#hugses

There is a beautiful butterfly on Tumblr, my loves, and her name is Cyndi. Yes, Cyndi, this is for you.

Awwww, Sméagol knows how it feels to be cast aside, looked down on, and Sméagol understands, more than anybody, what it’s like to feel unwanted... valueless... worthless... a waste of space like it only gets in the way... and it doesn’t matters at all. Sméagol knows, but my sweet, very far from the truth that is, Such a special gift you are to this world. Such a kind heart you have, a beautiful voice, the most adorable face a hobbit ever sees, and an angel’s soul. Very special you are. Very much this world needs you, and my sweet Cyndi, you matters, Precious. You matters more than you knows, so much more.

You makes a difference, Cyndi, and you inspires me to make a difference, too. Yes, very much! You spreads so much love and light and kindness, and it touches Sméagol’s heart so much, it does. Your beautiful affirmationses, Precious, they bring smiles to so many faces, and saves many lives. Sméagol wants to do the same, bring light and love to people.

My sweet angel, Sméagol knows it goes through so much, so many hard things, yes. Awwwwww, Sméagol’s heart hurts for you. Very much it does, but so strong you are. You’re a survivor, my precious. Look at everything you’ve already overcome, everything you’ve survived. Oh, so proud it makes me!

Awwwww, Sméagol loves you very much, Sweetheart. Don’t ever lets anybody convinces you that you don’t matters, that you are not a sweet, special, beautiful soul with a heart of pure gold, because you are. All those horrid things people have made you believes about yourself, they are not true. You are a sweet little muffin and a very precious gift to this world... and Sméagol loves you like a baby sister, very, very much!

If you ever feels down on yourself again, Sweetie-Pie, please reads this message, and knows that you do matters. You are beautiful and worth it. You are very, very precious, and you are loved, so much more than you’ll ever knows. Awwww, you’re my baby sister! *Giggles and kisses your cheek*

Sméagol always be here for you, Baby. If you ever needs to talk, or you just wants a hug, you always knows where to look. And, knows that if I could, I would holds you so close, never lets you go, unless you wants me to, and I would sings you a sweet song from my heart.

*Gives you the BIGGEST, WARMEST hobbit hugses EVER* Awwwww, bless your beautiful heart! Sméagol LOVES you VERY, VERY, VERY much, Sweetheart! NEVER forgets that!

You shouldn’t feel bad about yourself and you definitely are NOT a bad person for doing so. Things happen and it’s only natural to sometimes need to just get away from it all. I do think you should tell your mum though. Just to get it all straight otherwise the small guilt in the back of your mind might get to you. Plus if the school notifies her that you skipped school it could prove problematic and better get it out before something like that happens. And it’s always a good thing to have another person to support you when you get panic attacks.

I would be really happy if you private messaged me or something and we could talk about it more if you wanted. I would be more than happy!! :) And I’m sorry I couldn’t answer this privately, stupid tumblr settings won’t allow me.

Also to anyone else who also needs a helping hand, I will always be happy to listen and talk!!

Semi-reunited! <333