#i keep looking

OKLAHOMA CITY - Eleven weeks after an Oklahoma City metro man vanished from his Forest Park home, his mother continues the desperate search for her son.

Jeremy Reagan's truck was found abandoned at the Lexington Wildlife Preserve in August.

News 9's Sylvia Corkill reported Sunday night from the Oklahoma State Bureau of Investigation.

Last week, an OSBI spokesperson told News 9 that there were no new developments in the case, frustrating news for Jeremy's family.

"They've had the case for ten weeks now, and I don't feel like we're any closer to find my son then on Day 1," said Robin Halzle, Jeremy Reagan's mother.

Since late August, Jeremy's family has spent nearly every weekend driving from out of state to the Lexington Wildlife Preserve, where his pickup truck was recovered in Cleveland County, a place the survivalist was known to spend countless hours.

"It literally consumes me at every moment. I've had a rough few days. I've done nothing but cry for days," Halzle said.

The initial search efforts have tapered off, now limited to Jeremy's loved ones.

"Everybody else may have forgotten that he's still missing, but I have not. We have not. Everyone goes on with their lives, and I can't," she said.

Jeremy's mother's desperation grows with each passing season.

"Now it's winter and it's cold, but I will keep going out there until they don't allow me in the gates," she said.

With no signs of Jeremy recovered from these woods, his mother questions if he's still here.

"If my son walked away from his life, I still want to find him as long as I know he's OK," Halzle said.

"If my son is dead in those woods, I just want him home."

If you have any information about this case, contact OSBI.

If you're new here within the last couple months, we've been looking for this guy since day 1 that he went missing.

First update I've seen in a good while, his family missed the hell out of him so if you've seen him or someone that might be him all it costs is a little bit of time to phone it in.

I know bunch of us have issues with the cops in general, be good if you ignored that part of your brain in this case.

I cannot stress enough how in each situation here compared to Iowa where they are so similar but in my head I’m just like, “this is so much worse” I had finally gotten the WiFi at least temporarily fixed in Iowa after a 3 year wrestling match with the cable company and now I’m in a new place with a very flighty connection, it seems strong enough to do work so I have to let that go. The refrigerator situation and eating in general is much more anxiety inducing here(trying to do anything really). This is the land that I went to middle school and high school in and as a kid I never knew if it was just being a child and trying to find my place but I’m fairly certain now I and this land are not compatible. I feel even farther away from connections with friends here but that’s probably my brain and friends going through their own shit. And of course the cancer is so much bigger here.

This is not to say that I have learned a lesson and now I will be grateful for life at the Murbleage, both are bad. I will not rest until I have my own refrigerator and space. I never even for a second thought that I didn’t love Iowa or Fafner or having lunch with my dad, it just wasn’t a life. Just as a quiet coffee with my mom and a weekly excursion with my brother is not a life.

My brother baked potatoes for me last night, “something happened and I somehow turned the oven off for a little bit. they need more time. You can hit me.”

“Haha, I’m not going to hit you. I’m just going to set another timer. I appreciate you! But… don’t fuck up my potatoes again!”

Like...better reasoning in the morning, but let it be known.

Edit: I said Adaman in the tags but also consider: Volo.