Sméagol

A superpower Sméagol wants very much, Precious... the power to wrap my arms around someone, hold them so close to my heart, and heal their suffering with all the love I gives to them. I wants to heal the critically and terminally ill, the severely wounded, and those who suffers from broken hearts, loneliness, darkness, loss, feeling hopeless, worthless, unloved... everybody who sufferses pain of any sort, my loves.

Sméagol was once a deeply broken man, lost in never-ending darkness, isolations, abandoned and shunned by loved ones, abused, tormented, and tortured by others... and my loves, so horrible and hateful and cruel I was to innocent and precious souls who deserves nothing less than love, friendship, understanding, and kindness. Many chances I was given to be a shining light for them... and I ruins it. Blinded by the One Ring I was, Precious... but not anymore.

There is a beautiful butterfly on Tumblr, my loves, and her name is Cyndi. Yes, Cyndi, this is for you.

Awwww, Sméagol knows how it feels to be cast aside, looked down on, and Sméagol understands, more than anybody, what it’s like to feel unwanted... valueless... worthless... a waste of space like it only gets in the way... and it doesn’t matters at all. Sméagol knows, but my sweet, very far from the truth that is, Such a special gift you are to this world. Such a kind heart you have, a beautiful voice, the most adorable face a hobbit ever sees, and an angel’s soul. Very special you are. Very much this world needs you, and my sweet Cyndi, you matters, Precious. You matters more than you knows, so much more.

You makes a difference, Cyndi, and you inspires me to make a difference, too. Yes, very much! You spreads so much love and light and kindness, and it touches Sméagol’s heart so much, it does. Your beautiful affirmationses, Precious, they bring smiles to so many faces, and saves many lives. Sméagol wants to do the same, bring light and love to people.

My sweet angel, Sméagol knows it goes through so much, so many hard things, yes. Awwwwww, Sméagol’s heart hurts for you. Very much it does, but so strong you are. You’re a survivor, my precious. Look at everything you’ve already overcome, everything you’ve survived. Oh, so proud it makes me!

Awwwww, Sméagol loves you very much, Sweetheart. Don’t ever lets anybody convinces you that you don’t matters, that you are not a sweet, special, beautiful soul with a heart of pure gold, because you are. All those horrid things people have made you believes about yourself, they are not true. You are a sweet little muffin and a very precious gift to this world... and Sméagol loves you like a baby sister, very, very much!

If you ever feels down on yourself again, Sweetie-Pie, please reads this message, and knows that you do matters. You are beautiful and worth it. You are very, very precious, and you are loved, so much more than you’ll ever knows. Awwww, you’re my baby sister! *Giggles and kisses your cheek*

Sméagol always be here for you, Baby. If you ever needs to talk, or you just wants a hug, you always knows where to look. And, knows that if I could, I would holds you so close, never lets you go, unless you wants me to, and I would sings you a sweet song from my heart.

*Gives you the BIGGEST, WARMEST hobbit hugses EVER* Awwwww, bless your beautiful heart! Sméagol LOVES you VERY, VERY, VERY much, Sweetheart! NEVER forgets that!

My precious friends, Sméagol understands how it feels... to looks at yourself in the mirrors, and hates what it sees. All the horrible things I did, Precious, how cruel I was to nice hobbitses, it haunts me, my loves. I understands self-hate. Not fun, no. Not a nice feeling at all.

But, my loves, you deserves to be loved, and you deserves to loves yourself. Sméagol knows it doesn’t happens overnight, no. It takes time to learn to loves yourself. Lots of time, yes. Lots of hard work. Very frightening it can be, Precious. Sméagol knows. But, so much good there is inside of you, my precious friends, so many wonderful things that makes you so beautiful and so precious. You matters. Very much you do, and very much you are worth. Digs deep inside of you, my loves. Finds all that makes you so special, so precious. I promises you it outweighs all the things you believes is wrong with you, all the things that seem wrong about you in your eyes... but in truth, are very special, very beautiful, very right about you. Nobody is perfect, Precious, but we can learns from our pasts, grows from the mistakes we makes, and embraces ourselves for who we are.

Embrace yourself, Precious. Be kind to yourself. Look at everything that makes you so special, even the things you thinks are wrong but truly aren’t. You deserves to loves yourself. Gives yourself the love you deserves... and remember, Sméagol loves you, too, my precious angelses. Sméagol loves you so very much.

Bless you all.

Sméagol thought the Ring was the Precious. Yes, blinded by its power Sméagol was. Not anymore, my loves. God, or as we calls him in Middle Earth, Eru Ilúvatar, blessed me with a second chance, he did, and I wants to use it to do good.

After all I’ve done, I don’t deserves forgiveness. I hurts nice hobbitses. Bless their precious hearts. I kills poor Déagol, and I betrays my family, all for a nasty ring of dark powerses.

But, my loves, very blessed I am with second chance. No more rings. No more darkness. Only light and joy and love Sméagol wants to spread. Yes, we all needs love, my precious. So much bad there is in the world. So much hate and sorrows and pain. Breaks Sméagol’s heart it does. So... we must spreads love, lots of it, Precious! Sméagol start now with this message to everybody.

Bless you all, my loves. You are ALL my Precious. Be kind to each other, and to yourselves. Love each other, and love yourselves, because Sméagol loves you all very, very much.

Lots and lots of warm hobbit hugses to EVERYBODY!

Love Sméagol