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Here we go baby! My first time doing hcs qwq I really hope I did this all right!

Kuudere (urban dictionary) : An anime/manga slang term for a character that is cold, blunt, cynical, and pretty much doesn't care if her beloved dies. That's what she is on the outside, but she is actually caring and nice on the inside

🐙 You guys met in Fatgun’s agency 🐙You happened to be a new side kick that caught Fatgun’s eyes with your courage and excellent quirk usage, sure, you were a little different from what he usually had, but his gut feeling told him that you would be an amazing hero someday, and he would never doubt his gut! 🐙 In the first day you showed up, it was a little… awkward 🐙 And by normal people’s standards, it was extremely awkward to Tamaki, and very much anxiety inducing, as he always had difficulty meeting new people

🐙Kirishima was static to meet the new sidekick thought! And he was trying his best to help his co-worker to ease his nerves a bit

🐙When Fatgun presented yourself, you didn’t talk much, barely even moving a muscle of your face, but being respectful, bowing to your co-workers

🐙 Not gonna lie, at first, Tamaki was EXTREMELY intimidated by you – which was very funny considering you were a tad smaller than him

🐙 He was always freaking out by the lack of emotion on your face

🐙 Cue him having a mini breakdown

🐙 Oh my god she hates me already, what did I did? Did I look at her wrong? I tried so hard to avoid eye contact because of that, and now I gotta work with her and if she hates me, might as well-

🐙 His downwards spiral was cut off by your voice, although cold and monotone, it seemed that at least you weren’t angry, which was a relief

🐙 Your name was (Y/N) (L/N), mostly known as (H/N)

🐙 He wasn’t expecting your voice to sound so calming in a way

🐙 Taking a deep breath, and waiting for Kirishima to finish enthusiastically introducing himself to you, he managed to stutter his name to you

🐙 “It will be a pleasure to work alongside you both, Red Riot, Suneater”

🐙 He didn’t know if you meant it but, he did know he liked how his hero name came off of your lips…

🐙 As time went on, Tamaki got used to you fairly easily

🐙 You guys actually had a lot in common, being more in the quieter side, and often avoiding large groups, even if you did seem a bit more distant than he were, but your overall calmness in every situation gave him a sense of security Nothing ever seemed to get to you

🐙 He admired that a lot about you

🐙 Actually he knew he admired a lot of things about you, but the mere thought of voicing them out loud made him break in a cold sweat, he did NOT wanted to be seem as creepy, thank you very much

🐙 But, (un)luckily for him, he was best friends with two people that were exceptionally good at reading him

🐙 Nijire in particular was happy when she noticed how calmer Tamaki would become when you were near him

🐙 Mirio was very happy for his best friend as well, but knowing better then to try and make Tamaki more nervous then he already was because of this

🐙 Even if they were in the opposite side of the spectrum, you quickly became friends with Tamaki’s friends

🐙 Which means you started to hang more with them

🐙 And that means more time alongside Tamaki for reasons that were not related to work

🐙 The young sidekick was thrilled to know that you actually seemed -dare he said- enjoyed his company, or at the very least didn’t mind spending your time with him

🐙 That was good enough for him, he decided

🐙 Until that night at least

🐙 You guys were just getting back from your time in Fatgun’s agency

🐙 Since you both went to the same subway station

🐙 You guys were talking about the next school project, Tamaki lamenting himself if he had to actually talk in front of the class which you reassuring him that everything would be fine

🐙 Occasionally Tamaki stealing a glace or two in your way, only to immediately flicks his eyes away, fearing to be seeing

🐙  You continued with your little improv speach about everything going to be fine

🐙 That gradually merged about you talking about that he was great 

🐙 The boy was blushing like crazy trying to cover his, now, red ears, even if you didn’t seem to notice (or mind)

🐙 But then you came to a stop and turned full on to him

🐙 Tamaki could swear the everything came to a stop

🐙 You smiled

🐙 It was the first time he ever seems you smiling since he met you

🐙 It was a small, but warm smile

🐙 And he THOUGHT butterflies were the prettiest thing he would ever see in his lifetime

🐙 As fast as it came by, it was gone when the subway arrived, making you distract yourself

🐙 Tamaki let go of the breath he didn’t knew he was holding

🐙 HOLY S H I T

🐙 IS THAT ALLOWED???

🐙 And could you please do that again????

🐙 He would legit pay you to see that again

🐙 He just needed to see

🐙 Such perfection

🐙 And even more

🐙 Just for him

🐙 He could feel his lips slightly curling upwards

🐙 His heartbeat was crazy upon his chest and he wondered for a solid second if you were able to hear it as loud as he was feeling it

🐙 “Tamaki? Aren’t you coming?”

🐙 Your voice broke him out of the storm of emotions inside of him, looking up only to see your eyebrows just slightly curved, which, if they didn’t knew your face better, would go unnoticed, but that meant the world to him

🐙 He hurried up to enter the subway sit next to you

chapter 50 honestly can step on me a hundred times over and i’d say thank you, even the animation. the chapter was so perfectly illustrated that close up was everything, though we didn’t get the lean in from afar we got their exchange from that view point, not too far but:

we got to mikasa say these words to eren from every point of view like flippin’ thank you

then got to see mikasa’s smile from eren’s perspective

and then we got the very scene you’re talking about anonie, all from eren’s eyes, well particularly the lean in