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If this isnāt too much to ask, I would really love some angsty low self esteem Sterek fics. Happy ending only, though. It could be either insecure!Derek or insecure!Stiles, Iām good with either! I really appreciate it :) thank you!
That's so nice!! š„° These are only a little angsty, because I'm me. ;) And I possibly tripped over some mutual pining fics. š¤·š»āāļø
Bravery is a Loaded GunĀ by DefNotForWork | 17.3K | Explicit
In which the boys speak in half sentences and have two totally different conversations. What they can agree on, eventually, is that they love each other. And that Derek should jerk off more.
ConvenientĀ by Ā exclamationĀ | 10.7K
Stiles knows what he is to Derek: convenient. He knows that Derek isnāt looking for a relationship, just someone to have casual sex with. Which is why Stiles is so surprised to find Derek setting up a romantic dinner for Valentineās Day.
Itās Been Four Hundred and Ninety DaysĀ by paradis | 4.4K
Itās been four hundred and ninety days, and it took Derek forever but theyāre at day one again.
I Just Want You For My Own (More Than You Could Ever Know) by yodasyoyo | 16K
āWhat is with that sweater, dude?ā
Derek ducks his head to look at it, abashed. āUh- Mrs Hernandez knitted it for me. Itās an early Christmas gift.ā He smooths it down self-consciously.
Stiles cocks an eyebrow.
āWhat? Sheās my neighbor and sometimes I-ā Derek trails off. Stilesā other eyebrow rises to join the first, and Derek sighs. āSometimes I help her carry her groceries."
OfĀ courseĀ he does. One day maybe Stiles will stop being in love with Derek Hale, but today is not that day.
HideĀ by dr_girlfriend | 12.4K | Explicit
Stiles has been rejected so many times that it doesnāt really surprise him when it happens again. Hurts, yeah, because dammit ā heād thought Derek was the one. Heartbreak sucks, and heās not so sure heās going to get over it this time.
IncommunicadoĀ by WhoNatural | 5.4K | Mature
Why is Derek being so weird?
Derek looks up from where heās adjusting his shirt back into his pants - really? - and pauses. āStiles?ā
Clearly something in his scent is giving him away, but heās too busy swallowing against the sting of bile that has made its way into his throat and checking behind the couch for future murder victims because Derek is totally cheating on him.
Cookies, coffee and shut the fucupcakesĀ by DropsOfAddiction | 26.2K | Explicit
āOk. Iāve got a few shirts with me because I came here straight from work, but I think itās going to be a tight fit. I know Iām not as skinny as I used to be but Iām not exactly the same hunky physique as you, oh grand macho werewolf,ā Stiles shrugs.
Derek runs his eyes blatantly over Stilesā chest.
āIām not so sure about that,ā Derek mutters, and he slams his mouth shut, teeth audibly clacking together, as if he really hadnāt meant to say that out loud.
And Dwell Beneath My ShadowĀ by lielabell | 8.6K
Derek is not stupid. He gets why Stiles puts up with him. Itās clear every time Stiles looks at him, the spicy scent of lust and arousal Stilesās body canāt help but put off. It doesnāt surprise him. Not at all. Derek knows what he looks like, knows that his face and his body are more than enough to compensate for his shitty personality. Stiles wants him more than he is annoyed by him. Nothing more, nothing less. Itās not anything to be amazed over, nothing to write home about. Stiles isnāt the firstā and most likely wonāt be the lastā hormone soaked teen who has panted over Derek.Ā
A Little SugarĀ by exclamation | 4.9K | Mature
The first time they had sex, it was after Derek paid Stilesā rent. The second time was after Derek bought Stilesā groceries. It wasnāt hard to work out the pattern. Derek hates himself for taking advantage of Stiles and tries to convince him that any form of payment is unnecessary, but he canāt seem to break the cycle.
waiting for you to say it firstĀ by paradis | 8.2K
Four months.
Four months theyāve managed to avoid one another. Stiles quit going to pack meetings. He quit doing research unless Scott really, really begged him to. He avoided driving the road that led out to the turnoff to the Hale house, he avoided going to all the spots where Derek might possibly be. Four months, and now, here they are, standing in the Minit Mart, Stiles thinks, staring down at the grimy tiles. He can hear the catch of Derekās breath, and he closes his eyes and breathes deep.
Safety in SilenceĀ by Survivah | 66.9K
Itās perfectly understandable. Even Derek wouldnāt want to be Derekās soulmate.
Relationship Status: It's complicated by kellifer_fic | 4K | Mature
Okay, I know this is a huge stretch for you, but can you please pretend you're like, into me?
Have It AllĀ by doc_sock | 5.8K
Derek is glad that he and Stiles are fuck buddies, really. So he wants more than that. So what? Itās not like what he wants is important.
Stay, Stay, StayĀ by Ā drunktuesdaysĀ | 2.2K
He should haveĀ expectedĀ this. He knew it, knew Stiles was always in this temporarily. DerekĀ knewĀ it wasnāt forever. The only thing thatās surprising is that Stiles is lying about it.
Closer Than Most by Finduilas | 46.9K | Explicit
Laura organizes a charity bachelor auction to raise money for the wolf sanctuary she and Derek inherited from their parents. Derek reluctantly gets roped into bidding on one of the bachelors, and he sure as hell doesn't know what he's getting himself into when he decides to bid on Stiles.
A Question of PackĀ by CawCawMF | 5.2K
Stiles had always been sure of his place in the pack. That place being the absolute lowest tier in the hierarchy of werewolf pack dynamics, but he was sure of it all the same. He wasnāt necessary exactly, since just about anyone could conduct research on supernatural mythology, but his job was still important to the pack and he felt good about that. At least, thatās what he always thought. That all came crumbling down one sunny afternoon in the form of Jacksonās big mouth.
