Honestly, I opened this account to send nice vibe to anyone and receive positive energy but the things I'm going to mention next are not positive , I'm sorry but I really have to empty myself.
Why wasn't I born pretty enough, skinny enough, clever enough ?
Literally I've been on diet from the age of 3 and now as an 18 year old girl I'm 75. From the first I was told to that I have to undergo plastic surgery and even after two times of nose job, my nose is awful.
I have been working way too much on my emotions and still can't control my anger and still keep hurting my most loved ones , I still don't know how to behave towards the one who abused me in order to help me become a student of one of the top five schools in my province.
Why the hell I fell in love with some one I will never be able to have ?
Why the hell I failed the damn college entrance exam and give the privilege to people to treat me like trash or to get locked down in the house.
Why is everything so damn hard, Why the hell I can't stop hating myself, why can't I become happy.