#hoebaring

Have a nice day:))

hiiii, hello!! it’s so wonderful to meet you 💕 i often asked myself who liked reliability that much and it’s you

it sure has been quiet, you’re right. i used to write a lot, then i got stuck and couldn’t barely write 2 sentences, then i met someone and suddenly this little online world of mine wasn’t a priority anymore bc i started living everything i ever wished, read and wrote about

i do miss it though! writing fanfics allowed me to work through some emotions and feelings i didn’t know i needed to. even my therapist said i should try it again and see what comes out 🤨

these past few months were incredible. i grew a lot and some days i really wanna translate that into a new story bc it wasn’t all easy peasy lemon squeezy lol being in a relationship is hard. i’m definitely a different person and i’m confident i can write better material once the inspiration strikes me

the fact that one of my stories inspired you to write is insane to me. thank you again!! i would be honored to read some of your stuff. pls send me some links 🙏🏼

last but not least, yes i’m doing okay. however, i must admit i haven’t been taking care of myself. not as diligently or as fondly as i take care of my boyfriend. next step is relearning how to do that

Jungkook X Reader

Word Count :- 440 words

Trigger Warnings:- Extreme Angst y'all :( kinda dark ngl. why am I like this?☹ ,

As the rain knocks against the car window that Jungkook sits in, his eyes tragically imitate the terrifying blank sky, pupils blown wide as his eyes violently tear up once more, unable to swallow away the guilt that seems to settle down at the base of his throat, silently choking him from the inside, all at the thought of you..

He sits still while the sobs that wrack through his body drown out the pitter-patter of the rain, a shiver running down his spine at the thought of how it isn't correct for him to get used to the mental numbness as the low-pitched hum of the air conditioner explains the warmth that fills the car, and yet, he can't feel anything but the cold. It seems to bite at his skin when he thinks of your faint voice from when you had first called out his name in such a pleasant way that it made him want to hear more of it, made him want to laugh and cry with you, unlike now where he seems to be all alone like the moon that shines bright, the rain making it look like as if it's crying alone too.

Although it isn't going to change anything, Jungkook can't help but think of how if he had known that a day like this would come when he wouldn't be able to hold you in his arms anymore, every moment of every day, he would have remembered more of them.

How long is it going to be before he can hold you in his arms again, before he can look into your eyes and utter the words 'I missed you' again as you both dance around in the rain, smiling at how beautiful the entire moment is even after the mist clears up, the only traces of the previously pleasant rain being the petrichor as the ground below you feels soggy in an agreeable manner, the cold & crisp air making you hug each other tighter as you stroll through the beautiful park that seems to carry traces of you in every corner, much like it does with the rain?

How long before he can create such rapturous memories with you again, before those simple feelings are everything you need again, before he even sees you again?

Jungkook doesn't know.. all he knows now is that even during times when it may seem like you're stuck in a dark room, he will still walk towards you, step by step, and stay by your side. You will always have a part of him, and him, a part of you.

I'm still with you..

Author G <3

Word Count :- 300 words

Jin X Reader -- no specified relationship status - could be platonic or romantic, your choice :)

The wind is crisp and cold as it gently whooshes past Y/n, making the hem of her flowery sundress flutter in a rather graceful manner, the noise of distant traffic filling the silence comfortably as she walks hand in hand with Jin by her side, the night sky blank contrasted to the view of the bright city skyline. The refreshing smell of petrichor fills her lungs as the cold seeps into her skin making her shudder lightly, clinging onto Jin for the much-needed warmth and comfort. No one speaks a word, the both of them way too exhausted from the day's tasks at work to even try and use their voice. To be aware of each other's presence is all they need to feel, and they do, with all of their heart. The light shuffling of their shoes against the cemented floor before they sit down on the terrace wall is pleasant to listen to in a weirdly calming way, maybe because of how minimalistic the noise is compared to the chaos they face throughout the day, but, they decide not to dwell on the why's, rather, they allow themselves to enjoy the peace as a way of recharging all the energy they lost through the day. As they swing their legs in sync with the non-existent music, Jin closes his eyes and lays his head on Y/n's shoulder, unconsciously taking notice of how beautiful the whispering wind sounds when accompanied by the swaying trees, and soon enough, they drift away to sleep, a small smile present on their face as if their subconscious knows they will be ready to face the brand new day that life is bound to present them with tomorrow. It's a new start every day, and they can't be more grateful.

Author G <3

20. If a witch offered you the choice between eternal happiness with your one true love and the ability to finally finish, perfect, and publish your dearest, darlingest, most precious WIP in exactly the way you’ve always imagined it — which would you choose? You can’t have.

Hands down, I would choose 'eternal happiness with my one true love' , because what could be more expressive, poetic, and beautiful than that? Words and writing are mere tools that I use to express my love for well, 'true love' and they pale in comparison to the emotion.

I usually draw inspiration from my conversations with Authors L, A and P😂why? well, I have the MOST happening conversations with the three of them. It may be the silliest or the deepest thoughts, but they're the only ones I can speak to while being willingly vulnerable.

Hmm, when the inspiration runs dry, I try re-reading my works so as to get back into the flow of things. But, most of the time, it's always a conversation or a walk with my dear authors that help me.

Hey!😄Don't worry luv, your English is just fine :D

26. How do you get into your character’s head? How do you get out? Do you ever regret going in there in the first place?

Well, I never needed to get into a character's head, because, the characters and situations that I regularly write about, are always influenced by circumstances that I have faced or I've seen. The main events (excluding the romance. your girl has never experienced it and she's genuinely proud😂😏) are almost never made up :) It's only the situations that lead up to the main event that are a figment of my imagination. The rest of the writing are just my thoughts that I present through the characters about the entire situation. So, that should answer the second part of the question too, that is, I never have to get out of the character's head either. Yes, there are times when I genuinely regret going there in the first place because it's kind of like a trip down memory lane :( but it's all for the best because writing has helped me evolve as a human being more than anything else ever has!

27. Who is the most stressful character you’ve ever written? Why?

I think the most stressful character I've written is Namjoon's mom in OB :) Although she doesn't appear for more than 3 chapters, I had to portray the conflict between the logical and emotional side of her mind and help her justify her actions and herself in a very short span of, like I said, 3 chapters which meant I wouldn't have enough time to elaborate like I usually tend to. But, all in all, it turned out well for both my writing and the characters in the story. Her decision to start being strong for both herself, and her kids made things all the more better and I love that! :))

28. Who is the most delightful character you’ve ever written? Why?

Bo-ra is without a doubt the most delightful! I's mainly because the traits she has are a mix of all the traits and characteristics my best friends possess. What more could I ask for in anyone be it a character or a person?

4. What’s a word that makes you go absolutely feral?

You won't believe I was just speaking to Author L about the same topic!

Wayyyy to many words!! But here's the top five:-

1) Petrichor

2) Grace

3) Lovely

4) Extravagant

5) Exquisite