#imfiguringitout

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You turned green. 💚 Is it envy? Jealousy? Confusion? A cluster of emotions? Missing where you were? How it's all changed? Missing coming in contact with those you used to? Where does it come from? Even in all of what seemed like dishealth, even through all the unfair treatment on all sides, the growth was immeasurable and all of it, every experience, was necessary and you wouldn't change it for the world. It seems like every time you think you were better than before, you fall back into that same pattern of confusion and mixed emotions on everything you know and don't know. Everything you had a problem with or had a problem with you. It's temporary. Something changed though, and you felt it, you witnessed it. The bounce back was different. You didn't have to stay where you normally chose to stay. You managed to change the feeling into something more pleasurable. A dizzy kind of not understanding that wasn't confusion but contentness with not understanding- not needing to understand and knowing you probably won't. Feeling the connection of what is and what was but also the separation. And it's all okay. It's all just fine. #imfiguringitout #content #meaning #confusion #overcome #change #shift #wereallokay #itstemporary #choosesomethingdifferent #onestepatatime #unload #progress ✨💙💜💖❤️✨

Being hella girly and shit with makeups and stuffs 💄💋🤓 #imfiguringitout #girlyface #makeup #whatisthis #meh