#im brewing

Eren Nicole Yeager | Born March 30, 1989 Undiagnosed AuDHD + Tarot enthusiast

The year is 2009, you are 20 and aimless in life. You still only care about the same 4 things you ever did: stickers, body glitter, talking on the phone and your best friend, Armin.

You cut your own hair and own entirely too many bottles of bonbons scented nail polish. Smells great, tastes terrible. (Nail biter)

But this is how it functions:

What may feel like going in circles may in fact be an upward spiral. Especially when it comes to healing.

You're likely to enact the same patterns over and over, mostly due to the fact that humans are essentially just one big lump of thousands of types of patterns. We are a living, physical pattern. ESPECIALLY the brain. So yeah, breaking habits is gonna be pretty tricky for us clever little obsessive monkeys. (I know, I know - technically great apes.)

But every new cycle builds on the last. In this way, like stacking pennies, your efforts pay off.

I know the advice we all want least is "keep trying," because we're all tired. The human world has become very fast. Very intense. We're all a bit overwhelmed, I think, chronically. But try to give yourself time. Everything you do matters.