#httpsraniasvibess

like a flower you water too much, I’m slowly withering into ashes.

No. I will not tell you to forgive and forget. hold onto grudges. Digest your broken wounds. Take all the time you need to heal. Because every wilting flower takes time to grow.

1) run away. i know you've been meaning to do it once in your life..when you were a kid. but now you cant help but feel like the whole world is against you so, pack your bag and run. run away from everything stressing you out, run from every person who doesn't belong in your heart. dont think of it like you're running away from your problems, understand that sometimes its okay to take a breather from your worries. your mental health is equally important as everything you prioritize above yourself. 2) dance. dancing is healthy and fun so if you really want to go to that one stupid party where you can sing and dance your heart out then do it. take your best friend, loved one or even go alone! you are beautiful and independent, there's no shame in going alone. everyone is probably dancing with strangers anyways. 3) love life. appreciate the world and the gift of living. as cliche as it sounds but you'll never know what might happen tomorrow. 4) perceive more often. when you wake up from bed don't check your phone. free your schedule. wash your face and make yourself a cup of coffee and sit outside your balcony. admire the pouring rain or the sunny rays. gaze at the flying birds, the peaceful walking of the silhouettes and the in sync movement of passing cars. inhale and exhale, deeply and focus while doing it. become more aware of your surroundings and appreciate the little things. adapt to mother nature, she still exists. sip your coffee slowly, relax, remember you have nothing to do today and its completely okay. 5) discover new parks everyone loves parks. whether its small or big, far or nearby. there will always be the fresh grass grazing your bare feet as you run around playing with a frisbee. there will always be dogs. available in different varieties of breeds. basically every dog lover's paradise. parks are also the perfect place to pack your favorite sandwich and plan a picnic whilst watching the sunset turn to every shade of pinks and oranges.

you were a mix of black and grey. sad and mysterious i wanted to fix you understand you care for you but i was only red. and that was never good enough.

your heart is made of bruises and dripping blue ink

it was 8:54 pm and i was terribly missing you. 10:23 pm i got a text from you. you stood by my doorstep with your eyes bloodshot red and fingernails bit in halves. you looked like you've been crying for hours. i felt my heart break into pieces. it was 10:34 pm and i was numb and broken. your eyes were alarming and atrocious. it turned to every shade of grey. no longer the intimate blue eyes i fell in love with. your fists were clenched so deeply i laid a finger on your veins caressing them slowly as you continue to graze your fingers into your skin. you closed your eyes and bit your lips like my touch was almost sinful. "what happened?" i asked so naively. i felt the tension in the air get thicker by the second. "please don't hate me" he said his eyes looking so hopeless and tears falling down his cheeks. i felt my stomach twist into knots and my guts painfully throbbing "i would never" i assured him solemnly while wiping away his tears "i cannot be with you.

You were my favorite catastrophe. you bled hurricanes and hoped for love you had a heart so pure yet so damaged you had faith in the world to become a better place when all the signals in your life showed you otherwise and as selfish for me to say this, but I hope you never change because seeing you in pain makes me grounded and I swear I never meant to fall for you.

words are toxic. so please be careful, some hearts may not handle it.