#instead of here

I was lying on the floor with Death crouching beside me and still got up for more saying, “I’m done, after this” and to think I did believe it, I’d gone where nobody can reach. Death said I’d called, not knowing that I did. She said she wished I’d known that I’m still just a kid, but knew I would call again so she’d mosey on back in case next time’s really the end

This mitski song with Zanka but the place where he thought nobody could reach was the well, oh im sick.