#ineverwillbe

New lock and home screen!!! 

I'm not big on sharing memes and quotes, but a few weeks ago I saw one that stuck with me. I don't obsess over my appearance, I don't spend a lot of money; I'm high maintenance in a well-disguised emotionally-devastating way. I only recently realized that I had to get my shit together before I was capable of ever being a good wife. This has involved a gradual but drastic change in my diet, physical activity, and social life. Moreso has been change in my attitude. Holding myself accountable. Forgiving. Being aware of myself. Celebrating my successes. Being outgoing. Trying to curb my stupid temper. It hasn't been easy, and for a myriad of reasons. I just try my best to let God guide me and keep my intentions and heart pure. I really do feel like it's working. At least for me. #spiritualjourney #imnotperfect #ineverwillbe #justtryingtogrow #againstallodds #takealookatmenow #takecareofyourself #imtrying #adulting #forgiveness #growingup #thirties #thankyougod #foreverything (at Trinidad, Colorado)