatles, but they are discussed a lot, as well as dozens of other great musicians from the era, and other wider contexts.

This (x) podcast episode on the psychology of John Lennon

5. Interviews

Not a lot to say here, just that finding interviews of them (or people who have known them) can of course be very insightful :)

6. Find The Topics that interest you

One way that I go about researching them is that I seek out essays or forums focussing tightly on topics that I am interested in. I know that my main focuses (at least for the time being) tend to be related to the interpersonal relationship between John and Paul, and their psychology’s and upbringings etc. So for example, I might actively search for information on John and his possible ED or Pauls parents etc. In comparison, whilst I obviously still love George and Ringo, I know that they just don’t interest me quite so much, so I just don’t tend to seek out information on them.