"Everytime the sky arco leave, their ghost haunts."
Okay. Thanks for ruining my life forever. I hope you're happy. If you even care.
(Do you think reborn looks at nono's weary eyes, at how the line of his shoulders stays ever so unfaltering all the same, and wonders if duty would have looked like that on luce too if she lived long enough for it to wear her down the same way? Do you think reborn watches dino breaks out of his clumsy shell into bucking horse dino, running at a group of mafiosi armed only with a whip for the sake of his family, and wonders if luce was lucky enough too to at least have someone to be proud of her as she said goodbye to the girl so the donna could take her place? Do you think that whenever tsuna looks at reborn, looking right through him to the very core of whom he is, and decides to say his name with only warmth in his voice anyway, luce's voice overlaps with his? Do you think every sky reborn meets after luce has to contend with her?
Do you think it wouldn't have changed anything at all in gamma's eyes if uni looked nothing like aria? If she was nothing like her too? Do you think gamma would have ended up loving her exactly the same way too if she wasn't even someone dear to aria? That he'd have done it in aria's name all the same, because having to stand in her shoes after her is reason enough? Do you think that every woman gamma comes to care for after aria, that every woman he falls in love with after aria finds herself having to fill in shoes she didn't signed up for? Do you think gamma always believes every single one of them has the potential to fill in aria's shoes, because it's in his eyes aria's memory keeps living on to begin with?
Do you think that after failing to save uni, tsuna sees accusation in the eyes of every little girl he meets? Resentment? Worse for him, do you think he sees understanding in their eyes instead? Gratefulness? Forgiveness? Do you think that after uni's death, every promise tsuna makes to protect, every promise he makes to save tastes a little like sin in his mouth? That every person he does manage to protect and save where he failed to protect and save uni feels a little like atonement? Do you think tsuna looks at present uni telling him to not worry about her despite what winning the representatives battles would mean for her, and has to bite his tongue because what right does he have to make her hope again?
Do you think the sky arco themselves look at their reflection in the mirror, and can only see all the ways they look like a woman who died before her time? Do you think they look at the face of a woman who was always going to die before her time, whose time alive started running out the moment they were born, and think it only fair they'll meet an early grave of their own?
Do you think-)
THIS IS SO FUCKIN EVIL.
"Do you think every sky reborn meets after luce has to contend with her?" fucK YOU
"Do you think gamma always believes every single one of them has the potential to fill in aria's shoes, because it's in his eyes aria's memory keeps living on to begin with?" FUCK OFF
"Do you think that after uni's death, every promise tsuna makes to protect, every promise he makes to save tastes a little like sin in his mouth? That every person he does manage to protect and save where he failed to protect and save uni feels a little like atonement?"AHH????????????????? YOU'RE OUT TO FUCKING GET ME AND FOR WHAT?? I MAKE A SILLY LITTLE POST, AND YOU COME TO MY NEIGHBORHOOD AND SHANK ME???
The sky arco girls are..... the loneliest women to ever grace the earth, tied to their humanity by the tragedy of their bloodline. Like, three generations of women who knew they were never going to escape what was coming for them, and yet they were so soo so kind and loved so deeply. So afraid to meet their fates, to waste away from their loved one's conscience... But, they don't. They never leave the hearts of the ones they've touched.
I feel sick im coming for you and the fic you wrote. IM COMING FOR YOU
