Helluva Boss Theory: Asmodeus Is Kinda A Hypocrite When It Comes To Saying "Lust Isn't About Force"…Part 2
[Note: please do NOT reblog this without my permission...also some stuff will be off topic but will at some point get back to the topic that has to do with Asmodeus/Ozzie being a freaking Hypocrite...also this post is really long...and I might make a Part 3, but make sure to keep it a bit shorter and try not to get too off topic all the time.]
anyway I wasn't sure if I would end up making Part 2 right away...
which is why I thought I would of ended up writing and posting Part 2 like either tomorrow or the day after tomorrow...
also while looking over the Part 1, I had notice some "writing mistakes" I had did, and so far I think I was able to fix some of it, but I might need to look it over again and see if there are some that I may have missed...
but yeah, anyway...as much as some fans of both Hazbin Hotel and Helluva Boss, do love Asmodeus aka "Ozzie" and also Beezlebub aka "Bee"...it doesn't change the fact they do tend to hurt people and be hypocrites.
Mammon aka "Mam" might be a Hot Mess, Greedy, Selfish and probably Manipulative...but there is still probably more to him than that...
I mean, even before Fizz fully worked for Mam...
Fizz was probably a spoiled brat even with his good side and having been childhood friends with both Blitz and Barbie...
and yeah, I can't help but wonder if Fizz might be Blitz and Barbie's Half-Brother, like Blitz and Barbie's Mom, is also Fizz's Biological Mom.
but even if Cash Buckzo knew this, he seem to like Fizz more and wished he was his son. but it doesn't change the fact that Fizz might of been spoiled rotten in a bad way, by Blitz's Good For Nothing Dad "Cash Buckzo"...
I don't know if I can fully explain why I like the "Hot Mess Mam" over "Ozzie and Bee"...
I just do, and I seem to have found myself liking him more than Ozzie and Bee...
[getting off topic but will get back on topic about Ozzie after I say all this...]
and like I had pointed out in Part 1 of this, I HATE Toxic-Lust and yeah being a Lust-Empath pretty much sucks, cause even if you do end up finally protecting yourself from feeling 'heated' out of nowhere and no longer picking up that gross toxic lust energy when awake and you finally figure out your Demi-Aroace (even with being Fictoromantic, Demi-Heteroromantic and also Panplatonic but only for Fictional Characters...) but ya still get effect by those lust energies when it forms in nightmares and lucky were all close-calls.
I believe I'm Semi-Immune to Lust Energy now, but it doesn't change the fact I don't feel safe going outside of my room unless I have my Mobile Barrier, and at times I will have to make sure to reinforce the barrier for my bedroom, and also because of those freaking nightmares (that thankfully were all close-calls)...
I had been making sure to lock my bedroom before I got to sleep.
I might be paranoid, but that "thing" that looked like one of my Uncles (and yeah he moved out and I'm glad for that, but he still visit every once in a while and he did almost move back before, but I'm glad my prayer to both Heavenly-Father & Earthly-Mother was answered that has to do with him NOT moving back in...cause I cannot deal with his unhealthy energy all the time after having those freak bucking nightmares that were all thankfully, close-calls...) had appeared in those nightmares, every single time.
when the first close-call happen, it wasn't as bad, and lucky the dream changed before anything really scary happen...
and yeah I had decided to use a dream-catcher to keep it from happening again, and I was okay, but at some point I had to take the dream-catcher down, but I was okay for a while...
until the second close-call happen, and I had to run...
I know in that second close-call, there was some old man who I don't remember what he looked like, and some woman with long white hair and pale white skin who I didn't see the face of, were both protecting me...I think the old man was protecting, because he looked like he was yelling at the direction I was running from, which was me running out of the house and away from that "thing"...
it's like when you end up absorbing someone's lust energy, even not on purpose...the said lust energy will manifest in a dream/nightmare and take the form of the person it had came from...
and even if the lust energy acts independently from the person it came from, it doesn't change the fact that it does cause problems.
it is important that if someone is going through a certain unhealthy lust energy, they need to detoxify themselves...otherwise there are chances they will cause problems for Empaths who can pick up on them and end up "feeling it" even when in a different room from them and if it gets out of hand to the point the feeling and energy becomes a bit too strong to the point it starts to feel really REALLY not good, because it doesn't seem normal for the said Empath...
then yeah, it needs to either be fixed by the one where it is coming from, or the Empath who is a Lust-Empath but also the type of Empath who may have had seizures in the past caused by really bad energies from locations and also at times people...
having to put up protective barriers to try to keep that lust energy away and not be able to touch them, so it is important to have a Mobile Barrier as well, but because I ended up having that last close-call that had to do with a bathroom dream, which happen after I took a shower but still kept my Mobile Barrier close by in the bathroom with me...
but I hadn't added the whole "it still puts a protective barrier bubble around me even when I am not wearing it" at the time until after that new close-call happen...I mean I think the barrier now keeps that "thing" docile, which is why nothing happen but that "thing" popping up out of nowhere when I was in the bad dream, I was in the bathroom.
I guess my coming up with the idea to use and technically create barriers through prayer to both Heavenly-Father and Earthly-Mother...
should of been one of the first signs that the type of Earth Angel that I am, is The Creative Earth Angel type.
and yeah, besides finding out that I'm a "Creative Earth Angel"...
I also figured out that I'm a Hybrid Soul that makes up of being a "Starseed/Incarnated Elemental/Incarnated Angel"...
thus I like to call myself a "Star Elemental Earth Angel"...
also like I had said in a post I did yesterday...
I kind of had been having thoughts of wanting to identify as a "Mercurian Starseed" that of course has to do with the Planet Mercury, the ruling planet I was born under...
I mean it could be possible the Starseed part of myself is made up of a mix Starseed heritage, probably being a mix of Pleiadian and Venusian...
but my closes Starseed heritage might be Mercurian...
maybe it is the reason why I kind of want to identify as a Mercurian Starseed...
also being part Elemental, it would make sense why I prefer my fluffy babies a bit more than people at times...
I mean even if I can still have people I can care about, but it can be a bit hard at times to deal with some people, even family...
I mean yeah, I may have had a Semi Phobia of Dogs, because of some bad experiences when it came to one that had chased me when I was little...
and also when there was like a lot of dogs in one room, my lips turned pale white and I had to run back to the car...it was not a fun time for me...
but if a dog is being a gentle and calm, and gives I guess this calming vibe, I find out I wont be scared of them...
cause one time I had woke up to a surprise of a little dog looking up at me and I didn't feel scared at all, just surprised...
it's like even if some animals do scare you, because of bad experiences...
but if the animal is not doing anything scary and just gives off a calming energy, then you will be possibly, feeling okay with them.
there was a small dog that I had a good experience with, they didn't scare me at all when I first saw them...just surprised me.
also I LOVE Axolotls, and if they are endangered, then I hope a lot of people save them.
I find myself loving Water Creatures that I might find myself feel more drawn to than most...and well Axolotls are one of them...
I'm also drawn to Butterflies, and maybe a bit of Moths now that I think about it, there are some Moths that are adorable, well I probably don't find all Moths that way, just certain ones...
the Moth that is called the "Puss Moth" has colors that remind me of Exorcist Angels own wings from Hazbin Hotel...
also I still like the idea of one of the ship names of Charlie x Vaggi being well "PussMothBelle" and also "BowMothBelle"...
I'm gonna view Vaggi as a "Puss Moth Fallen Angel"...
cause well, it might be a bit confusing calling Vaggi x Charlie by the ship name "MothBelle" because of the whole, Valentino also being a Moth...
plus the Moth that is called a "Puss Moth" is a REAL Moth...
so I'm gonna view Vaggi being that type of Moth.
so yeah, I'm gonna call Charlie x Vaggi by the ship name PussMothBelle, that is Puss-Moth-Belle...but the Alternate name for that, besides the whole Bow-Moth-Belle...
would be PussMothRainbow...which is pronounced "Puss-Moth-Rainbow"...
not sure if those new ships will catch on, but at least calling Vaggi a "Puss Moth" doesn't confuse her wit Valentino when it comes to them both having "Moth" used in one of their ship names with their respective partners...
also it might be weird, but I find myself liking the Season 2 version of Valentino, cause he has this adorkable yet sweet moments.
and he seems to be really good at drawing.
and yeah, I still suspect that he doesn't really own Angel's Soul.
and there is a reason why he never leaves the Vee Tower or the Entertainment District...and it might have to do with the fact that both Vox and Velvette are probably trying to protect him.
I mean, both Angel and Valentino might actually be victims...
and if you look up certain info about victims of a Darvo (Deny Attack Reverse Victim Offender) it just, well I can't help but think it fits Valentino a bit too well, even if I am the only one who sees it that way.
Angel might also have a Dissociative Identity Disorder, and half of the time his Alter is in full control.
Vox might be the one who truly owns Angel's Soul, while Angel owns Valentino's Soul, but Vox's ownership of Angel's Soul gives Angel less control over Valentino...
if Valentino leaves the Entertainment District fully, that would give Angel full power over him and let him do anything he wants to Valentino...
and it might be one of the reasons why Vox and Velvette are the only ones who end up going to the Hotel, without Valentino.
cause they knew that Valentino would be in danger from his deal with Angel, who in fact owns his soul, and he doesn't own Angel's soul.
also with how Asmodeus from Helluva Boss is...
I can't help but wonder if he didn't shape shift into the form of Mammon, trying to push Fizz into finally quitting.
I mean we still see the Real Mam, when Blitz told him off, before Glitz and Glam come along...
cause according to some info about the Asmodeus from our universe, he was able to trick many people into believing he was Grandpa King Solomon, after he convince him to take off his ring and throwing him to another land and taking his place...
and if Grandpa King Solomon already had that unhealthy number of women that made up his Harem, then it would still be a bit more his fault that I'm a Lust-Empath than it is the Asmodeus from our universe.
I mean, yeah, Asmodeus is still freaking at fault...
cause he foolishly talked Grandpa King Solomon into taking off his ring, and some of Asmodeus's Lust energy ended up absorbed into Grandpa King Solomon's and then it ending up passing to Grandma Namaah and when she became pregnant, it passed to both Grandma Namaah and Grandpa Solomon's Son and then to their Son's descendants...and yeah, if Grandpa Solomon met Grandma Namaah because of Asmodeus...
then it means I technically exist because of those actions, and so does anyone else who is also a descendant of both King Solomon & Namaah.
some might be lucky not to end up becoming a Lust-Empath...
and some of those mixed inherited lust essences that came from both Asmodeus and Grandpa Solomon, could mostly be dormant in some who are descendants of both Grandpa Solomon and Grandma Namaah.
I still think it is possible the reason why my Bio-Dad had cheated on my Mom when she was still pregnant with me or a little while after she had me, but he wasn't there for my birth or even there at all...
I think the reason why he cheated on my Mom with Two Other Women (which I didn't know it was two until I was told this May of 2026...)
and to which, is still gonna remind me of Adam's Two Possibly Both Ex-Wives Lilith and Eve...and is one of the reasons why I'm gonna like Adam from Hazbin Hotel more than those two Bitter Itches...
even if I can like some Good versions of them in some Fanon works, like in Fan Fics and Fan Art...but I'm still not gonna fully trust the Canon versions of those two Grannies.
I mean yeah, I did once viewed the Lilith from our universe as a full victim but then I realized she could of willingly saved her children from those Three Angel D**k heads instead of letting them be k*lled.
also if some how part of my Soul Genetics comes from one of her sons or daughters that she freak bucking left to die, of course I will resent her for it.
I already know I'm a descendant of not just Adam, Cain and Seth...
but also both Eve and Lilith...you know from our universe.
also it might be possible that Dunkle Cain is Biologically Lilith's Son.
like it turning out even in the Hellaverse, Dunkle Cain was the product of the affair that Lilith had while still in Eden, and Abel was also a product of affair that Eve had while in Eden...
Dunkle Seth is the only one who was not a product of affair...
and Dunkle Seth both from our universe and from so far, the Fanon Timeline of the Hellaverse, cause he hasn't appeared in the Canon Timeline yet...
also it might still be possible that there was NO real Lilith in Eden in the Hellaverse, if the theory about Luci having been the Original Lilith the whole time is true...which means he might be technically the "Mom" of Cain, but he still ended up having affair with Eve and ending up Fathering Abel.
like it still could turn out that Charlie's Dad, before the whole "Forbidden Apple" mess...got curious about Eden, so took on the form of a Female Human which he named Lilith but this "Lilith" got mistaken as Adam's First Bride and Companion...plus Luci aka "Lilith" had left a Duplicate of himself in Heaven, so no one would find out, and yet he got stuck in Eden because of a misunderstanding.
and well maybe I can talk again about that in another post after this one, I know I had talked about this theory before which may have also inspired me to write a Fan Fic about it over at Quotev...
but yeah, as I was saying about Asmodeus...
I think the one from our universe is the reason why my Mom and Bio-Dad's Marriage ended up falling fully apart.
and I found out the divorce happen when I was 4 years old, still having NEVER met my own Bio-Dad, but then I meet him 12 years later when I was 11 years old, and that pretty much tells ya something...
at least Charlie had her Dad, Luci in the early parts of her childhood.
my Bio-Dad wasn't there for sugar honey ice tea, because he was off freak bucking around with two other women.
also I have had some thoughts that I may have mention before...
that I wouldn't mind visiting Heaven, like on Holidays or to visit family that is there...but I don't want to fully live there...
[getting off topic again, but if some want to skip, just keep a eye out for words that are in bold...]
I mean if the story with Belphegor before they became a Fallen Angel is true and is anything to go by...I have good reasons to be paranoid of the possibility that some Angels would treat me badly because I don't fit into that whole "Perfection Matters More" and any "Imperfection Is Not Welcome"...
and oh, let's not forget the whole if a Angel doesn't do their job very well and might be going through a Emotional Not Okay way, or doesn't want to fight, because there is the chance they might be really sensitive to certain energies...
that is grounds to force them to Fall...
so yeah, I have another reason to rather go live with The Divine Mother and also The Feminine Christ who I'm also calling the "Mother Christ"...
and yeah I know it's weird for me to view Jesus who is The Masculine Christ as the "Father Christ"...I'm weird for that I know...
but even if I can still believe in some parts of the Divine Masculine, that has to do with The Heavenly-Father...
it doesn't change the fact I rather go live with his Divine Feminine Half.
even though I know half of her got split and is trap in the Fallen Half Of her Realm that is in quarantine and is now called Hell.
and even if not many will agree with me, but it is still possible that "Hell" wasn't always Hell...it was fully part of the Divine Feminine, the Goddess half of the Heavenly-Father...
but then the Imbalance happen, and humans from a long time ago, forced others with their little conquests to make everything into a Monotheism that only focus worship on the Divine Masculine.
and yeah, both the Feminine and Masculine are part of everyone, no matter if they are Male or Female or Nonbinary.
and I know I have both Feminine and Masculine energies within me just as much as everyone else does.
and some Toxic-Feminist that would also include some Men like Vox from Hazbin Hotel...don't really help with the cause of fixing the balance.
some Toxic-Feminist do it wrong, and they are just as bad as some who are all for a fully male supremacy type of way...
even though I do have some Semi-Androphobia, but I know that not all guys are the same and there are some who are actually in touch with their Feminine energy...
and yeah, despite what some think, just because a guy acts in a feminine way, doesn't mean he is automatically gay.
I mean some guys can be either gay or bi or pan or hetero/straight and still act a bit more feminine than most of act a bit more masculine or maybe even a mix of both.
plus there is nothing wrong with a guy being a househusband.
just as there is nothing wrong with a gal being a housewife...
if that is the life they chose that is how it is, plus if a husband and wife take turns being the "house-spouse" depending on days or weeks they go to work outside of their home, then yeah that is them being equal in a way.
even though Vox is all about women who is part of STEM...
but he can't just be a jerk to some women who choose and feel happy with what they like to do, that has to do with certain stuff that has nothing to do with STEM...
not all women are the same, and while some enjoy taking care of their family, and probably being a housewife, but at the same time, they probably still want to be treated in a fair way and not some submissive servant by their spouse.
I still don't like the "Obey" part of the Wedding Vows...
cause it doesn't seem right, and the Husband's part of the Vows don't have that, while both vows are seemingly the same, but it is just the wife parts of the vows that has that "Obey" thing...that is freak bucked up...
both spouses should have "Love, Loyalty, Devotion and Trust" in the vows, and not that "Obey Thy Husband Like Submissive Servant" Bull Sugar Honey Ice Tea...
also it would still be wrong even if the roles were reverse and it was the women in this world that were the dominant power.
and yeah, it is possible that some part of some section of Heaven, and even Hell itself, is in a imbalance state.
but I know that even when I say this, not everyone no matter if they are religious or not, will agree...I mean Heaven has done some pretty much messed up stuff if certain stories is true...I mean even not all Heaven is bad, plus it could still be way bigger and has more to it than what we are lead to believe.
and it isn't just about well clouds and endless sky...
even though clouds and a sky is still pretty, but it just doesn't really fit me...well not in a way where I'm left without something that has to do with well the Earth itself, like trees and flowers for one...and also the beauty of life from water like the lakes or ocean.
I mean I cannot swim, but I know I had been okay with being in a lake before so long as the ground was really close...
I think I had almost drown once, but it was because someone pulled me under...
I don't think I went back in a lake after that happen.
and yeah I was pulled under by well I think it was either my left or right leg, but yeah...that was not fun, and I'm pretty sure it was the reason I stop going in the water that has to do with lakes, because of what happen.
cause I think I did almost came close to drowning.
I mean I know I had some other close-calls, like when I was a baby probably either when I was 1 year old or almost that age, I really should ask again sometime...but yeah, I'm pretty sure I could of almost ended up like Abel, you know Dunkle Cain's Brother...
me and my big brother were playing by ourselves in another room, and there was accident that ended up with me bleeding, I got the scar from it, my Mom had to take me to...I think it was a Emergency Care...?
I mean I had a few close-calls in my life, and not just those nightmares I had that was caused by one of my Uncle's Toxic Unhealthy Lust Energies.
I think I may have fell down the stairs probably only a few times before...
I cannot remember if it only happen once or there was more than once...
I even hurt my hand when I was a baby when I put it on a stove, and I think I was told that it ended up raining after that happen.
so I may have been a bit accident prone...
also after writing that part, of me possibly being accident prone...
I decided to go ask about my whole burnt my hand on the stove and about how if it was raining and thundering during that time after it happen...
it was, and it turns out we couldn't go to get it probably treated right away because it was storming badly...
I mean it's not like it is possible someone in Heaven got really upset that I got hurt and caused that storming stuff to happen, I mean I got hurt when I ended up bleeding on one of the sides of my head that is like a bit close to my eye but not on my eye...and it left me with a scar...
it was probably a coincidence that it started to storm badly after I hurt my hand on a stove when I was only a baby, you know still walking but still got hurt...
there isn't like there some Angel who can cause bad storming type weather and got really upset that my hand got burnt.
and they had to be calmed down so I could get the proper care for my burnt hand...that might not of happen, and the reason why it started to storm badly long after I got hurt by the stove...
but maybe sometime, I will look up if there is certain Angels that can end up causing it to storm badly...and what happen before when I was little, wasn't just a coincidence and had nothing to do with a Angel that was in Heaven and probably sensed or saw, that I got hurt.
anyway besides my whole my getting hurt more than once during my childhood, when I was a baby, getting a burnt on my hand and not long after it happen it started to storm badly, and also the whole the accident that has to do with me bleeding from my head, reminding me of Abel and how I think if I wasn't given help in time, chances are I could of ended up like Abel...cause well it was just me and my big brother alone, playing, but even though my big brother was protective of me when I was little...but I can't help but wonder if there was more to what happen when I had that accident...but I hope I'm wrong.
but anyway back to the whole Ozzie from Helluva Boss....
I know that Fizz loves him, like is madly crazy in love with him, and they both seem to have their own healthy relationship.
but it doesn't change the fact that Ozzie is a freak bucking hypocrite.
and not just for the same reason Blitz calls both Ozzie and Fizz out for being hypocrites...cause they are both a item.
Ozzie says that lust shouldn't be forced, but there are still other ways that lust can be forced, like even those who are Lust-Empaths and do NOT consent to the lust energies of others that are really unhealthy and toxic but they end up picking those energies up, even when they still have their V-Card and the source of that energy is in a different room all together.
if a Lust-Empaths do have to consent to Lust Energy, it should only be from their Partner, who they trust and have bond with that also has Love in it...
I mean I'm a Star Elemental Earth Angel (Starseed/Incarnated Elemental/Incarnated Angel) and a Creative Earth Angel type.
but my being a Lust-Empath could still be because it is linked to both Grandpa King Solomon and Asmodeus from our universe.
and not knowing one has been lust sensitive the whole time, can still suck...
and even if Ozzie is all about making lust fun and pleasurable for couples, but at the same time it might not be so for everyone.
like for some Succubi and Incubi that are Ace...
like some who are Asexual do in fact have S*x, and also some Asexuals do in fact end up forming a family with their husband or wife or life-partner.
plus if Ozzie's Club is "couples only" it would kind of discriminant for those who are in a Polygamous type of relationship.
plus not all Polygamous might be the same, like if Charlie and Vaggi were in a Polygamous, but added a boyfriend into the relationship.
but he would be Charlie's Boyfriend, but the Guy and Vaggi would be Platonic Boyfriend & Girlfriend aka "Boy-Buddy & Girl Buddy" that share the same Girlfriend.
plus I'm still not into the whole idea of "Love" that some Toxic-Sexuals and Toxic-Romantics are into...
I would like a romance that is a bit of a mix of being a good type of romantic and platonic...and yeah, I can still like some romance even with me being Demi-Aroace.
but when you think of how some people basically ruin some parts of romance...
it is one of the reasons I think I rather use the name "Amourship"...
cause it is Amour + Courtship & Friendship.
and those in a mix a Amourship type relationship, being a mix of romantic/platonic, don't need to conform to what some Toxic-Sexual or Toxic-Romantic wants them to be...
so both Moxxie and Millie do NOT need to conform to that Ozzie's Club for that type of lust...that Ozzie and Fizz tried to force them to be, and be like everyone else who was also on a date at that club.
and yeah, the reason why I do NOT want to get married to anyone from the universe that we live in, and also possibly stay a Maiden for the rest of my life and never give up my V-Card...
is partly because my Mom was cheat on by my Bio-Dad.
my Ex-Sister-In-law cheating on my Big Brother...
but the other reason is that I don't want to have s*x if my consent and feelings don't matter on the honeymoon...
I don't want to be guilt trip into it and well a "mandatory s*x on a honeymoon" even when I might not feel up to doing it right away on the said honeymoon...
it just doesn't feel okay or right...
and even being told that if someone doesn't "do it" on the first night of their honeymoon, that they shouldn't of bother getting married...
was the push I needed to decide to NEVER get married to anyone from this universe or even have my first time...it isn't really fully about my Asexuality...
it has to do with my feelings and my not wanting to "do it" on the honeymoon after getting married when I might not feel up to it and might not fully be ready...
and my feelings not seeming to freak bucking matter, and I cannot just say to the one who basically said that if someone doesn't do that stuff on the honeymoon after getting married, then they shouldn't of bothered getting married at all...
and I'm crying a little bit right now while talking about that...
I mean even if a couple is married, but the other is forced into doing the whole s*x thing because of coercion reasons...
that can still count as r*pe, even if some people might say different...
a wife or husband or life-partner can still end up being victim of a type of r*pe, even if it is a different type...and some Toxic-Religious Apple Sugar Spice Honey Of Liquid Eggs, possibly having wanting to make the whole s*x thing mandatory to "please the husband", is a load of freak bucking sugar honey ice tea of insensitive and loveless and stupid.
it shouldn't be just about a one-sided thing, where it is just the husband that gets some kind of pleasure in it, plus those who are in a relationship can take turns.
consent matters, but even though the whole "doing it" on the honeymoon isn't necessary mandatory, but with how some people are in this world, they sure as freak buck making it seem mandatory...
just like how Ozzie and Fizz make it seem mandatory to be their way of "lust" when Moxxie was doing just fine expressing himself through his song for Millie.
(keep a eye out for the bold words if you wish to skip some of these parts...)
also if I do decide to go by "Christian" again, I don't want to go back to how it was before, cause I believe differently now, and I believe in not just the Heavenly-Father, but also the Earthly-Mother as well as the Feminine Christ.
and we cannot just focus on just the Masculine Christ, we need both the Masculine Christ and Feminine Christ...and the whole Antichrist doesn't really help any, and I still don't want to have to put up the Sugar Honey Ice Tea of the Antichrist either...
and yeah if I was allow to or was able to do so, I would still want to punch the Antichrist on the arm super hard, and I know how hard I can punch cause I have done it to myself...I need to make sure to keep myself from that...
cause that is well, technically self harm...
and yeah, I do end up leaving a bruise of myself...
but yeah, if I do end up going back to the whole calling myself "Christian" I rather it be a different type...something that matches my new believing type of identity.
I cannot go back to how it was before, even with the whole problems I had with a Toxic-Religious jerk that crossed a line all because of me believing in a Goddess/Earthly-Mother now, even though I can still believe in God/Heavenly-Father as well...
but the other problem that jerk had, was probably both that and the whole my still figuring out what type of Nonbinary I am...
I did once thought I was a "Gyno-Agender", but that doesn't seem to fit me, but I'm still a Nonbinary Earth Angel who's pronouns are still She/Her, but also still They/Them, or in other words She/They.
but anyway, even if we do still like Ozzie and Bee from Helluva Boss, that is in the same universe as Hazbin Hotel...
but we have to acknowledge not just their good sides, but also their bad sides that causes certain problems.
and there is a probably a good reason why Belle tries to keep Bee from using medication drugs for her parties.
also with how Hellhounds are treated, and forced behind bars to wait to be adopted.
how do we know the place that Blitz ended up adopting Loona, wasn't in the Sloth Ring, but instead was in the Gluttony Ring.
I mean how many Hellpups end up being thrown away and abandoned their biological parents...?
probably a lot, and even if Blitz isn't Loona's Biological Dad, he is in fact her REAL Father.
also if they just like how Adam (both from our universe and also from Hazbin Hotel) is the "Yondu Udonta" to Dunkle Cain's "Peter Quill".
Blitz is the "Yondu Udonta" to Loona's "Peter Quill"...
so if picture those four cosplaying as Yondu and Quill.
Loona and Dunkle Cain dressed as Peter Quill aka "Star Lord"...
while Blitz and Adam are dressed as Yondu Udonta.
like even if it does turn out that Samael from our universe was Dunkle Cain's Biological Dad, but he was NEVER Dunkle Cain's Daddy.
Adam was Dunkle Cain's Daddy, his REAL Father, even if Adam wasn't his biological father.
sometimes your biological parents, wont always be your real parents.
that is something that some people have to learn, Quill had to learn that the hard way...
oh, yeah...and Rose from Silent Hill Movie series, should dress like Yondu Udonta, while Sharon from the Silent Hill 2 Movie, dresses like Peter Quill.
also that Janitor from the first Silent Hill Movie, is one of the reasons why Exorcist Angels should still do their job on Extermination Day.
(you can skip these parts and look for the bold words again...)
I'm neutral for the redemption and exterminations that shows in the Hellaverse that is a shared universe for both Helluva Boss and Hazbin Hotel.
also I'm still gonna call both Cain and Seth "Dunkles" cause they are technically both my Ancestor Dads and Uncles...
right now I'm listening to "What It Sounds Like" from K-Pop Demon Hunter...
I can relate a bit with Rumi, cause in a way I have my own patterns.
even if they are the type that cannot be seen...but they are still there.
and I'm gonna view the second depression I had that may have also been a relapse...as a type of my "breaking into a million pieces and I can't go back"...
and I think I will still have my Emotion Numbness Moments...
which is probably thanks to that second/relapse depression.
and I wonder if Mam from Helluva Boss, goes through a type of Depression but hides it super well so no one notices it.
not even those who seem to hate him and call him manipulative and even saying no one would want to have s*x with someone like him.
yeah, I still like the hot mess more than Ozzie and Bee.
I mean, I still like Ozzie and Bee, but even with the whole calling them out on their bull sugar honey ice tea...I'm still gonna like Mam more than those two.
even if I'm not Asmodeus's Girl, well the one from our universe...
even with him and Grandpa King Solomon, being suspects of the freaking reason why I'm Lust-Empath type Earth Angel and also that I'm sensitive to Lust energy and am now Semi-Immune to it...
but Mam from Helluva Boss, would be like a "Mr. Steal Your Girl" and well also "Mr. Steal Your Enbirl"...(Enbirl being Nonbinary Girl) and yeah, Fizz and Ozzie are perfect together.
like it is a little funny in a way, like Mam could view Ozzie as "stealing his Fizz"...so yeah, my liking Mam a bit more than Ozzie, could be in a way of Mam from Helluva Boss, "Stealing Ozzie's Girl"...even though I'm not really Ozzie's Girl...
but more of the whole I use to have a crush on Ozzie, and he is more in the squish zone now along with Fizz...use to have a crush on Fizz as well, like having a crush on both Ozzie and Fizz at the same time, but it's like has went to the squish zone now...
Lucifer shouldn't really be proud of being a "Mr. Steal Your Girl"...
cause Adam was clearly hurt, and I'm still not feeling fully bad for Lilith and Eve from Hazbin Hotel...
I mean yeah, it is still funny when Luci says "Bow-Chicka-Wow-Wow" like Tucker from Red Vs Blue...
and yeah, Tucker can be adorable and cute when he had his cute idiot moments...
like one can still feel some attraction, and I'm Demi-Aromantic...
so yeah...I can still feel some forms of attraction at times.
I also had a crush forming on Doc from Red Vs Blue at some point during the time of one of the Seasons, which I guess technically on both him and his O'Malley split personality when him and the Reds and Blues was on Planet Chorus...like maybe I'm into some type of Bad Boys, but not in the same way as Niffty is...but also the cute idiot and hot mess types...
wait wouldn't that mean I also technically had a crush on Omega who was also O'Malley...?
and I guess in some sense only some percent of Earth Angels are attracted to "Bad Boys"...or well for some it be "Bad Girls"...or "Bad Enbies"...or "Bad Enboys" or "Bad Enbirls"...it depends...
but I still don't want to make the same mistakes as those 100% Incarnated Angel type Earth Angels, who need to understand they can't just "fix" their partner to be their idea of "perfect"...
I mean their partner, (who they are dating or were dating but broke up because that Earth Angel wouldn't stop trying to force that sugar honey ice type of Toxic-Perfectionism on their boyfriend or girlfriend or partner...)
they can be perfect in their own way and also heal some parts of themselves, but trying to "fix" the good parts of their Imperfect side, to meet that whole ideal of the "perfect partner" is sugar honey ice tea and stupid.
love your partner for who they are, with both their good perfect sides and also their beautiful and healthy imperfect sides.
not all imperfections are bad, just like how some perfection isn't always good and can become emotionally not okay...
and I guess some Earth Angels are a bit like White Diamond from Steven Universe, before she got a bit more better and started to accept that Gems didn't need to be 100% like her or fit into that whole "flawless perfection"...
the saying "if every pork-chop were perfect, we wouldn't have hot dogs." is one of my favorites from Steven Universe.
and Mam from Helluva Boss, is that Precious Pork-Chop.
Blitz is also a Precious Pork-Chop, Adam from Hazbin Hotel, also is a Precious Pork-Chop.
Abel from Hazbin Hotel is both a Precious Pork-Chop and a Cinnamon Roll.
Lucifer from Hazbin Hotel, despite maybe having terrible taste women and being technically a "Ancestor Grandmother Freak Bucker"...
he is also a Precious Pork-Chop, but is also a Apple Goober.
Rooster from Hazbin Hotel, is also a Precious Pork-Chop.
and yeah even surprisingly Valentino in his moments in Season 2 of Hazbin Hotel...I still think it is possible that he doesn't truly own Angel's Soul, but we are made to believe he does...
and it is more like Angel owns Valentino's Soul, but Vox owning Angel's Soul, gives Angel less power over Valentino, but Val isn't 100% safe if he fully leaves the Entertainment District of the Pentagram City.
plus we should remember that Angel was part of the Mafia during his time as a human on the Earth in the Hellaverse...
so even if not everyone in the Mafia would cross some lines...
but it could still be possible that Angel did some things that crossed a line when it came to hurting those who didn't deserve it.
plus it might be possible the reason why Valentino ended up in Hell in the first place, is because he always ended up in a Abusive and Toxic Relationship...where he ended up a Victim of a Darvo, no matter if they were a Man or Woman.
his "Moth form" might reflect that he was drawn to someone who was Toxic and who would in the end, end up hurting him.
also I still think the "love potions" that Velvette makes, aren't what they seem...they are like a "Anti-R**fies" and a way to punish those who would purposely r**fies on others so they could take advantage of them.
and that might of been how Valentino died, he was overdosed on a r**fie also known as a date r*pe drug...
like the "love potion" that Velvette makes, is a Anti-R**fie and gives those who consume it, the power to fight back and it is like a trap for those who want to use a real r**fie but ends up buying one of Velvette's Anti-R**fie type "Love Potion" that are more of a "Level Of Violence" Potion...(you know like how LOVE in Undertale, wont always mean love and will also be Level Of Violence..."
Valentino was likely a Artist during his human life, and really loved to create through Arts, like drawing and filming...
but he always ended up falling for the wrong type of people.
who would always end up being "Deny Attack Reverse Victim Offender" also known as a Darvo types.
and yeah, it is possible both Velvette and Vox learn this, and it is why they don't want him at the Hotel when they are doing a interview of Charlie's Hotel, well more like her trying confirm that redemption works...
and both of Velvette and Vox, don't let Valentino leave the Entertainment District.
cause they know if he does, Angel will be able to do whatever he wants to Valentino, cause that might be part of their deal.
and yeah, sometimes there is more to the picture than what we see...
just like how there is more to the picture with Ozzie and Bee...
even if they still have their good sides, and also hang with those that Mam calls "Plebs"...well I don't mind being technically a Pleb...
I'm a Demi-Royal & Demi-Plebeian and proud of it.
better to be a Purple Blood than a Blue Blood, and I like it that way.
I didn't live in some fancy castle, and my family wasn't really all that well off when my Mom was younger and during her childhood...
plus before my Grandpa (my Mom's Dad) had got a bit more nicer in age, and I like the nicer version of him better than the type of person he use to be.
when he use to beat my Mom for just little things.
and even for things that probably was uncalled for.
I don't think I want to meet my Bio-Dad's Parents...cause of the fact that they wanted my Mom to be checked out at a place that gives Abortions...
I mean seriously, were they trying to hint to something...?
I'm pretty sure it is possible in one of my past lives, I may have been Aborted...
and who knows how many freaking times I died too early in each past life...
plus it might be a good thing to not have full memories of some of your past lives...
but yeah, back to the whole Asmodeus and also Beezlebub from Helluva Boss,
even if fans can still like them, but at times even when you love a character from your favorite series no matter if it is a Web Series/Cartoon Series or a Video Game Series or Book Series or Movie Series...
you will have to call them out in a tough love type of way, on their bull sugar honey ice tea.
it's good that Ozzie loves and is protective of Fizz, but it doesn't mean Ozzie still doesn't have certain Toxic Habits that still need to be worked on.
like him being a hypocritical type of guy, who says he isn't about forcing lust, but goes around and tries to make someone else try to conform into the type of lust that he and Fizz want to be shown as that "Ozzie's" Club.
and Bee seeming to care about Blitz when he was drinking his sadness away at her party, but was probably a bit more worried about the party and not Blitz himself...
and Vortex isn't any better, especially during that Anti-Blitzo Party.
I mean half of those people at that party, were probably just Darvos and not all of them should be pitied like at all.
not even that Better Than Blitzo Guy, who I'm still gonna call "Staci"...
cause he looks like a Staci, but with a "I" instead of a "Y"...
and he does show up again in one of the Helluva Boss Shorts.
Dennis is still the freak bucking worse, I mean at first you would feel sorry for him, even when he ran off crying after Blitz rejects him even after having previously having been kissing and making-out with him.
but then you realize that Blitz was sad drunk, and was being taken advantage of half of the people at Bee's Party, who were probably all sober and only had a little to drink of that Beezle-Juice.
(and some can skip this part as well, just keep looking for the bold words...
not including the "Ars Goetia" words that are bold...)
also I just had a thought, if some fans of both Hazbin Hotel and Helluva Boss...
did end up forming a crush on Adam, would that count as some kind of Pseudo-Incest,
even if he isn't the Adam The First Man from our universe, but is just a Fictional Counterpart of him.
same goes for Abel from Hazbin Hotel, as well as The First Dunkles (Dad-Uncles) that is Seth and Cain who have yet to make a Canon Appearance in the Hellaverse, and only showed up in the Fanon Timelines so far.
also it might be a good thing I didn't inherited much from Grandpa King Solomon, other than becoming a Lust-Empath because of his foolish and Toxic Lustful actions...like him having a unhealthy number of women in his harem, instead of having just about 10 wives and 10 concubines, and Grandma Namaah ending up as the 11th wife but 21st to join his harem, but after that, that would of been it, no more marrying or taking in anymore concubines.
but if I was able to, and if the Ars Goetia from the Hellaverse were real, and took the place of the ones from our universe...
it be like "your all my Bitter Itches now..." to the Ars Goetia...
cause I wouldn't allow them to cross certain lines, if I had the power to stop them...
Vassago gets a free pass though, well both the Hellaverse version and the one from our universe would get a free pass.
and yeah, just like "Sugar Honey Ice Tea" is a censor version of sh*t...
the "Bitter Itch" is a censor of the word b*tch...
and only I get to call myself a "Earth Angel Bitter Itch"...
there is like the good way to use the word "Bitter Itch" and there is the bad way, where it comes off as a insult, but it wont always be use as a Insult.
my calling myself a "Earth Angel Bitter Itch" isn't a insult.
also it might be possible that my blood type, that is O RH D Negative...
isn't really a "Holy Grail" even if the whole Jesus being a descendant of King David as well, would technically make us distant cousins...or he could be also a uncle if it turns out one of his siblings is my ancestor, but I don't know...
all I know is that we are both descendants of Grandpa King David.
but it might be possible the Holy Grail, might be linked to a blood type that has to do with AB, like maybe a AB RH D Negative.
but anyway besides all that...
it might also be possible that Ozzie takes his lust too far, like how do we know that he didn't date Chaz first before meeting and falling in love with Fizz, but hopefully Ozzie didn't keep seeing Chaz like behind Fizz's back even during the episode where Creepzo appears and where that Clown Pageant was happening.
I mean both Bee and Ozzie had both possibly been Exes of Chaz.
and also it seems Better Than Blitzo Guy, aka "Staci"...
Chaz is a bit of a Tuna-Himbo, even if he talks a big game, but those who don't fully fall for his act, probably would feel sorry for him and have to "fake it"...
just to get him to shut up.
like it would be best to have him actually fall in love, just to have him learn how it feels from both Moxxie and Millie's side when they both had loved him and it wasn't just about s*x.
even though both Millie and Moxxie can get really REALLY into it when it comes to their s*x life, but they still deeply love each other and their relationship isn't always about s*x.
and yeah Hypersexuals tend to ruin the healthy type of s*x I think...
when they get all Toxic Hypersexual...
and there is also a disorder that has to do with s*x...
I know it has the word "compulsive" in it's name.
which I believe both Stolas and Angel Dust, may have.
and yeah, even some who are from the Lust Ring, but not all of them.
might have such a disorder, and for all we know, Chaz might have the worse case of it...and it is probably why some of his relationships end in a break-up.
plus Ozzie should not encourage that type of thing.
plus such a disorder that has to do with a "compulsive sexual need to have s*x" in a unhealthy way, should be taken seriously.
(skip to the bold words...cause I know some would rather skip some of this probably.)
I mean if some Succubi and Incubi from the Hellaverse, in both the Canon and Fanon Timelines, are Aces and some are Closet Aces because of how the Lust Ring is and how some expectations are for those who are suppose to be "Lustful"...
I will have to view the Succubi and Incubi who are Aces, as MY people.
just like how I view those who had in their past lives, were Sacrificial Lambs, as MY people...they became MY people the moment one of my past lives was used as a "Sacrificial Lamb"...so yeah, who knows how many times it happen, and it probably wasn't just the one time in one of my past lives.
so even though the song that Lucifer and Alastor were singing were still awesome, and it pretty much was foreshadowing what was gonna happen to poor Dazzle...
but still, those who were used as "Sacrificial Lambs" both human and animal...
you never wonder how freak bucked up that is...
cause you know, it's one thing to spiritually share food that you still have to eat yourself, but still share it with both the Heavenly-Father and Earthly-Mother, like even if it still has meat in it, but you could also have some vegetables, fruits and maybe some pie or cake, any desert along with it...
but the whole "blood sacrifice" thing...that is all kinds of questionable.
at least Lambert from The Cult Of The Lamb, is able to go from a "Sacrificial Lamb" to a leader of a Cult, and I guess depending how you play it, you could be Neutral in it.
too bad one can't just grab Dazzle in the middle of the song when Luci mentions about a "Sacrificial Lamb" when using Dazzle as the "Lamb"...
if I was able to, I would grab Dazzle away from him in the middle of the song, and hug Dazzle close to my chest and glare darkly at Luci.
and well, back on the topic of Ozzie and Bee.
there could of always been hints that they don't always have others best interests at heart, we just never truly fully saw it before.
until we really think about certain moments in some of the episodes that they had appeared in and how they acted in a certain way.
like with Ozzie, in his first appearance he tries to get Moxxie to sing in a more lust like way that fits the image of the club.
saying that he is a "limp d**k Imp, and how he is k*lling the vibe..."
well Ozzie can shove it where the sunlight and moonlight don't shine.
not everyone has to "lust in the same way" like him, Fizz, Verosika and all those other people that were at that Ozzie's Club.
and while it may be all in good fun to some, and some might not fully realize it until later, after Ozzie tells Stolas that he doesn't mess with Artificial Love that has to do with Love Potions...
and saying that lust isn't about force...
but he and Fizz, were trying to pressure Moxxie into singing a more lustful song, which is still technically trying to force their type of lust.
which might work for them, but not for everyone.
plus even if some lust is suppose to be a sin, but at the same time it doesn't mean it will always be that way.
those who have a healthy type of love, that mixes with their lust for one person in a type of balance type of way...
in theory, lust can metamorphosis into something slightly different.
I mean it is possible that both Ozzie and Bee tend to give into the toxic sides of lust and gluttony, even if they don't mean to or realize it might end up hurting those who love them.
Bee feeds off of the energy of other peoples gluttony...
but she doesn't like anything that tastes "not okay"...
like what Blitz was going through, if she really cared, she would of made sure creeps like Dennis didn't pull a Darvo and act like they are the victim.
and yet, Verosika viewed Dennis as a "poor victim of Blitz breaking another heart"...even if things have gotten better between both Blitz and Verosika, don't mean she is fully off the hook for the sugar honey ice tea she pulled in the past.
heck, some of the Hazbin Gang ain't exactly off the hook either after what happen in both Season 1 and Season 2 of Hazbin Hotel.
where after Alastor had to retreat after getting wounded by Adam...
no one even bothered to go look for him, but instead they re-build the hotel, and only put up a memorial portrait of Pentious.
and when Alastor was taken by Vox, Charlie and everyone else didn't seem to truly care about going to Vee Tower and try to save him.
even if it turns out Alastor was originally gonna try to get Vox to finish what Adam started so he could finally be free from Rosie, but Niffty and Husk got in the way.
so yeah my theory is that Alastor didn't have a plan to use his favor with Charlie on Vox so he could be free, he didn't get that idea until he was at that party that Charlie and Vaggi went to, that also had that "Might Of Lilith" use Luci as a battery.
plus Alastor probably realized he could turn that deal that he made with Vox, against him, as well as making Charlie admit that Vox is the strongest Sinner, and thus freeing him from Rosie.
like even if at first Alastor may of not been you know scheming at first to get out of his deal with Rosie, but using both Charlie and Vox to do so, having Vox not lay his hands on Charlie, because because he wanted to have Vox to stop messing with the hotel, so Rosie wont try to make him "fix" Charlie's problems...
the idea to use both Vox and Charlie, to get himself out of the deal with Rosie, probably didn't form in his head until somewhere around when both Vox and Charlie were on stage...and Alastor made Charlie do the favor of saying Vox is the strongest sinner.
also I wonder if Alastor x Blitz will end up getting a lot of Fan Art...?
so far it doesn't seem to be much of anything about the Alastor x Blitz ship on here...
even after finding out about their voice actors having kissed.
also it could be possible that Alastor could be Pan and Ace.
like a person can be both Demi-Aroace and also have another split attraction that is a part of them...like if it turns out that Fizz is Gay, he could also be Biplatonic.
I mean I'm Demi-Aroace, and yet I'm also Demi-Heteroromantic and also Fictoromantic, but also Panplatonic...
but my figuring out that I'm Panplatonic, is once again only for Fictional Characters...and it be like in a Friend Zone type of squish type of feels.
Alastor could still be Aroace, and also possibly Demi-Panromantic.
I know the whole thing I can do with the radio I have, still is a bit freaky cause it reminds me of Alastor...
cause like whenever I hover my hand or fingers over it, it will have a perfect signal...but if I take my hand away from it, it goes back to being a not so great signal..and there is the whole deer being my spirit animal thing, which I should still be allowed to say that...
excuse me for being of a mix heritage...and my having Ancestors from different parts of the world, and even those who were already in America before the Pilgrims.
and I think it was my Great-Great-Grandmother who was a Cherokee and also there is the whole finding out that I have Ancestors that were from France and also Spain...
I mean, there is also the whole other type of parts of my heritage that I had found out about, the whole being a descendant of royalty was one of the surprises.
and yeah, even if we don't know our heritage fully, but it still a part of us.
and I know it is possible that if Grandpa King Solomon didn't meet and fall in love with Grandma Namaah (thanks to the whole being convince by Asmodeus from our universe, into taking off his ring and then being thrown to another land...) I wouldn't end up being born and that would go for a lot of others as well.
but there are some good parts of Ozzie from Helluva Boss...
and that he isn't a freaking suspect like the one from our universe...
who is likely the reason my Bio-Dad cheat on my Mom with two other women...and how he wasn't there for my birth, and my Mom and Bio-Dad apparently had got divorce when I was 4 years old...
and also the whole fact that my Bio-Dad waited 12 years later when I was 11 years old, to finally meet me.
I mean yeah, I was happy to finally meet him...
but then over time, I figured out if he truly loved me, he would of been there during the most early parts of my life...
at least some biological parents have a better excuse.
so yeah, while the whole finding out he freak bucking cheated with not just one but two other women, while still being married to my Mom, does remind me of both Lilith and Eve from Hazbin Hotel.
it is part of the reason I decided that I may never get married to anyone from this universe, because I'm not risking being possibly cheated on.
so yeah, I think the reasons why my Bio-Dad did that, was possibly because the Asmodeus from our universe, was doing the whole "ruining another marriage by having the husband cheat on his wife..."
so yeah, even though I do like Mam more than Ozzie...
but I think I like Ozzie more than the Asmodeus from our universe...
even though I believe that Ozzie and Bee need to work on their toxic sides, like with Bee it's how she doesn't make sure there is a safe buddy to protect their other buddy from creeps like Dennis.
and as for Ozzie, it's still his Toxic-Lust that can get the better of him...
even if it is good that he isn't into that whole love potion stuff that forces someone to feel for ya, but trying to force lust or love, wont always be with a potion...
sometimes it will be through coercion, which is NOT okay.
and Ozzie & Fizz, were trying to do a type of coercion possibly...
when trying to make Moxxie sing in a way that fits the image of Lust in the Club called "Ozzie's"...well more like the "Toxic-Lust Image"...
and yeah, despite the fact that Ozzie and Fizz were trying to pressure him into doing the whole singing his feelings in a more lustful way.
Moxxie didn't listen to them, and spoke with his heart.
he didn't let them stray from the song he wrote for the one he loves, his wife and life-partner, Millie.
even though I still like Ozzie and Fizz, but they can't just force the whole Toxic-Lust Sugar Honey Ice Tea onto others who might lust differently in a way that is like Moxxie and Millie or even Charlie and Vaggi.
not everyone is the same, plus both Moxxie x Millie and also Charlie x Vaggi, could have a healthy balance of both of their deep devotion of love for each other but also their loyal lust for each other.
also I think Platonic could have different type of Spectrum of it's own.
like being a mix of both Platonic/Romantic.
like it if someone is in a Queer Platonic Relationship, but could also have a bit of Demi-Romantic in it...
and well besides that, and me having ended up getting off pretty much a bit too much in this...
I had been writing this for like maybe some hours, all while also checking out some Fan art and other stuff on here...
but to hurry this up I'm gonna say that some fans who still like both Ozzie and Bee, probably didn't realize until much later, like myself...
that they do give off some Toxic-Lust and Toxic-Gluttony...
and how they both try to make others be in a "lust or gluttony" way that fits what they believe is perfectly fun or okay.
but even with Bee loving to throw parties, she has to realize that some might stop going to her parties, because they had experience being in a dubious consent situation, like them being really drunk and another person being fully sober, taking advantage of them.
and Ozzie needs to realize that some couples that end up going to his club, might take offense to his little pressure of trying to make those like Moxxie and Millie, be in his and Fizz's idea of what lust should only be like.
also it is possible not all gluttony will be a bad thing, because well...there are some people like myself, who will need to snack on some food, to keep certain energies up...
and it's like if I don't eat for a certain period of time or like go too long without eating, I will end up feeling not so great...
like I know my lips got pale white and it felt like I was gonna faint.
I mean I didn't faint, but it just felt that way...
plus it might be possible drinking certain drinks might also help keep some energies up.
so yeah, sometimes eating a bit more food even in a type of Semi-Gluttony way, is kind of necessary when you are in danger of possibly feeling like your about to faint and your lips go pale which is sign that you need food right now.
I think maybe just in case, I should go grab something to eat...
if I do decide to make a Part 3 of this, I will...
and I'll try not to get too off topic so many times and try to keep it maybe not too long...anyway I'm gonna go grab something to eat, and probably grab something to drink as well...
also I hope some can understand what I mean when I say that you can still like a character but still call them out their bull sugar honey ice tea...
and yeah, sometimes Charlie, Vaggi, Carmilla and Rosie need to be called out on their Bull Sugar Honey Ice Tea of a Bull Freak Buckery...
Carmilla is still at fault for why the Exterminations ended up being moved 6 months early...and she cannot just scapegoat Charlie for something that she had helped start...
and while Niffty did stab Adam in the back, it was Charlie who gave Niffty the knife in the first place, so it is still technically Charlie's fault.
also it wasn't just Charlie that was hurting the hotel, Vaggi was also doing that as well, because she asked Luci to go and try to scare Vox.
and yeah, no matter how ya look it, even if Vaggi didn't do that...
the whole Vox turning things around and making Heaven like the "bad guys", was gonna happen either way, no matter if Vaggi asked Luci to go and scare Vox or not...
but when you think about it logically, both Heaven and Hell have some messed up stuff about it...the whole perfectionism isn't okay.
Heaven in the Hellaverse, might need to work on the whole favoritism and free pass for some Winners, who shouldn't even be in Heaven, and should be in Hell serving out their sentence...
it's like some Sinners who shouldn't be exterminated, should of been able to go to Heaven, but some Winners who got a free pass despite the freak buck sugar honey ice tea that crosses lines that they have done, get a free pass to go to Heaven, and all because they are "Hot"...
they may be "Hot" on the outside, but chances are they are "Butt Ugly" on the inside...
but yeah, the Exterminations should still happen, but they need to be done in a manner that doesn't go after all Sinners...
also it be a good thing if Alastor became Luci's Executioner
cause someone has to keep the Demi-Sinners and Hellborns safe...
as well as Sinnerlings who shouldn't be in Hell, like some Sinister Sinnerlings who's punishment is that they will age both physically and mentally into adulthood and once they do, they will be on the list that Exorcist Angels have to go after...
yeah and even if some Sinnerlings will not age physically or mentally, they will not be harmed by Exorcist Angels, because they are protected.
which I will talk a bit more about that later...
once again if I do decide to make a part 3 of this, I will try to stay a bit more on topic and try to not get too off topic...
but yeah, Ozzie and Bee need to work on their Toxic Lust and Toxic Gluttony sides...now, I'm gonna go grab something to eat, cause it might be possible I'm at the early stage at the moment and if I wait any longer, there is a chance I might end up not feeling too good and might have that "fainting feeling", even if I never fainted before, but it is how I view the feeling I get when it feels like I might pass out if I don't get something to eat...so yeah, I think I'm at the early stage right now.
even though I did have some food hours ago, that I also ate and still wrote this...but, it is time for me to eat again...
plus I should try to not have this any longer than it already is...
but after I grab something to eat, I might talk about the whole Sinnerling thing...and why some Sinnerlings would be protect and while some, sadly wont be but will go from Sinister Sinnerling to Sinister Sinners...but yeah, gonna go grab something to eat now before I get to that "not so great feeling" and my body ends up feeling weak...
not taking that chance, so gonna go and grab something to eat now...
