#hurthurt

When you was boasting n bragging and she made u eat all of your words 🤣🤣🤣 #ithappens #hurthurt #makeitcount #believethat #marathonnotarace #oldmanlogan #loganthemachine #nmgenterprisesllc #nmgnetwork #owner #smallbusinessowner #podcaster #blackpodcaster #urbanpodcast #urbanpodcaster #chicago #tasterzchoice #blogger #blvdave #host #IGETSHITDONE #themadtitan #chroniclesofoldmanlogan #explore #explorepage #dedication #determination #discipline (at Chicago, Illinois) https://www.instagram.com/p/CQpNKtmN9ZE/?utm_medium=tumblr

Akala ko malilimutan ko na ang lahat. Pero nakita ko palang pangalan mo, 'di ko na alam mag move on.

Sabi ko nga wala. 😵

Sinabi ko sa sarili ko, hindi na dapat ako umiyak pero bakit makalipas ung isang taon heto ako ulit, nagiging iyakin. Nakikita mo pa ba ako? Ganun na ba talaga ako kahirap mahalin ulit? Bakit mahal, bakit mo ko sinukuan.. 

Mean while, I was scrolling on my facebook home page. Then I saw this girl, who changed her profile picture. The girl I was covetous of. The girl so called "The Fab one." The Oh-so-Famous Girl. One of the most beautiful girl I've ever known. The girl who have plenty of admirers. There she is, The one who changed her profile picture with short hair. Not being afraid of cutting her hair off. Not being afraid of being bold. Not being afraid of Exploring new things. Then I saw a comment "This is the real head turner. Hahah" I felt the congestion inside my chest. The sudden tightening off my air passages. I felt exhausted. My heart skipped more than a beat When I saw from who that comment was. It was from you. *Carl Michael.* It was from the guy I like. From the guy I like, who likes the girl I envy for a long period of time. Ofcourse, She's soooooooooooooooooo worth the envy. With her tantalizing eyes, Perfectly molded nose, Smooth skin, Fine hair texture, kissable lips, And her raging charisma. That makes her aura sophisticated. That makes her stunning. Like every guy she's going to talk to may drool in awe at her angelic face. Who wouldn't be jealous with that features? And who wouldn't be extremely Jealous when the guy you like the most MIGHT like the girl on fire? Kuya Carl, I sound pathetic but can you blame me? Because me I can't slag my self. I can't blame my heart either. It just hurts. Do you know why? Because to be honest, For a long time I was waiting for your "Like" on anything I posted online. For the long run, your name to appear on my notification bar has been one of the greatest dreams I have. I literally don't know what creeped in to my mind. I.... I.... I'm lost for words my Dear Carl. My heart has been crushed for the millionth time around. And it never learned its lesson. #The Fish