Genre: Fluff, Playful Romance, Established Relationship
Summary: Namjoon’s girlfriend may as well be the real maknae of BTS, playful, mischievous, and always pushing his buttons. But even when she’s driving him crazy, he wouldn’t trade her for the world.
“Jagiya, don’t touch that,” Namjoon warned, not even looking up from his book.
You paused, finger hovering dangerously close to the figurine on his shelf. “Touch what?” you asked innocently.
Namjoon finally glanced up, giving you a knowing look. “You know exactly what.”
You grinned mischievously. “You mean this?” Before he could react, you poked the figurine lightly, making it wobble.
Namjoon shot up from his chair. “Y/N!”
Giggling, you sprinted away before he could catch you, dodging around the couch like a child who just stole candy. “You gotta be faster than that, old man!”
Namjoon groaned, running a hand down his face, but there was no real frustration, just pure, exasperated fondness. “Why did I fall in love with a literal maknae?”
You popped your head out from behind the couch and stuck your tongue out. “Because I make your life interesting?”
Namjoon sighed, shaking his head. “More like shorter.” But before you could escape again, he lunged forward, wrapping his arms around your waist and pulling you onto the couch with him.
“Caught you,” he muttered, voice smug.
You squirmed but laughed when he trapped you in his embrace, locking your arms in place. “This is cheating!”
“This is justice.” He smirked, nuzzling into your neck. “You mess with me, you deal with the consequences.”
You pouted. “What consequences?”
Without warning, Namjoon started tickling your sides, making you shriek with laughter. “NO! WAIT! Joon, I can’t—”
“Say you won’t touch my stuff again,” he said, grinning.
“Fine! Fine! I won’t— AH! OKAY, I PROMISE!”
Satisfied, Namjoon finally stopped, keeping you close as you caught your breath. “You’re lucky you’re cute,” he murmured, pressing a kiss to your temple.
You smirked, still slightly breathless. “Lucky? More like blessed.”
Namjoon groaned, flopping onto the couch dramatically. “Why are you like this?”
You giggled, snuggling into his chest. “Because you love me.”
He sighed, a defeated smile playing on his lips. “Yeah… I really do.”
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Genre: Fluff, Established Relationship, Soft!Jungkook, Sleepy Cuddles, BTS Being Menaces
Summary: Jungkook was casually doing a late-night Weverse Live when his sleepy, very clingy girlfriend—dressed in an adorable bunny onesie—unknowingly crashed it. Instead of panicking, she just snuggled into him, leaving ARMY absolutely feral over the softest, most wholesome moment ever.
Jungkook had planned a chill late-night Weverse Live—just him, ARMY, and a casual chat while lying on his bed like couch.
Nothing fancy. Just talking about his day, showing Bam’s latest antics, and maybe even playing a song or two if he felt like it.
But he forgot one tiny detail.
His very clingy girlfriend.
It was past 2 AM when you, wrapped in your oversized bunny onesie, sleepily shuffled into the room, eyes barely open as you followed the sound of Jungkook’s voice.
Your hair was a mess, your cheeks were puffy from sleep, and you looked so soft that Jungkook almost melted on the spot.
But then—he remembered.
He was live.
His eyes widened as he subtly shifted in front of the camera, hoping to block you from view. “Uh—” He glanced at the screen, then back at you.
Too late.
You crawled onto the couch and immediately latched onto him like a koala, burying your face into his hoodie-covered chest.
“Why are you still awake?” you mumbled, voice thick with sleep.
Jungkook froze.
ARMY? Losing their minds.
— WHO IS THAT???
— WHY IS SHE SO CUTE, HELP??
— JUNGKOOK GIGGLING LIKE A SCHOOLBOY, I CAN’T.
— BUNNY COUPLE CONFIRMED???
Jungkook let out a small, nervous laugh as he placed a hand on your back, rubbing slow circles. “Uh… baby?”
“Hm?”
“…I’m live.”
You stilled.
Slowly, you pulled your face away from his chest and blinked up at him. “You’re what?”
He winced. “Weverse Live. I’m talking to ARMY right now.”
Your sleepy brain took five whole seconds to process that. Then, ever so slowly, you turned your head toward the screen.
The comment section exploded.
— SHE’S TOO PRECIOUS, WTF
— JUNGKOOK LOOKS SO SOFT RN
— I’M WITNESSING THE CUTEST THING EVER
You blinked. Then blinked again.
“…Oh.”
For a moment, Jungkook thought you would freak out and roll off the couch in panic. But instead, you just let out a small, tired sigh and flopped back onto his chest.
“Too tired to be embarrassed,” you mumbled, wrapping your arms around his waist. “Tell them I said goodnight.”
Jungkook lost it. His giggles filled the room as he tightened his hold on you, resting his chin atop your head.
ARMY? Officially deceased.
— SHE’S SO REAL FOR THAT
— JUNGKOOK YOU’RE SO WHIPPED LMFAO
— GET MARRIED ALREADY
Still laughing, Jungkook turned back to the camera. “She says goodnight, ARMY.”
As expected, the chat erupted with hearts, crying emojis, and marriage proposals.
“Alright, alright,” he chuckled. “I should end this before she falls asleep right here.”
You mumbled something incoherent against his hoodie, and Jungkook’s heart swelled.
Just before ending the live, he leaned down and whispered,
“Goodnight, bunny.”
The last thing ARMY saw before the screen went black was your sleepy, content smile as you snuggled impossibly closer to him.
And just like that, Jungkook’s late-night Weverse Live became legendary.
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CHAN:
Cheeky Little Lover Boy:
you playfully tease Chan with kisses, sparking a lighthearted and loving exchange between you two.
tease;
chan introduces you to his industry friends but also teases you a bit when you get shy to meet your ult bias: niki - enhypen
When you arrived at the dorm, you were really excited. You’d spent all day baking cookies for after dinner and you were really proud of them. Admittedly you weren’t the best cook, but you could bake a few things really well so you wanted to surprise the boys with a treat.
You let yourself in and everyone turned to greet you. Jungkook ran over to greet you at the door. “Noona!” He said cheerfully as he hugged you. “Hey Kookie!” He gasped, “Did you bring cookies?” You chuckled, “I did and I promise they’re really good. It was my grandmas recipe.” He clapped excitedly. “Can I have one?” You rolled your eyes and opened the container. Jin walked in and chuckled just as Jungkook was reaching into the container.
“You may want to rethink that Jungkook. Are you trying to poison him Y/n?” Your expression fell as he chuckled. “Aw jagi I’m only kidding, you wouldn’t purposely poison him.” You stared down at the cookies silently, feeling really uncomfortable.
“Why would you say something like that?” Hobi said as he stood from his seat on the couch. Jin raised an eyebrow, “Say what? She’s a terrible cook, we all know that.” You closed the container and turned, walking back to the front door. “Jagi, where are you going?” Jin chuckled.
“I’m going home. I wouldn’t want to poison you with my terrible cooking.” Your tone was cold as ice. “Jagi come on.” You walked out of the dorm and slammed the door shut behind you. Everyone stared at Jin in disbelief. “What?” He shrieked.
“Who the hell says something like that to their girlfriend?” Namjoon spat. Jin raised his hands in defence, “It was a joke!” Jungkook shook his head, “It wasn’t a joke to her! It was cruel. You hurt her feelings when all she did was try and do something nice. She texted me earlier to say she was bringing cookies and she was really excited about it.”
“I’m going to go get her before she leaves.” Taehyung said as he walked out the door. “Y/n wait up!”
“I don’t get why you’re all so mad, it was just a joke.” Jungkook rolled his eyes. “Hyung, you’re really stupid sometimes. It was her grandmas recipe and it meant a lot to her.” A wave of guilt finally washed over Jin. “Her grandma?” Jungkook nodded, “Yeah and she was really proud of what she spent the entire day making for us. For you.”
“Tae please just let me go home.” You said, wiping under your eyes. He shook his head, “Please come back inside. We all want to try the cookies.” You sighed, “but Jin-“
“Forget what Jin said.” Taehyung smiled softly as he placed his hands on your shoulders. “He’s an idiot and the guys are really giving it to him right now.” You looked down, “I just want to throw these out..” He snatched the container from you and tore off the lid. “Tae!” He pulled out a cookie and took a bit, looking up as he tasted it. “Y/n?” He said softly.
You sighed in defeat, “Just give them back so I can get rid of them..” he swatted your hand away as you reached for the container he was now guarding with his life. “Y/n.” You whined, “What?”
“This is the best fucking cookie I’ve ever had in my life.” He said, stuffing the rest into his mouth. You perked up a little, “Really?” He nodded, “They’re actually insane, you have to teach me how to make these.” You sighed again, “Tae if you’re just trying to make me feel better..”
He shook his head, “I promise I’m not! You know me, if this cookie sucked, I would tell you.” You smiled weakly, he was right. Taehyung was the most blunt and honest person you knew when it came to food. He closed the container and grabbed your hand, “Come on. I want everyone to taste these and I want to see the look on Jin’s face when he chokes on his words.”
Taehyung pulled you into the house and you stood quietly as Taehyung gave everyone a cookie. He walked over to Jin and put one in his hand. “Your girlfriend made the best damn cookies in the world and you’re going to eat it and tell her you’re a moron.”
Jin glanced over at you, feeling horrible for what he said. Everyone took a bite of their cookies and the room filled with sounds that would make anyone assume there was something else going on. Jin took a bit of his cookie, his tastebuds screaming with happiness. “I’m sorry Jagi. This really is the best cookie in the world. I didn’t realize it was special to you, I shouldn’t have joked like I did.”
You rubbed your arm awkwardly, looking down. “These are amazing and they would be regardless of how they taste because you made them. I didn’t realize that my words were so insensitive, I’m sorry. I’ll do anything to make it up to you.” He said softly.
Taehyung stood next to you with his hands on his hips, “and?” Jin rolled his eyes, “and I’m a moron.” Taehyung patted your back and let you and Jin talk. “I mean it Jagi. I’m a complete moron. I should know better than to make hurtful jokes.” You looked up at him through your lashes, “You are a moron, and you really hurt my feelings.. but I forgive you. This time. If you do it again I’m walking out that door and nobody is bringing me back in.”
He nodded, fully understanding that what he did was wrong. “I swear it’ll never happen again. If I ever make a joke that hurts your feelings, please tell me so I know to shut up.” You chuckled softly and nodded, “I can do that.”
Everyone jumped as the smoke alarms went off. Jin’s eyes widened, “OH NO!” He ran into the kitchen where he pulled a complete burned chicken out of the oven and fanned away the smoke. You and Jungkook leaned against the doorway. “Karmas a bitch, huh hyung?” Jungkook said with a smirk. You covered your mouth as you giggled. Jin sighed, “I deserve that.”
He pouted, “So.. who wants to order in?”
Yoongi
On your way home from work, you stopped by the studio to bring the boys lunch. When you walked in, they all greeted you with big smiles and hugs, beyond excited to see you as always.
“Thank you for the food Y/n!” Jungkook said excitedly. You smiled, “You’re welcome. Where’s Yoongi? I want to say hi before I head home.” Jungkook nodded towards their studio room. “Thanks.”
“Tell him to get off the computer and eat!” Called Hobi.
You knocked on the door softly, waiting for a response. You weren’t surprised when you didn’t get one as he probably had his headphones on.
You walked into the studio and rolled your eyes as you could hear the music blaring from the headphones. You pulled them off his head. “You are going to go deaf Min Yoongi.” He groaned, “What did you do that for? I’m busy!” You were taken back by his tone but didn’t say anything.
“I brought food, come and eat with the others.” He shook his head and turned back to the computer, “I’m not hungry. I don’t have time to eat anyway, I have to get this done.” He put the headphones back on, acting as if you weren’t even there.
You hit the spacebar to pause his music and he groaned in frustration. “Yoongi-“ He threw his hands up in the air, “WHAT? WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT? JUST GO HOME!”
You stared at him in shock, your eyes brimming with tears as he put his headphones back on and pulled up his hood, completely ignoring you. When you walked out of the room, the guys all stared at you with wide eyes, having heard a Yoongi yell at you.
You smiled weakly, your bottom lip quivering, “I should go.. um.. enjoy your food.” you said quietly. You grabbed your bag, ignoring the calls of the others as you left the studio.
As soon as you were gone, everyone exchanged glances. Yoongi never raised his voice at you and you hadn’t done anything to deserve it. Jimin’s hands balled into fists as he stormed into the room. He hit the spacebar, waiting for Yoongi to look at him. Yoongi slammed his fists down on the desk and turned around, “Oh, Jimin-ah, what’s up?”
The other guys walked into the room, all looking at him disapprovingly. He hesitated, “Why are you all looking at me like that?” Jimin smacked him on the back of the head. “What the fuck is wrong with you? Why would you treat your girlfriend like that?”
“Like what? I told her I was busy.” Jimin clenched his jaw and turned to the group, trying hard not to explode. “You screamed at her and told her to go home!” Hobi said. Yoongi furrowed his eyebrows, “Yeah because she was purposely keeping me from working because she wanted attention.”
Namjoon shook his head, jaw clenched. “She just wanted to say hi and we asked her to tell you to take a break so you could come eat the food she went out of her way to bring for us.” Yoongi scratched the back of his head awkwardly, “Well, she didn’t say that.” Jimin smacked him again, “BECAUSE YOU DIDN’T GIVE HER A CHANCE!”
He sighed, “It wasn’t even that bad. She didn’t argue or anything so clearly she’s not that upset. I’ll just apologize later and it’ll be fine.” Jimin chuckled sarcastically as he looked up, “Obviously you were too stuck up your own ass to realize that she ran out of here crying.”
Yoongi’s expression fell, “What?” Jimin walked back to the rest of the group, “Honestly hyung, if I was her I’d dump your ass because she deserves so much better.”
When the guys left the room he was left speechless. He didn’t even realize that he had yelled at you because he was so caught up in his work. Now that he thought about it, you were trying to say something but he cut you off.
He grabbed his phone and immediately dialled your number. He called multiple times but you kept sending him to voicemail. He texted you, “Please pick up, I’m so sorry.” He stared at the message and saw the note pop up that you’d read it. Unfortunately, that’s all you did. He ran his hands through his hair, starting to panic as he thought about what Jimin had said.
He grabbed his keys and raced out of the building, the others just watching with disgust. He drove home as quickly as he could, sighing in relief when he saw your car on the driveway. “Jagi?” He called as he walked in the door. When he couldn’t find you downstairs, he ran upstairs, calming down as he heard the shower running.
He sat on the bed and waited for you to come out. A few minutes later you walked out of the bathroom, towel drying your hair. You could see that he was sitting there, but you completely ignored him. He sighed, “Y/n, I’m so sorry.” You hung up your towel and walked out of the bedroom, silently making your way downstairs to the kitchen.
Yoongi followed close behind you, feeling worse by the second. “Jagi?” You made yourself some tea and leaned against the counter. “Jagi please talk to me.” That’s when he realized you had AirPods in, clearly giving him a piece of his own medicine. He approached you slowly and pulled them out of your ears, the faint sound of Coldplay coming through.
“Y/n, I am so sorry. I never should have yelled at you. You just wanted to say hi and let me know you brought lunch but I didn’t let you.” You glared over at him before averting your gaze again. “I have no excuse for behaving the way I did but you have to believe me when I say that I didn’t even realize what I said or did. I was so caught up in work that I hurt you and that wasn’t fair.”
You looked down, arms crossed. “No it wasn’t..” you said quietly. “Jagi, I’m so so sorry. I wish I could take it back.” You grabbed your mug and started to walk out of the kitchen, not feeling up to talking. His eyes brimmed with tears as he was left with his back to you, “The guys say you deserve better than me.. and you do.”
You froze, turning around to look at him as his back remained facing you. His voice cracked, “You really are the best girlfriend in the world. You go out of your way to not only take care of me, but the entire group, and I take it for granted. I prioritized my music over the truly important things and you have no idea how much I regret it. You deserve the world and if you..” he sighed sadly as tears rolled down his cheeks, “if you want to go and find that somewhere else, I won’t hold it against you. I won’t argue because I know that I don’t deserve someone like you and I can’t force you to stay.”
“You think I want to leave you?” You asked in disbelief. He turned around, tears rolling down his cheeks, “I don’t know. I just know that I hate the way I treated you and I can’t expect you to want to be with me after that.”
You walked over to him, “Yoongi, it was one argument. It was stupid and it hurt, and I’ll admit that hearing you yell scares me, but I don’t want to leave you.” He sniffled, studying your face for any sign that you were just saying this to make him feel better. “You don’t?”
You placed your mug on the counter and wiped away his tears. “Of course not. I love you and one stupid argument isn’t going to change that. You deserve the world Min Yoongi. You are, whether you believe it or not, the best boyfriend I could ever ask for. I don’t want anyone else. You were stressed out and made a mistake, now you know not to do it again. I’m not going anywhere.”
He leaned into your touch, “I promise I’ll never make that mistake again.” You kissed him softly, “I know you won’t.” He smiled and kissed you. “I’m still mad though so go back to work so I can be angry in peace.” He rolled his eyes as you picked up your mug and walked out of the kitchen again. He chuckled, “I deserve that.”
Hobi
You were running late for practice because your boss wouldn’t let you leave. You pulled up at the Hybe building, grabbed your bag, and ran inside. The guys asked you to come along and help them practice a few things and offer your input. You weren’t much of a dancer but you were good with routines. Hobi forgot to tell you which room they were in so you had to check all of the rehearsal rooms.
When you stumbled upon Yoongi in one of the studios doing some of the most ridiculous dance moves in the cutest way possible. You chuckled as you walked in. “Hey, I’m so sorry I’m late. Where is everyone?” Yoongi smiled and greeted you with a warm hug. “They ran down to the cafeteria to grab some sports drinks, don’t worry I was late too.” You nodded, setting your bag down.
“What was that dance you were just doing?” He chuckled awkwardly , feeling embarrassed. “Oh it was nothing I was just messing around.” You smiled, “Teach me, it looks like fun!” He smiled, “I call it the Min Suga.” He started doing his little dance again and you laughed, joining him in the middle of the room dancing. You both chatted while dancing and Yoongi kept trying to add more moves into the mix so you offered some too. “What if we do this?”
After a few minutes the music was suddenly shut off. The guys laughed and applauded you and Yoongi for your dance. All but Hobi. You smiled, “There you are, I’m sorry I was late.” He rolled his eyes, “You both show up late and then I walk in on you all over each other?” Your smile dropped, “What are you talking about? We-“
Hobi held out his hand to stop you. “Don’t even try to give me excuses, we all saw what you two were just doing.” Yoongi stared at him in disbelief, “Are you fucking serious right now? You think I would do that to you? You think she would?” Hobi rolled his eyes. “No I’m completely joking and I don’t care at all that you two are obviously fucking.” He said sarcastically.
Namjoon put a hand on Hobi’s shoulder and turned him around. “What the hell are you doing? They didn’t do anything!” Hobi chuckled darkly, “No? Then explain to me why they’ve been sneaking off together so much lately and why they both just so happened to show up late today?” He whipped back around to you, anger all over his face. “You want her? You can have her!”
Jin stepped in front of you and Yoongi and put a hand on Hobi’s chest to keep him from walking any closer. “STOP! You’re being a complete asshole right now Hobi!” Hobi groaned, “SHES CHEATING ON ME WITH MY BEST FRIEND! WHY THE FUCK DON’T ANY OF YOU SEE THAT?”
Tears rolled down your cheeks as Hobi yelled at you, not giving you a single chance to even open your mouth. “I’m gonna go home..” Yoongi frowned, “Y/n no you don’t have to go, we didn’t do anything wrong.” Hobi laughed spitefully at Yoongi. You grabbed your bag and threw it over your shoulder as you walked to the door. “Hoseok, don’t come home tonight.”
He rolled his eyes as you left the room and Namjoon ran out after you. Yoongi shoved him backwards, “YOU’RE SUCH AN IDIOT!” he ran out of the room after you and Namjoon. “Unbelievable.” Hobi said.
Jimins jaw clenched, “You have got to be the dumbest person I know.” Hobi stared at him in disbelief, “Are you kidding me? I just called them out and they ran away. It’s clear what’s going on here!” Jin groaned as he ran his hands down his face, “I can’t take this. Hobi, they’ve been spending so much time together because she wanted to write a song for you. He’s been helping her write it and he’s producing it. It was suppose to be a surprise for your birthday and now you’ve ruined it for her!”
Hobi’s heart sunk, “What?” Jin nodded his head, arms crossed in front of his chest. “They didn’t come here together either. Yoongi was running late because it’s Yoongi, and he was here right when we left to go downstairs. Your girlfriend, or possibly even ex girlfriend, was probably stuck at work or in traffic! And when we got in here, they were just dancing!”
Hobi was speechless. “Oh good, you’ve finally decided to shut up. Maybe you should have done that so they could explain!” Hobi whipped around and took off running to find you. He found Namjoon and Yoongi walking back to the studio, angry eyes staring daggers at him. “Where is she?” He panicked.
Yoongi rolled his eyes in annoyance, “She doesn’t want to see you.” Hobi’s eyes filled with tears as he ran out of the building. He looked around, finally spotting you putting your bag in the car. “Y/N!” He called. You turned around and wiped under your eyes, shaking your head as you opened your car door.
He ran over to you as fast as he could. “Wait, please! Jagi I’m so sorry! I had no idea that you guys were actually working on a song for me. I jumped to conclusions and accused you of cheating instead of asking you why you and Yoongi were spending so much time together.”
Your bottom lip quivered, “He’s my friend, Hobi! He was my friend before I even met you!” He nodded, “I know. I’m so angry with myself for everything that I said. I was jealous okay? I thought you liked him more than me and when I saw you two dancing, you both just looked so happy and it felt like my entire world was crashing down.” He ran a hand through his hair as tears rolled down his cheeks.
“You should know better than that. Yoongi was here before me because my boss kept me late. I wouldn’t never cheat on you Hobi, especially not with Yoongi. Do you have any idea how weird that would be? He’s like my brother! I love you and only you. I would never do anything to hurt you.” He nodded, “Jagi I love you too, so much. I’m so sorry I let my emotions get in the way and hurt you. I never wanted to hurt you.”
“I know, but you did and it really sucked that you wouldn’t even let us explain.” He sighed, “I know. I feel like such an idiot.” He took your hands in his, “Y/n, I’ll do anything to make this up to you. Just tell me what I need to do and I’ll do it.”
You smiled weakly, “You don’t have to do anything. I forgive you, just don’t ever accuse me of cheating again. I would never do that to anyone, especially you.” He smiled softly and nodded. “But.. that’s me forgiving you. You may have to go to hell and back to make it up to Yoongi.” You pointed to the building where Yoongi and the others all stood looking very displeased.
“Yeah.. he’s definitely going to kill me..”
Namjoon
Ever since you and Namjoon moved in together, you had starting having game nights with the guys. They all came over once a week for drinks, food, and games. It was just a really great way for them to relax and forget about the world for a night.
A lot of the games you guys played were team based, and of course you and Namjoon always paired up, that was just a given. After playing a long game of ‘What Do You Meme’, Jungkook suggested trivial pursuit as the next game. Of course Namjoon would be the best at the game, but each of the guys where extremely knowledgeable in their own areas.
Jungkook set up the board and got everything prepared. “Alright, teams!” The first to shout out was Namjoon as always, and it was always you that he picked, tonight however, that wasn’t exactly how it went.
“I choose Yoongi!” Everyone, including you turned to him in surprise. He raised an eyebrow, “What?” Yoongi hesitated, “Um.. why aren’t you teaming with Y/n?” Namjoon chuckled, “Because I want to win, obviously.” You looked at him with a hurt expression. When he looked at you he shrugged, “What? I want to win and you’re not the best at trivia. You’re smart, but you’re not that smart babe.”
Everyone froze and stared at the two of you with wide eyes. Namjoon was looking down at his phone reading a text when your bottom lip started to quiver. “Um, I’m going to get a drink. Does.. does anyone else want one?” Jungkook stood up, “I’ll come help you.”
When the two of you walked out of the room, everyone glared at Namjoon. When he looked up he was taken aback by the stares. “Why are you looking at me like that?” Hobi shook his head in disbelief, “You just called your girlfriend stupid in front of all of us.” He raised an eyebrow, “No I didn’t. I said she wasn’t that good at trivia.”
“No, you said she’s bad at trivia and not “that” smart. Did you even see how that made her feel?” Namjoon looked at Hobi in disbelief, “She knows how competitive we all are, she would have said something if it bothered her.” Jin shook his head, “I gotta tell you, right now the only stupid person in this house is you because what you said is the dumbest thing that’s ever come out of any of our mouths.”
“What are you talking about?” Namjoon asked. Jin sighed, “The fact that you don’t even know just proves how dumb you are. What you said was heartless and narcissistic. You want to win a game so badly that you broke your girlfriends heart without even thinking about how she would feel. You only cared about yourself.“
In the kitchen you reached into the fridge and sniffled, trying not to cry. “Are you okay?” Jungkook asked softly. You nodded, not looking at him. “I’m fine, it’s just.. allergies.” Unfortunately your statement was rather unconvincing when a tear rolled down your cheek. Jungkook pulled you into his arms and hugged you.
“Am I really so stupid that my own boyfriend has to say it in front of everyone?” You hiccupped. Jungkook pulled away, “Look at me.” You wiped under your eyes and looked up at him. “You are not stupid at all. Namjoon might think he’s the smartest of all of us because he knows a little about a lot of things. He was stupid to say what he said and I guarantee the guys are all telling him off right now.”
You sniffled, “I don’t think I can go back out there.” He smiled softly, hands gripping your shoulders. “You’re going back out there and you’re going to be on team Jungkook and because I have you as my teammate, we’re going to win. So let’s go out there and prove him wrong. Okay?” You smiled weakly and nodded, “Okay.”
A few minutes later you and Jungkook walked back out into the living room with drinks and more snacks. Everyone gave you small smiles, letting you know they felt for you. Jungkook wrapped his arm around your shoulders casually. “Did you guys decide on teams because this is my partner right here and you’re all going down.”
Throughout the game, you and Jungkook were actually killing it. You never got a single question wrong and you proved yourself to be very good at trivia. You never looked at Namjoon once throughout the game but the guilt within him had his eyes glued to you. Yoongi, who was annoyed by Namjoon’s behaviour towards you, purposely messed up on most of his questions just to make sure Namjoon would lose. You knew what he was doing the second you saw the little smirk on his face.
Jungkook stood up and threw his arms up above his head. “TEAM JUNGKOOK AND Y/N WINS!” He threw himself back on the couch the hugged you tightly. “Ahh I’m so glad I had the smartest person in the room as my partner!” You chuckled as Jungkook squeezed you tightly. “Kook I can’t breathe!”
You glanced over at Namjoon who had his head down and seemed to be lost in thought. “Jagi, can we talk for a minute?” You nodded and stood up, following him into the kitchen. You crossed your arms and leaned against the counter, looking down at the floor. “I’m so sorry.” He said softly. “and I’m not just saying that because you beat me. I really mean it. I got overly competitive and said something that wasn’t true at all. I know how smart you are, you’re the only person I can actually have intellectual conversations with.”
He sighed when you didn’t reply, “I have no idea what I was thinking when I said that. I mean I was pretty tipsy, but that’s no excuse. The guys really gave me an earful when you and Jungkook left the room and it made me realize what I had actually done. The only reason I waited until now to apologize is because I wanted you to team with one of the others and prove yourself, not that you needed to.. I’m rambling now..”
He sighed and rested his head in his arms on the counter. “You hurt my feelings..” you said softly. He looked back up at you. “I know and I wish I could take it back. I would do anything to go back and make it so that never happened. What can I do to get you to forgive me?”
You smiled softly, “I already forgive you. Just please don’t ever say anything like that again. It hurt and it was embarrassing.” He nodded, “Absolutely. It’ll never happen again, I promise you.”
You tip toed and pecked his lips, “What do you say we get back out there before they destroy the place?” He chuckled as he heard Jimin and Taehyung arguing over something, “I think it’s a little too late for that.”
Jimin
You were just trying to walk down the street when fans started swarming the boys. There were hands all over the place, and people were pushing you. You were getting really anxious. You moved closer to Jimin and held onto his arm, trying really hard not to have a panic attack.
You weren’t thinking when you grabbed on to him. He wanted to keep your relationship private to avoid all of the annoying problems that come with publicly announcing an idols relationship. Most of all, he wanted to protect you.
He tried to shrug you off, not wanting anyone to reveal your relationship and post pictures online, but your grip was too strong. He pulled you closer to the middle of the group to hide the two of you but he could hear fans screaming and asking who you were.
When you got to the car, Jimin was quiet. “Are you okay Y/n?” Namjoon asked softly, concerned as he could tell you were really anxious. You nodded, “I’m okay.”
When you arrived back at the dorm, you reached for Jimins hand as you walked to the door. He moved his hand away and ignored you. You weren’t sure why he was acting that way. When the door shut behind you, you grabbed his hand before he could walk away. He ripped his hand away. “Jimin what’s wrong?” Everyone turned to look at him, immediately noticing something was wrong.
When he didn’t answer you tried again. “Jimin will you talk to me please?” He sighed and rolled his eyes, “What? What do you want me to say? Thank you for being all over me in public and outing us as a couple? Letting the whole world know but I’ve been trying to keep a secret? What is it Y/n? Are you trying to prove something? Rub it in peoples faces? You saw a swarm of fans and thought ‘I don’t care what Jimin thinks, I’m going show everyone that he belongs to me!’”
“Jimin..” you said quietly. “I don’t want to hear it Y/n! You fucked everything up! Just leave me alone.” He growled. You looked down, tears rolling down your cheeks. You fidgeted with your fingers and walked over to Yoongi’s studio, not knowing where else to go to be out of his way. You knocked on the door softly. When he opened the door he frowned when he saw you crying. “Can I come in?” He nodded and let you in, glancing over at the guys in confusion before he shut the door.
You sat down on the couch and broke down crying. “Y/n, what happened?” He asked softly as he sat next to you. “Is it because of what happened earlier? Are you still anxious?” You sobbed into your sleeve, “Jimin thinks I purposely tried to reveal our relationship because I grabbed onto him. Why would I do that? I’m already anxious about the fans knowing I even exist so why would I purposely put myself into a position to receive more attention?”
Yoongi frowned, “Did you tell him that? That you were just scared?” You shook your head, “He wouldn’t let me. He just yelled at me in front of everyone and made me even more anxious.” He hugged you and rubbed your back softly. “Don’t worry Y/n. We all know what really happened and I bet everyone is out there telling him the truth. You know we’ve all got your back.”
Everyone turned back to Jimin, disgust written all over their faces. “Are you serious right now?” Hobi asked. “What, she fucked everything up!” Jungkook shook his head, “and you think she did it on purpose for her own benefit?”
Jimin shrugged, “Obviously! Why else would she do that as soon as everyone crowded us?”
Yoongi left his studio and stormed over to the group, “You are an absolute idiot!” He shouted. Jimin was taken aback at his outburst and the others agreeing with him. “I didn’t do anything! She’s the one-“ Namjoon interrupted, “Who started to have a panic attack and held on to you because she was terrified by everyone grabbing at her?”
Jimin stared at him, brows furrowed in confusion. “What are you talking about? That’s not what happened..” Namjoon chuckled darkly, “That is exactly what happened! If you took your head out of your ass for 30 seconds you might have noticed how scared she was! I even asked her if she was okay when we got in the car.”
Yoongi sighed, “You have no idea how much you hurt her. As soon as she sat down in the studio she had a meltdown because of the things you said to her! So I repeat, you are an absolute idiot!”
Jimin tried to process what the were saying and think about to earlier. “Why didn’t she say that? If she was actually afraid she should have said something.” Namjoon rolled his eyes and clenched his jaw. Hobi spoke up again, “Maybe it’s because you were so focused on yourself that you didn’t even notice she was shaking the entire time and when we got home you didn’t even let her speak!”
Jimins heart dropped. “I just screamed at her for being scared..” Namjoon nodded, “Yeah, you did. So you better do something about it.”
“I’ll go get her.” Yoongi said as he went back to the studio. The guys left the room and went into their own and Jimin waited nervously for you to come out. The studio door opened and he heard Yoongi mumbling something to you, probably comforting words like he always did.
You approached him with your head down, eyes brimming with tears. He hurried over to you and kneeled down, taking your hand in his. “Tell me what happened.” He said softly. You whimpered as tears started rolling down your cheek again, “I was scared..” You sobbed into your sleeve, “I’m sorry, I was just so scared!”
He shook his head and stood up, taking your face in his hands. “Don’t. Don’t apologize. I’m the one who needs to apologize for being so horrible to you. I should have known better. You would never do what I accused you of and I know that. I feel so awful for what I said. I’m so sorry jagi. You have no idea how sorry I am.” He wiped away your tears as you hiccuped, his own eyes brimming with tears of his own.
“I didn’t mean to tell everyone..” You whispered. He nodded and pulled you tightly into his chest. “I know love. Please don’t blame yourself. Whatever happens happens and we’ll deal with it when the time comes. Right now I just want you to know how sorry I am.” His voice cracked at the end, tears starting to fall. “I’m so sorry I hurt you.” You squeezed him tighter, “I know..please don’t cry.”
He chuckled, wiping his eyes and he let you go and looked down at you. “I just feel really awful. I don’t know if I feel worse for yelling at you or for not noticing how scared you were.” You smiled weakly and gently wiped his tears away with your dry sleeve. “It doesn’t matter. I would really just like to forget about it before I start getting upset about it again.”
He nodded. “We don’t have to talk about it anymore, but I am sorry okay? I’ll never stop trying to make it up to you either and I’ll never let it happen again.” You nodded and smiled softly, rubbing your tired eyes. “You must be exhausted jagi, how about we go take a nap?”
“Yes please.”
Taehyung
When you finished getting ready for the event you were attending with the boys, you admired yourself in the mirror. You often felt self conscious about your looks, especially in dresses, but you really loved this one. It was a knee length, maroon bodycon dress that hugged your curves perfectly. It had a slit on the side and you had to admit your breasts looked great in it.
You’d saved up for quite some time to buy this dress just for tonight and you couldn’t wait to show it off. “Babe?” You heard taehyung call from the living room. “I’ll be right there!” You responded.
You took one last look in the mirror and touched up your lipstick. You grabbed your bag and left the room, excited for Taehyung to see the dress you bought.
When you walked into the living room, everyone turned to look at you. The guys were all eyeing you, clearly loving your choice of outfit. You shyly pushed some hair behind your ear and froze when you heard Taehyung speak up, “That’s what you’re wearing?” Everyone looked at him, confused as to why he would ask that.
“Well, yeah.. is there something wrong with it?” You asked nervously. Taehyung shrugged, “No it’s a great dress. You just never wear red so it’s kind of weird. I don’t know if it suits you.” Your heart dropped as you looked down at your dress. When you felt him eyeing you up and down you felt really self conscious.
You rubbed your arm awkwardly, eyes still on the ground. “I’ll go change then..” Taehyung shrugged, “Okay well, don’t take too long we have to get going.” The guys frowned as a tear rolled down your cheek and you walked away quietly.
Everyone glared at Taehyung immediately, anger and shock written all over their faces. “You idiot, why would you do that to her?” Jin said. Taehyung raised an eyebrow, “What are you talking about?” Yoongi sighed, trying to stay calm, “Your girlfriend just came out here looking.. amazing, and you told her she didn’t.”
Hobi stormed past Taehyung, running over to your room and knocked on the door. “Y/n, it’s Hobi. Can I come in?” When he disappeared into the room, Taehyung turned back to the others. “I didn’t say she didn’t look amazing. I really don’t understand what’s going on right now.”
Jimin sighed, “Do you have any idea what that dress meant to her? How much she wanted to impress you?” Taehyung stared at him, blankly slowly as he was still confused. Namjoon rolled his eyes, “Your girlfriend is self conscious about her looks, we’ll never understand why because she’s admittedly gorgeous, but she had been saving up to buy that dress and surprise you because she loved it and she felt good in it. You just told her she looked weird in it and it didn’t suit her!”
Back in the bedroom, Hobi rubbed your back as you cried. “I really thought he’d like it. I saved up for months to get this dress.” He nodded. “I know you did. He’s wrong though. The rest of us all think you look incredible in this dress. I’ve never seen you look so beautiful and I’m not just saying that, I mean it. The second you walked into that room, all of us were jealous of Taehyung. I thought Yoongi’s jaw was going to fall off.” He chuckled.
You sniffled, “I can’t wear this dress knowing he doesn’t like it. I don’t even want to go anymore if I’m being honest, I just want to stay home and wear my pyjamas.” His heart broke for you, “If you don’t want to go, I don’t want to go either.” You looked up at him, eyes brimming with tears, “You don’t have to do that. You should go and have fun, don’t worry about me.”
He smiled softly, “I’m not going anywhere when I know one of my best friends is hurting. It won’t be any fun without you.” You sighed and looked down at your dress, “I need to take this off.”
“I didn’t mean it like that, I meant I’m not used to seeing her in that kind of dress.” Taehyung explained. Yoongi groaned in annoyance, his voice raising, “You have got to be the dumbest person I know.” Namjoon put a hand on Yoongi’s shoulder to calm him down. “You broke her heart. She left the room crying and you didn’t even notice?” Jimin said.
“You don’t seem to understand how to talk to a woman. If that’s what you would say to her in front of all of us, I’m afraid to know what you say to her in private. If it was me, I would dump you.” Jin said, his expression cold.
“I-I really didn’t mean to make her think she looked bad. I have to go talk to her.” He ran to the door and into the room. You and Hobi both turned as his hand was on the zipper at the back of your dress.
“Jagi, I’m so sorry!” He walked over to you and Hobi backed away. Taehyung took your face in his hands, “I didn’t mean it the way it came out. I just meant that I’m not used to seeing you in a dress like this. I love this dress on you. You look so so beautiful.” You avoided eye contact and removed his hands from your face, “You’re just saying that to make me feel better.” Hobi exited the room.
Taehyung shook his head, “No, I’m not, I promise you. I don’t know how to prove it to you but when you walked out I was just lost for words. You look incredible jagi. Please believe me.” You glanced up at him, your eyes meeting with his. You could see the sincerity in his eyes, he really did mean it. You smiled weakly, “I believe you.”
He wrapped his arms around you tightly. “I’m so sorry I made you think I didn’t like your dress baby. You look so beautiful and I love you.” You nodded against his chest, “I love you too.”
Jungkook
You ran into the dorm, and passed the guys who sat in the living room. You tried to open Jungkook’s door but it was locked. “Jungkook?” You called. “Jungkook please let me in!” He opened the door and walked passed you. You followed him as he stormed towards the kitchen.
“Kookie I’m so sorry I missed dinner. I-“ he chuckled darkly, “You what? You were just too caught up in something to even bother calling to let me know you weren’t coming? It’s not like you worked today so you can’t give me that excuse. You just thought you’d leave me sitting in the restaurant completely embarrassed and then walk in here and expect forgiveness?”
You sighed, “Please just let me ex-“ he shook his head and turned to walk away. “I don’t want to hear it Y/n. You embarrassed me and you didn’t even care enough to tell me. I don’t want to see you. LEAVE.” You frowned, “Jungkook please just listen-“ His hands balled into fists, “GET THE FUCK OUT!”
You jumped and backed away from him. Your voice was small, “I’m sorry..” you turned and ran back out the door. Namjoon stared at Jungkook, “What the fuck was that?” Jungkook groaned, “She made me look like an idiot! We were suppose to have dinner tonight and she never showed up. I sat there for hours while the paps took photos. I can already see the headlines. She didn’t even bother to call so that shows how much she cares about me.”
Taehyung looked between Jungkook and the door. “How would you know she did it on purpose if you didn’t even let her explain?” Jungkook rolled his eyes, “Because I don’t want to sit here listening to her bullshit. She has a phone, she should have called. It’s that simple.”
Namjoon shrugged, “Maybe she didn’t have her phone, did you think of that?” Another groan left Jungkook’s lips, “Bullshit. She always has her phone. I don’t even care anymore, whatever. If she doesn’t care about me, why should I care?”
Half an hour later, Jin stormed into the dorm and up to Jungkook, having just arrived home. “Are you fucking serious? You little shit I could punch you right now.” Jungkook rolled his eyes, “What, did she tell you what happened?” Jin nodded, “Yeah, she did. She told me everything you didn’t let her say. You have no fucking idea how stupid you are.”
“What did she say?” Hobi asked curiously. “She told me that her car broke down and she couldn’t even call anyone because her phone died. She sat on the side of the fucking road for hours until someone stopped by to help her and call a tow truck. Then she had to sit at the mechanics until they figured out the problem, which ended up being something so expensive she should just get a new car.”
“So why not call me from the mechanics then?” Jungkook asked, not believing the story. “Maybe because you just changed your number and she doesn’t have it memorized?” Jin said with an attitude. “She took a cab here just so she could apologize and tell you what happened but you decided to scream at her and hurt her feelings instead. You’re a moron Jungkook. She deserves so much fucking better.”
Jungkook froze as his body filled with guilt. “Where is she?”
“I took her home so she wouldn’t have to walk across town in the dark, which she was doing when I saw her and it’s freezing out. If you give a shit about her at all, you’ll get your ass over to her place and beg for forgiveness.” Jin spat. Jungkook immediately ran passed him and out the door. He got in his car and sped to your place.
He banged on your door. “Jagi?” He called out. He banged again, “Y/n!” You opened the door and stared at him with red eyes and tear stained cheeks. His heart dropped and he felt like he could cry just looking at you. “Jagi.. I’m so sorry, I-“ You turned and walked into the house, ignoring him as he stood in the doorway.
“Jagi, please let me apologize.” He sighed as you slammed your bedroom door shut. He leaned against the wall next to the door. “Y/n, I’m so sorry. I shouldn’t have yelled at you or accused you of anything. I should have known you had a reason for not being there or calling.”
He slid down the wall and sat on the floor when you didn’t answer. “I should have let you explain, not that you should even have to explain yourself. Jin told me everything.. I feel like a complete idiot for what I said to you. You deserve so much better.”
He waited in hopes that he’d hear your voice. “Fuck..” he said quietly to himself. “I understand if you don’t want to talk to me. I wouldn’t want to talk to me either.. but can you atleast tell me if you’re okay? I’m worried about you jagi.”
Again he was met with nothing but silence. Just as he was about to get up and leave you alone, your bedroom door opened. You climbed back into bed and faced away from the door. He hurried to his feet and walked into your room. He frowned when he saw you curled up in bed. It was something you always did when you were really upset. That and it was pretty late.
“Jagi?” Instead of answering you reached behind you and flipped the covers over so he knew to crawl in. He smiled weakly and kicked off his shoes before climbing in behind you. He wrapped his arms around you tightly and kissed your shoulder. “I’m sorry.” He whispered.
You reached down and entangled your fingers with his. He squeezed your hand and leaned over to kiss your cheek. When he laid back down he buried his face in your hair. “I love you so much jagi. I’ll never do anything like that again.”
You had a long day and you were too exhausted to talk, so you stayed quiet, but when you squeezed his hand and he knew you were okay.
Jin ran into the house, barely managing to shut the door behind him. He didn’t bother to take off his jacket and shoes because he had no time to waste.
He ran up the stairs 2 at a time, racing to the bathroom where you had called him from 10 minutes ago. He almost broke the door off it’s hinges when he opened it, finding you on the floor covered in cuts and bruises.
“Jin!” You sobbed, holding a towel to your wrist. He rushed over, wrapping his arms around you immediately. “I’m right here, it’s going to be okay.” He reached out and peeked under the towel, “It’s not even that bad. Everything’s going to be okay. You’re okay, you’re right here with me now.”
You had been off of your medication for a few days now. You had run out and the pharmacy didn’t have any left in stock so you had to wait until the order came in. Unfortunately, being off of the medication completely was causing your Dissociative Identity Disorder to cause problems for you.
You had a few switches the day before, but the alter that appeared was one that was nothing to worry about. Today however, the alter that came about was one that caused physical harm to your body as a way of relieving stress and anxiety. It wasn’t that the alter was a bad one, they just didn’t know how to cope with these emotions other than to cause pain to focus on elsewhere.
When you had gone through the switch, you didn’t have an specific trigger that you could think of. All you could remember was when you came to, you were sore and bleeding. Thankfully, the cut on your wrist was minor enough to not need medical attention, but it bled a fair amount. You called Jin in hysterics because you had no memory of what happened and you were really scared, as anyone would be.
Jin knew all about your disorder and had done a lot of research and studying so he knew what to expect if you were to ever have a problem. He’d never had to face it with you until now and he wasn’t expecting this specific alter to have come out, but you did tell him all about them. It was one formed in your teenage years.
He patted your hair and rocked you gently. “Shh.. it’s okay jagi, I’m here now. You’re safe, you’re strong, and you’re right where you need to be. Okay?” You nodded against his chest, your breathing laboured as you continued to cry.
He wiped your tears away and smiled weakly. “We should get this cleaned up and covered properly.” You sniffled as he stood up and grabbed a cool wet cloth, some bandages, and some antibacterial ointment. “Come on up here.” He helped you stand up and sat you on the counter.
He carefully removed the towel from your wrist. “It stopped bleeding, that’s good. It’s really not that bad, the bruises are worse.” He dabbed the area clean with the cloth and then covered it with ointment and bandages. He pressed a kiss on top of the bandage. “It’ll heal before you know it.”
You wiped your eyes and sniffled. “I didn’t ever want you to see me like this..” you said as another tear rolled down your cheek. He kissed your forehead, “Jagi, it’s nothing to be embarrassed of. You’re unwell right now and that’s okay. It’s out of your control so please don’t be upset. I’m going to take care of you and help you through it. Your meds should be in any day now and we’ll get you back to feeling like yourself again.”
You nodded, leaning over to him and rested your head against his chest. He smiled and wrapped his arms around you. He kissed the top of your head. “Is that the only cut that needs to be taken care of?” You nodded again. “Are you tired?” Once again, you nodded.
“How about you take a nice nap and I’ll make your favourite meal?” You looked up at him, “Will you stay until I fall asleep?” He smiled softly, “Of course I will.”
Jin helped you off of the counter and lead you into the bedroom. You crawled into bed and he wrapped the blankets around you before crawling in next to you. You snuggled into his chest as his arms wrapped around you tightly and he rested his head on top of yours, rubbing your arm soothingly as you drifted off into sleep.
Yoongi
When you called Yoongi earlier in distress because of a really bad day, he knew exactly what to expect when he got home. Who to expect was a different story.
Before the two of you entered into a relationship, you’d confided in him about having Dissociative Identity Disorder. You didn’t have many alters, and it was well managed by your medication, but some days could be so overwhelming that there was no way of controlling it.
You were scared when you called him. Scared because you didn’t know which alter would be in control when the time came, and you knew it was coming up fast. You had good alters and bad. They all sprouted from certain trauma you’d faced growing up, but who came about at what time never had a specific trigger.
“Y/n?” He called as he walked through the front door. When he got no answer he knew he was going to find an alter. “Jagi?”
He jogged up the stairs and into the bedroom where he found you sitting on the floor crying with a teddy bear held tightly in your arms. He sighed in relief. Thankfully, this was one of the simpler alters to handle. He kneeled on the floor next to you, “Hi, Lily.”
She turned to him with big doe eyes that were filled with tears. “Yoogi?” Yoogi. That’s what Lily always called him. She was young, about 3 years old. You didn’t have much of a childhood when you were growing up. You were forced to grow up way too quickly and that’s what formed Lily. She was very soft spoken and very innocent, but she was also very shy and that meant she didn’t come out often. When she did, she either mirrored your feelings or she was highly energetic, today she mirrored you.
“That’s right. Why are you crying sweetheart?” He asked softly. Lily sniffled, her bottom lip quivering. “Y/n sad..” He pouted as he patted her hair. “Why is she sad?”
Lily looked down at the teddy in her hands. “Cuz bad people do a mean thing.” He nodded, “Well, how can we make her feel better?” He asked. She looked up at him again, a single tear rolling down her cheek. “She want Yoogi hugs.” She said quietly as she hugged her bear tightly.
Yoongi smiled softly, “Well I can do that. Would you like a hug too?” She nodded, her eyes big and wide as she pushed herself up on her knees. Yoongi wrapped his arms around her and hugged her tightly as she buried her face in his chest. “It’s okay.. I’m right here..” he whispered against her hair.
He felt your body tense in his arms and then relax, the teddy falling to the floor as you wrapped your arms around him and that’s when he knew you were back. “I’m right here, jagi..”
You sighed shakily against his chest. He ran his fingers through your hair softly, his calm voice relaxing you. “I’m sorry.” You said quietly.
Yoongi moved back slightly to look down at you. He pushed your hair from your face as you looked up at him. “There’s nothing to be sorry for darling, I understand.” He gently wiped under your eyes with his thumbs. “Another bad day at work?”
You nodded, closing your eyes as you took a shaky breath. “It just feels like every day is getting worse. It all feels so heavy.”
He sighed as he stroked your cheek, “Well, maybe it time for us to have that conversation again. If your job is causing you so much pain, it might be time to walk away.”
Yoongi had made this suggestion a few times over the last year, but you were always too stubborn to agree because you didn’t want to burden him by being unemployed. After today, however, you were starting to think it really would be best to move on.
You nodded, looking down at the teddy on the floor. You smiled softly as you ran your fingers across it. “Lily?” He chuckled, “Lily.”
A tear ran down your cheek as you looked back up at him, “I don’t want to be a burden on you.” He smiled weakly and stroked your cheek gently, “You could never be a burden. I love you and all I want is for you to be happy. It’s time to let go of what’s hurting you love. Take some time to heal, and then we’ll look for something more suitable. Maybe I could find you something closer to me. You’re more than qualified and I’d get to see you so much more which would make me happy too.”
You chuckled softly and nodded. “That would be nice.” You looked down and held onto his hand tightly. “Okay. I’ll give my notice at the end of the week.”
Hobi
The moment Hobi walked in the door, he heard you sobbing. You had called him and complete hysterics but he couldn’t understand a word you were saying. All he knew was that something was seriously bothering you and he had to get to you right away.
He ran into the kitchen where you sat on the floor, sobbing as you rocked back and forth. You were surrounded by a mess of broken dishes and food. He ran straight over to you, kneeling down. He took your head in his hands and tried to get you to look at him. “Jagi, it’s me, I’m right here.”
You continued crying as he tried to soothe you. “Baby, what happened? Please talk to me.” You groaned in frustration but not in anger, “I don’t know! I don’t remember!” He pulled you into his chest and rubbed your back. “All of a sudden I was just standing in here with a plate in my hand and everything was a mess!”
6 weeks ago your doctor had taken you off of your medication for Dissociative Identity Disorder. It was a new doctor since you had just moved to Korea and he said he didn’t like the testing your previous doctor had done because it doesn’t prove that you have the disorder. Therefore, he took you off of it. You never wanted to come off of the medication because you knew that it helped you, but he refused to write a prescription until further testing was done. Testing that could take months to have done.
Hobi knew all about your disorder, as you had explained it all to him before. He’d never seen you have a “switch” because it was well maintained by the medication you had been taking, but he knew that is what have had to have happened today. “Hobi I’m scared.” You sobbed, clinging to his shirt.
“I know jagi. We’re going to fix this okay? All of this stuff can easily be replaced so don’t worry about it at all. We’re going to find you a new doctor and in the mean time I’ll take you to the hospital to get your medication, alright? We’ll make this better, I promise you.”
“Hobi?” You whimpered. “Yes love?”
“I can hear him laughing at me.” He pulled away and pulled your head up again, “Who love? Who is laughing at you?” You hiccuped. “I don’t know.. I don’t know who he is.” You whispered through your tears.
“Oh jagi.. let’s get you to the hospital okay? We need to get you your medication so you’ll feel better.” He helped you up off the floor. “I’m sorry.” You said quietly, wiping you eyes. He shook his head, “No. don’t apologize for this, none of this was your fault. What’s going on is the fault of that doctors and I’m going to take care of that as soon as we get you feeling better.”
You covered your face with your sleeve as he pulled you into his arms, “I’m so embarrassed.” He smiled weakly, “Y/n, don’t be. You have nothing to be sorry for and nothing to be embarrassed about. I knew this was a possibility long before you moved in with me. If it bothered me at all you wouldn’t be here right now but you are. You’re here because I love you and everything that comes with you. Okay love?”
You nodded and sniffled. “Good, now let’s get your jacket on and we’ll get you all better in no time.”
Namjoon
When Namjoon got home from work, he wasn’t expecting to find the house completely reorganized when he walked through the door. He walked around looking for you, confused as to why you had, what appeared to be obsessively, organized everything to perfection.
He found you sitting on the floor in his library, yes library, completely surrounded by books. His eyes scanned the room, stacks and stacks of books all over the place. His brows furrowed as he slowly walked over to you.
“Colour? No no that won’t work.. alphabetical? Wait no that wouldn’t work for a series.. author! Yes author sounds good. Alphabetical by author and order of books released from first to last.” You said quietly to yourself.
“Jagi?” He Namjoon said softly. You didn’t respond. Instead, you rummaged through the books, trying to organizing them into more stacks. “Jagi?” He repeated. Continuing to organize you shook your head, “No no she’s not here.”
That’s when he realized that this was an alter. Your doctor had recently changed one of your medications and warned you both that you might have alters come up until the medication started to set in properly.
He met a few of your alters before when you’d been under extreme stress, but this one seemed unfamiliar to him. He kneeled down in front of her, “Hi, I’m Namjoon.” He said politely. She looked up at him. “Hi, I’m Felicia.” She said hurriedly, returning to the books.
“Felicia, are you okay?” She nodded, “Yes I’m fine. I have to organize. Everything has a place, everything will be perfect.” He hummed. “Can I help?”
She looked up at him with wide eyes, nodding. “Please, yes. I’m on A. Find all the authors whose first name starts with A and organize in alphabetical order. Then we organize each authors books in order of when they were released. Understand?” He nodded as he smiled softly, “I understand. I’m sure that together we’ll get this one really quickly.”
“You have so many books but you keep them a mess. You shouldn’t keep them a mess. Organization makes it all easier.”
The two of you managed to get about half of the books sorted. “Felicia, what do I do if two authors have the same name?” He asked. “What?” He looked over, raising an eyebrow. “I said what do I do if two authors have the same name?”
Your brows furrowed, “What are you talking about? Why are we surrounded by books?” He let out a sigh of relief, dropping the books and wrapping his arms around you, “Jagi, I’m so glad you’re back.” You hugged him back, still unsure about what was going on.
“What do you me- oh.” When you realized what had happened you felt bad, “Was I gone long?” He nodded, “I’ve been sorting books for the last 2 hours and judging by the rest of the house, you’ve been gone most of the day.”
You pouted as you looked up at him through your lashes, “I’m sorry..” he shook his head and smiled, “Don’t be sorry, it’s out of your control right now. Besides, I don’t think we’ll have trouble finding anything for quite some time.. everything is perfecting organized.”
You thought for a moment before realization hit, “Ohhhh, now I know what you meant by Felicia. Wow, she hasn’t been around in a long time.” He chuckled, “OCD?” You nodded, “Yeah, I mean I like to organize things but she’s a completely different level.”
He chuckled again, “That’s okay though, I understand. It was nice to meet her.” You smiled weakly, “Thank you for understanding.” He pulled you back into his arms, “Of course. I love you.”
“I love you too.”
Jimin
Jimin heard you rummaging through drawers upstairs and it concerned him when you kept groaning in frustration. He walked up the stairs and found you in your shared bedroom, clothes thrown all over the place, desperately looking for something.
“What are you looking for jagi? I can help.” You groaned again, “Where are my eyeglasses? My head is killing me, I need them.” Jimin raised an eyebrow, “Babe, you don’t wear glasses anymore you had laser surgery.” You rubbed your temples as you paced the room.
“No I need them, I can’t see properly and I have a headache! And stop calling me pet names I hardly know you.” Jimin stared at you, confused as to what you were talking about and even more confused when you were speaking with an English accent. “You’re not making any sense right now Y/n, what’s going on?” You sighed, “I’m not Y/n, I’m Layla. I need my glasses. Do you know where they are?”
When he finally clued in to what was going on he nodded, “They’re right here.” He walked over to your bedside table and pulled out a case with a pair of glasses in them. “Oh my god, thank you so much!” She said as she took them and put them on. “I can finally see!”
“Layla?” She hummed in response, putting things back into the drawers. “Where is Y/n?” She shrugged, “Dunno, she went down for a nap and when it was time to wake up it was me.” Jimin sighed, “Well do you know if she’s okay atleast?”
She thought for a moment, “Yes, Amy says she’s fine, she’s just really tired..” she paused, thinking again. “She just needed a little extra rest but her body was ready to get up so here I am.” He nodded and let out a sigh of relief. “I’ve made a mess of this place haven’t I? So sorry, I’ll have it cleaned up in tip top shape.”
“Here let me help you.” She smiled, “Much appreciated.” Jimin folded the clothes that had been thrown around the room and Layla placed them all neatly back into the drawers. “Cheers mate.”
She sat down on the bed and sat quietly for a moment, “Ah, it seems my time is up. Y/n’s rested and ready to get back to her love.” He chuckled, “Well thanks for letting her have a break.” She nodded, “Alright mate, goodbye.”
She closed her eyes and it was quiet for some time. He sat down next to you on the bed and took your hand in his as he waited patiently. You opened your eyes slowly and groaned sleepily.
He patted your hair softly, “Hey jagi. Did you have a good rest?” When you realized you were sitting at the end of the bed you were extremely confused. “How did I get over here?”
He smiled softly, fingers running through your hair as he pulled you into his chest. He kissed your forehead, “You just needed a little extra sleep so Layla took over for a little bit.”
“That explains why I’m blind.” You said as you took off your glasses and rubbed your eyes. He chuckled, “Are you okay though? I was worried about you.” You nodded, snuggling into his chest. “I’m okay, it’s just been a really long week is all. I needed to recharge.”
He kissed the top of your head. “You know you can sleep more if you want to.” You shook your head, “I’m feeling a lot better right here with you.”
Taehyung
It was 2:30 am and you were sat up on your side of the bed, your body aching and completely exhausted. You hadn’t slept in 3 days and you were starting to get desperate, but you just couldn’t fall asleep.
Taehyung rolled over and reached out for you but couldn’t find you. He opened his eyes and saw you sitting up and hugging your knees. “Y/n, what are you doing awake?” He asked with a yawn. “Can’t sleep..” You mumbled sleepily.
Your tone concerned him and made him sit up next to you. He gently rubbed your back. “Why can’t you sleep?” Without moving or looking at him you responded, “They won’t let me.” He frowned and turned on his bedside lamp. He gently turned your head towards him and you looked horrible. Your eyes were bloodshot with dark circles. You just didn’t look like you.
This wasn’t the doing of one sleepless night, that was very clear. “How long have you been have trouble sleeping?” He said as he patted your hair. You turned you head back to where to had been and stared blankly ahead of you. “This is day 4..”
His heart ached for you. When the two of you started dating, you told him all about your disorder and what came with it. He was extremely understanding and always did his best to help you through anything that popped up. You’d had sleepless nights before, but not 4 in a row. “Why aren’t they letting you sleep jagi?”
“They won’t be quiet..” He nodded. “Are they just talking?” You hummed, “Arguing. They’re so loud.” He pulled you against his chest, “What are they arguing about?” You let out a sob, “Everything. They won’t stop and I’m so tired!” He held you tightly and ran his fingers through your hair, “I know baby.. Where’s Jacob?”
Jacob was what was known as the caretaker alter. He was in charge of all of the alters and sorting out who would deal with what if a situation occurred. He usually kept the alters quiet and in line, but for the last few days he had been part of the arguments instead.
You sobbed into his chest, “I don’t know, he’s arguing too!” He pulled you up and took your face in his hands. “Let me talk to him.” You sniffled and nodded, your expression falling blank. He let go of your face and watched your eyes as he waited.
Jacob adjusted your posture and wiped away the tears. “You wanted to see me?” Taehyung sighed, “Do you have any idea how fucking ridiculous you’re all being right now?” Jacob raised an eyebrow, “Care to elaborate?”
“Y/n hasn’t slept in days because you haven’t kept everyone quiet. Your purpose is to take care of everyone and make sure Y/n is okay, so why haven’t you been doing that?” His eyes widened, “how many days has it been?” Taehyung rolled his eyes, “She said this is day 4. She’s exhausted and she had a breakdown because you’re failing her.”
Jacob looked down, feeling guilty. “I apologize. I didn’t realize it had been so long, time works differently for us. I’ll take care of it right now, please tell her we’re very sorry.” Once again your expression fell blank. After a few moments you looked completely exhausted once again and he knew you were back.
“You okay jagi?” You looked up at him, your expression reading exhaustion and relief. “They stopped..” He smiled softly, “Jacob said to tell you they’re sorry and didn’t realize it had been going on for so long.” He stroked your cheek, “You can sleep now, okay? You can sleep for as long as you need to.”
Tears of relief ran down your cheeks, “Thank you Tae..” He smiled softly and wrapped his arms around you. “I’m always going to take care of you jagi. Of do anything for you.” He helped you lay down comfortably and pulled you into his chest. Before he even had a chance to say goodnight, he could already hear your steady even breaths.
Jungkook
You sat with Jungkook outside of a restaurant, waiting for your lunch to arrive. The two of you were having a really great day of shopping and exploring little stores you’d never been to before. After having been walking for some time, you decided to sit down for lunch and take a break.
You were laughing at something Jungkook was saying to you when you heard a cars tires screech loudly just down the road. Jungkook turned around in his seat to see where the sound came from and when he turned back around, you stared blankly at the table. “Jagi?”
You blinked a few times but didn’t respond. He reached over and gently touched your arm. “Jagi?” You blinked a few more times and then lifted your head, looking over at him with wide eyes filling with tears and your bottom lip quivering.
He could tell straight away that the sound of the car triggered the memory of a car accident you had been in as a child, and now you weren’t present. A tear rolled down her cheek as she shifted in your seat and looked away from him shyly. “Maddie?” He said softly.
Her eyes moved up and met with his before she looked away again, chewing on her lip to try and keep herself from crying. He stood up from his seat and sat down in the one next to her. “Maddie, look at me, it’s okay.” She looked at him, struggling to keep eye contact because she was so shy. “Are you okay?” He asked softly, holding one of her hands.
She sniffled and spoke quietly, “Scared..” He nodded, “I know. That’s okay sweetheart, you’re allowed to feel scared.” She nodded, still moving uncomfortably in her seat. “Do you remember me?” She nodded again and whispered, “Jungkookie..”
He smiled softly, “That’s right. And you know that Y/n trusts me right?” She wiped under her eyes, “Yes.” He squeezed her hand, “That means you can trust me too and I’m not going to let anyone or anything hurt you. You’re safe with me.” She sniffled again, “Superhero?” He chuckled softly, “Exactly. I’m a superhero so you’re safe.”
A small smile grew on her face and he wiped away her tears. “Y/n’s here.” She whispered. Jungkook smiled, “Okay sweetheart. Remember I’ll always keep you safe, okay?” She nodded with a small giggle before you once again stared blankly.
He pushed some hair behind your ear as you sat still, and stroked your cheek softly. You blinked a few times, getting yourself back to normal. “What happened?” You asked as you saw Jungkook sat next to you. “You switched to Maddie. Don’t worry, you’re okay. You were only gone for a few minutes.”
“I’m sorry, I don’t remember.” He stroked your cheek again, “Don’t be sorry, it’s okay. You’re back now and our food should be here any minute.” You nodded, “Thank you.” He leaned over and gave you a soft kiss before moving back to his seat across from you.
“Are you feeling okay?” “I feel fine, I’m just a little confused is all.” You gave him a soft smile and a shrug. He chuckled, “well I’m glad you’re okay. Maddie was really upset.” You nodded, “I could sense that. She’s okay now though thanks to you mister superhero.” He gave you his sweet bunny smile, “I am totally a superhero.”
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Last night had been the first time you and Jin had slept together so when you woke up, you assumed he’d still be there with him arms wrapped around you. However, you woke up alone.
Your heart started to race as you looked around the room. “Jin?” You called out. Your eyes started to water when you got no response. Was last night really so awful that he slipped away while you slept?
Your bottom lip quivered as you stepped out of bed. You dragged yourself out of the bedroom, making your way down the stairs to make some coffee. On a morning like this you needed it.
You wiped under your eyes as tears slowly ran down your cheeks. Your bare feet carried you through the house and into the kitchen where you saw Jin standing but the stove. He turned to you with a smile that quickly dropped when he saw your teary eyes.
“Jagi, what’s wrong?” He turned down the stove and opened his arms as you ran to him. He held you tightly, patting your hair. “You weren’t there when I woke up, I thought you left..” you hiccuped.
“Oh Jagi.. I’m so sorry. I just wanted to make you a nice breakfast and surprise you. I would never leave you like that. Never.” He said softly as he squeezed you tighter.
You buried your head in his bare chest. “I was worried you thought last night was a mistake.”
“Hey.. look at me.” You looked up at him and he smiled softly as he wiped away your tears. “Last night was definitely not a mistake. It was perfect. You are perfect.”
You sniffled as you smiled weakly. “I love you.”
“I love you too jagi. Now how about you get your cute little butt back in bed and pretend none of this ever happened so I can surprise you with breakfast in bed?”
You chuckled, “Okay. I saw nothing here.” You pretended to cover your eyes and turned to go back upstairs. He chuckled as he watched you walk away.
“I love you!” He called after you.
“I love you too Jinnie!”
Yoongi
When you woke up you were freezing so you reached out for Yoongi. When your arm felt nothing but cold sheets on his side of the bed, you rolled over to check the time on your phone. It was 3am and it was clear that he hadn’t been to bed at all yet.
Knowing he must have been busy in the studio, you wrapped yourself up under the blankets and tried to fall back asleep.
No matter what you did, you just couldn’t get comfortable and warm. You were only wearing one of his t-shirts, but you could have worn full winter gear and you’d still be freezing, plus you found sleeping in pants really uncomfortable. Yoongi was always the only thing that could actually warm you up when you were this cold so you dragged yourself out of bed to look for him.
You rubbed your eyes as you walked out of the room, finding the maknaes still wide awake playing video games. They turned to you and instantly felt really bad, thinking they’d woken you up. “Were we too loud?” Jimin asked, concerned as to why you were wandering around so late at night.
You shook your head, your sleepy eyes barely open. “I didn’t even know you were still awake. Do you know where Yoongi is?” Jungkook nodded in the direction of the studio, “Same place as always.”
You smiled tiredly and ruffled his hair. You headed to the studio and knocked softly on the door. “Yoongi?” When you got no response you punched in the security code and let yourself in.
He turned his chair when he noticed the door opening, smiling when he saw you sleepily dragging yourself into the room. He pulled off his headphones, “Hey, what are you doing up so late?” You shuffled yourself to his side, rubbing your eyes again. “I’m cold and you didn’t come to bed. I missed you.”
He smiled weakly, reaching up to stroke your cheek softly as you pouted. “I’m sorry jagi, I promise I’m almost done here, I just need another 20 minutes. You can stay though and I’ll keep you warm. How does that sound?” You nodded.
He grabbed your waist and pulled you down onto his lap. The warmth of his body made you feel so much better right away. He smiled and kissed your forehead as you snuggled into him. “I love you.” He whispered.
“I love you..” you mumbled sleepily.
He rested his chin over the top of your head and held you tightly with one hand as the other moved things around on his computer screen and you fell asleep almost immediately, feeling warm and comfortable now that you were with Yoongi.
Hobi
You were surprised when you looked at the time and saw that Hobi wasn’t asleep next to you. It just wasn’t like him to be awake at this hour.
You opened up your phone and saw a message from him that said, “Practicing late don’t wait up for me xx” You sighed and got out of bed. You threw on a hoodie and grabbed your bag.
The drive to the studio was quick but you knew that getting Hobi in the car wouldn’t be so quick. Security let you into the building with no problem, knowing you were Hobi’s girlfriend who was there to drag his ass home. Everyone was worried about him. He’d been working late so often and stressing out over this choreography so they were all happy to see you finally show up.
You walked into the practice room where Hobi was dripping in sweat and breathing heavily as he pushed himself through the steps. He was beyond stressed out and couldn’t figure out why he wasn’t getting things right.
He turned quickly when you shut the music off. He groaned, “Jagi what are you doing, turn it back on!” You shook your head and stared at him with your arms crossed. “No, I’m not turning it back on because you’re coming home with me.”
He sighed, “I can’t come home right now, I have to get this down. It has to be perfect and it’s just not working.” He ran his hands through his hair in frustration. You opened your bag and grabbed a cold bottle of water and a protein bar. “Come and eat this.”
He sighed again, “Jagi I-“ He froze when he saw the way you were looking at him. There was a lot going on behind those eyes. Anger, sadness, worry.. he dragged himself over and took the items from you. “Thank you.” He sat on the floor with a defeated groan and took a sip of water.
You sat across from him. “When was the last time you ate?” He hesitated, “I don’t know, I had some fruit at lunch time.” You frowned. “I just don’t have time. I have to get this perfect and no matter how hard I try I just can’t get it.”
You slid closer to him so your knees were touching his. You stroked his cheek gently. “This is exactly why you’re not getting it Hobs. You have to take care of yourself. You need to eat and sleep so your mind and body can recharge but if you don’t do that, you won’t be able to get this down because it’s too much stress on you. I promise you that once you allow yourself to recharge, this choreography will come together so fast you’d think you’d been doing it forever. Your body is screaming for help, sunshine. Let it rest.”
He looked down, “You’re right. I don’t know why I didn’t see that.” You smiled softly, “You didn’t see it because you pushed yourself too far. It’s okay to take extra time to practice, but not at the expense of your own health. So please will you come home and come to bed with me?”
He nodded with a weak smile, “I would love nothing more than that right now.”
Namjoon
You’d been up for the last hour and still Namjoon hadn’t come to bed. You knew he’d been busy writing lyrics but it was nearing three in the morning and if he didn’t get some sleep he’d be an absolute mess tomorrow.
You walked out of the bedroom and headed to the studio where you’d last seen him before you went to bed, but much to your surprise, he wasn’t in there. “Joon?” You called out. You were really confused when you got no response from him.
You wandered out of the studio and looked around the entire house but you just couldn’t find him anywhere. You started to worry because Namjoon would never just leave without telling you and his shoes were still at the front door.
As you walked back to the stairs to go and grab your phone, you noticed a light on in the backyard. You made your way to the back door and peeled outside. Namjoon was sat in the yard looking up at the sky. “What is he doing?” You threw on one of his hoodies and some slippers then headed outside. You shivered at the chill in the air.
“Joon?” You said quietly as you approached him. He looked over a shoulder with a soft smile. “Hey, come here.” He held out his hand for you to take and pulled you down in between his legs. “What are you doing out here?”
He wrapped his arms around you and rested his chin on the top of your head. “I needed to clear my head. I was too worked up to sleep so I thought coming out here and looking at the stars would relax me.”
You smiled softly as you leaned back against his chest. “And? Is it working?” He chuckled softly, “It was helping a little bit, but it’s working a lot better now that you’re here. We should do this more often, just come outside and stargaze.”
You tilted your head back to look at him, “You’re being awfully soft right now.” He grinned with a small chuckle, “I just really love doing this sort of thing with you.” He kissed the top of your head and held you tighter.
“How did the writing go by the way?” You asked cautiously, hoping not to stress him. He swayed you gently, “I didn’t get anywhere because I had no inspiration, but now I have all the inspiration in the world right here.”
Jimin
You weren’t surprised when you woke up and Jimin was no longer beside you. You assumed he’d just got up to use the bathroom, but when you realized the bathroom was empty, you started to worry.
You waited a few minutes to see if he was coming back, but he didn’t and that concerned you. Even when he couldn’t sleep, he wasn’t one to get out of bed. He always said that even if he couldn’t sleep, he could still allow his body to relax.
When you got out of bed you saw a light was on downstairs so you went to see what was going on. When you walked into the living room, you found Jimin, but you also found Taehyung. “Hey, did we wake you babe?”
You shook your head and glanced at Tae who seemed to be upset about something. “No I was just wondering where you were. Is everything okay?” Jimin nodded and offered a weak smile, “Tae just needed to talk about some things so I told him he could come over. You should get back to bed though, don’t force yourself to stay awake because of us.”
You shrugged, “I’m up anyway. I’ll make some tea.” You leaned over the couch and gave Taehyung a hug over the shoulders. “Hot chocolate for you?” He nodded with a smile, “Yes please.”
You ruffled his hair and smiled at Jimin as you left for the kitchen. When you came back out with everyone’s drinks and some snacks, they invited you to join them in conversation. It seemed that Taehyung was going through a lonely spell and just really needed company which you and Jimin were more than okay with.
“I should probably get going. It’s really late and you guys probably want to sleep.” Taehyung said shyly. You shook your head, “Nonsense, you can stay in the guest room, and we’re more than happy to have you here.” Jimin nodded, “You know you’re always welcome at any time.”
Taehyung smiled, “Thanks guys. You really are the best.” He stood up and gave you both a hug as he excused himself to the guest room to get some much needed sleep. Jimin yawned and stretched out his arms. “Bed time?” He asked sleepily.
You nodded and took his hand in yours, “Bed time.”
Taehyung
Whenever you woke up, Taehyung’s arms were always wrapped around you tightly. It was something that became so habitual so him to do so when you woke up by yourself, you were confused.
“Tae?” You asked as you looked around the dark room. You heard a noise coming from the kitchen so you ventured downstairs.
Taehyung was stood in the kitchen making a hot drink for himself. “What are you doing up?” You asked as you walked into the room. He smiled softly, “I was having a hard time sleeping so I came down to make some hot chocolate. Do you want some?” You nodded as he grabbed a second mug.
“Why can’t you sleep love?” You asked as you wrapped your arms around him. He shrugged, “It’s just one of those nights I guess. I was so close to passing out so many times but I just couldn’t get there.” You hummed, “Story of my life.”
He chuckled as he handed you a mug and walked into the dining room to sit down. “I didn’t wake you up did I?” He asked hesitantly. You shook your head, “No, I just woke up randomly and you weren’t there so I wanted to see if you were okay.”
He squeezed your hand on the table. “I promise as soon as I finish this drink I’ll come back to bed with you.” You smiled softly and took a sip of your drink.
You silently studied his face as he drank his hot chocolate. “Are you sure you’re okay? You look a little stressed.” He sighed, “Yeah, I guess I am a little stressed out. Works just been a lot lately. I’m okay though, please don’t worry about me. Some sleep will do me a lot of good.”
You reached over and stroked his cheek with your thumb. “You know I always worry about you.” He smiled as he leaned into your touch. “and I love you for it. I promise I’m okay though. If I wasn’t, you’d be the first to know.” He squeezed your hand on the side of his face and kissed your palm.
You smiled softly as you both finished your drinks. He pushed the mugs to the middle of the table. “I’ll clean these tomorrow, let’s go to bed.” He took your hand in his and lead you upstairs to the comfort of your warm bed.
When you laid down he rested his head on your chest, sighing in content. “You’re so comfy. Goodnight jagi.” You smiled as you ran your fingers through his hair, “Goodnight Tae.”
Jungkook
You frowned as your hand felt nothing but emptiness. You opened your eyes to find that Jungkook’s side of the bed was empty and untouched. You sat up and turned on your bed side lamp. “Jungkook?” You called out. “Kookie?” When you got no response, you got out of bed.
You threw on one of Jungkook’s hoodies and left to room to go find him. When you walked into the living room and saw the tv still on, you turned to the couch where Jungkook was fast asleep with a controller still in his hands.
You chuckled quietly. You turned everything off and took the controller from him. You kneeled on the couch and shook him gently. He hummed but didn’t wake up. “Jungkook..” You said softly against his ear as you poked his cheek.
You whined when he still didn’t wake up. Jungkook was always the most impossible person to wake up but you didn’t want to go back to bed without him, and he’d be so sore if he slept on the couch all night.
You shuffled closer and shook him again, this time more dramatically. He eyes shot open as he jolted awake, scanning the room to figure out where he was. When his eyes focused and he saw you he smiled softly. “Hey you. What are you doing up?”
“I woke up and you weren’t there so I came to find you and you were sleeping like this.” You explained as you gestured to his position. “I must have passed out while gaming. I’m sorry.” He smiled tiredly and pecked your lips.
“Come to bed, I want to cuddle.” You pouted. He rubbed his eyes and tapped your thigh. “Alright, let’s go.” He stood up from his seat and stretched, trying to get rid of the stiffness in his body. He took your hand and helped you up.
When you reached the bedroom he collapsed on the bed face first, completely exhausted. You crawled in next to him and he rolled over, opening his arms for you. You snuggled into his chest as he yawned. He kissed the top of your head before resting his cheek against it.
You sat down on the floor and stared at Jin as he played his video game. When he noticed you staring, he paused the game and turned, staring at you like you stared at him.
“Jin.” You smiled. “Y/n.” You scooted closer to him so your knees were touching and you squeezed his hands. “So I’ve been thinking..” he sighed and chuckled, “I should have known. What have you been thinking about jagi?”
You looked down at his hands in yours, “I know we’ve never really talked about it before, but how would you feel about..” You hesitated. “Mhm?” He hummed. Your voice was quiet, “I really want to get a pet..” He hesitated, “What kind of pet?” You shrugged, still looking down. “I don’t know, I haven’t thought that far ahead.”
He sighed heavily and squeezed your hands, looking at you as you subconsciously pouted. “I think it’s something we have to discuss a little more..” You looked up at him through your lashes, “That sounds like a no..”
He chuckled softly and lifted your chin with his finger, “It’s not a no. I haven’t had a pet in a long time. Every pet that I had passed away and it was really really hard, and I know you’ve been through that too.” You looked and him, tilting your head as you listened.
“So, I think it might actually be a good time for us to look into it but we need to figure out what kind of pet we want and what it takes to care for them. We have to.. do whatever it is Namjoon would do. Research and all that. So I’m not saying no, I’m saying let’s find the perfect pet for us.”
You smiled and squealed, “Really? Are you serious? We can get a pet?” He nodded, “Of course. Just not until we’ve properly looked into it and discussed it.” He laughed as you squealed again, your grin so wide he was worried your face might break.
“I’m so excited! Oh my god, we have so much to look into. I’m going to get my laptop and start looking at different pets and learn more about them! You can play your game again, I love you Jinnie!” You kissed his lips and got up, running out of the room to find your laptop.
Jin laughed as he watched you run away so excited. He was excited himself and couldn’t wait to start looking into it with you. He turned back to the tv and unpaused his game. He stared at the screen, saved the game, then shut it off.
“Don’t start without me!” He shouted out as he stood up and ran to find you.
Yoongi
Yoongi chuckled as you walked into his studio with a dramatic pout on your face. This was the face you only made when you wanted something so he knew what to expect. He turned his chair around to face you as you stood by the door.
“What do you want this time?” He asked with a smile. You rocked back and forth on your feet and looked down with your hands behind your back. “I love you.” You said, continuing to pout.
He chuckled again, “and I love you. So what is it? Just tell me already.” You shuffled over to him and pulled out your phone. When you turned it around he was looking at a picture of a little orange kitten. He sighed, “Jagi, we talked about this.”
You whined, “But look at him. He was abandoned and he needs a home, he’s just a baby.” You pouted again. “Y/n, we already have a pet.” You sighed, “Holly is your baby, why can’t I have one too? Besides, you’ve always wanted a cat too and Holly loves other animals, wouldn’t it be great to get him a little brother?”
Yoongi ran a hand down his face, “I just don’t think now is the right time. Maybe next year we can look into it.” You frowned, “Yoongi! He needs a home now. He’s so small and cuddly..” He raised an eyebrow, “How do you know he’s cuddly?”
You mumbled something but he couldn’t understand a word. “What was that?” You sighed, “I went to meet him at the shelter. Yoongi you’d love him so much! He’s so sweet and cuddly and he’s not the kind of kitten that scratches and destroys everything. He’s a little angel!”
Yoongi sighed again, “Babe..” Before he could finished you straddled him in his chair and took his face in your hands, “Please yoongi? I love him so much..” When he opened his mouth to say no, you cut him off, “Please?”
You pecked his lips, “Please?” and again, “Please?” and again, “Please?” You gave him puppy dog eyes which he avoided by looking away, chuckling softly. When he turned his head, you leaned down and kissed his neck, “Please?” and again, “Please?”
He closed his eyes as you kissed his neck and sighed, “Okay.” Your head shot up to look at him. “What?” He rolled his eyes and smiled softly as he held the sides of your head. “I said okay. You can get the kitten.”
Your eyes widened with excitement, “For serious?” He chuckled, “Yes!” You covered your mouth as you squealed. You took his face in your hands and kissed his lips over and over, “I love you so much!” He smiled, “Well I would hope so because I love you too.”
You wrapped your arms around his neck and hugged him tightly, “You’re the best boyfriend in the whole world Min Yoongi! I can’t wait to bring him home!” He wrapped his arms around you, a big smile on his face. “We can go get him tomorrow.”
Hobi
“Hobi!” You called in a sing song voice. Hobi chuckled from the kitchen, “I’m in the kitchen!” He replied, also with a sing song voice.
When you skipped into the kitchen you smiled at him cutely, “Hello love of my life!” He smiled, “Hello to you too angel. What’s got you so happy on this fine evening?”
You rocked on your toes and held your hands behind your back. “Uh oh, it looks like you want something.” He said with a laugh. You pouted, twisting in your spot, “I wanna ask you something.” He raised an eyebrow, “Uh huh, and what is it that you wanted to ask?”
“Mmm.. let’s go sit down.” You said, grabbing his hand and pulling him over to the couch. “What’s going on jagi?” He giggled as he sat down. “Well.. I was wondering.. can we please get a pet Hobi, please?” You put your hands together as if you were praying, pouting as you looked at him with pleading eyes.
Hobi froze. He didn’t know what to say that wouldn’t upset you because quite frankly, he didn’t want to get a pet right now. He scratched the back of his head awkwardly, not realizing how long he’d been sitting silently.
“Hobi?” You asked softly. “No.” He blurted out. It broke his heart when your expression dropped and you looked down. “Oh..” He sighed, “Jagi-“ You smiled weakly and shook your head, “No, it’s okay. I just thought I’d ask. I have to go finish my project for work.” You patted his thigh and stood up, leaving the room with what he felt was the saddest expression he’d ever seen on you.
He sighed, feeling really bad for making you sad. He wished he could have said yes, he really did, but the timing of you asking just didn’t work. He pulled himself up and walked up the stairs. He found you sitting in your office, sniffling as you worked on your project.
He sighed sadly, “Jagi?” You jumped and quickly wiped your eyes, offering him a weak smile. “Hey, what’s up?” He walked over to you and turned you chair to face him. He squatted down and rested his hands on your knees. You wiped your eyes with your sleeve as you felt another tear rolling down your cheek.
He smiled weakly, “Hear me out?” You nodded, looking down at your hands. “When I said no, I didn’t mean forever. We can absolutely get a pet, okay? Just not right now. The timing just isn’t right with me going on tour soon and I don’t want to leave you with all the responsibility of taking care of them while I’m gone, that just wouldn’t be fair on you. It’s already unfair that I can’t take you on tour with me.”
You covered your face with your sleeve and cried quietly, not wanting him to see you so upset. “Jagi, please don’t cry. We can get one when I come back, I promise.” He pulled your hand away from your face and wiped your tears with his thumbs. “What’s upsetting you so much?”
You shook your head, not wanting to answer as you continued to avoid eye contact. “We need to talk about it love. I get the feeling that there’s something upsetting you more than me saying we have to wait until after tour.”
You hiccuped, “You going on tour is why I want one..” He frowned, “What do you mean sweetheart?” You wiped your eyes again, unable to stop crying. “I’m completely alone when you go away Hobi.. you and the guys are all I have here. I don’t have family or other friends right now, so when you go away I’m totally alone every single day.”
His heart shattered. “I thought that getting a pet would be nice because I’d have someone to keep me company and keep me distracted from missing you so much. I don’t want to spend another 2 months all by myself.. it’s so hard..”
He stood up and took your hand, “Come on.” He pulled you up from your seat and started walking you out of the room. “Where are we going?” He turned to you, “We’re going to get you a pet, come on.” When he started to walk again, you planted your feet on the ground, making him stop.
“What’s wrong?” He asked. “Hobi, I appreciate it but I don’t want you to do something just because of me, that wouldn’t be fair to you.” He smiled softly and pushed some hair behind your ear, “That’s not why I’m doing it. I already said yes to getting one after, but now that I know why you want one now, I want that too. I don’t want you to ever feel alone because of me, okay? I won’t let that happen. So we’re going to go find you the perfect little friend to keep you company when I can’t.”
You sniffled and chuckled. “What’s so funny?” He asked. You wiped your eyes again, tears finally done falling. “Hobi, it’s 9pm, nothing is open.” He paused, “Right.. Then tomorrow I’m taking you anywhere you want to go and we’re going to get you a little friend.”
You wrapped your arms around his neck and hugged him tightly as his arms wrapped around you. “Thank you, Hobi.” He smiled, “I love you, jagi. Next time just tell me everything, okay? I don’t ever want you to be sad.” You nodded, “I love you too.”
Namjoon
You pouted as Moni completely ignored you and pushed you out of the way to cuddle with Namjoon. You crossed your arms in both annoyance and jealousy.
“What’s wrong babe?” Namjoon asked softly. “Moni never wants to cuddle with me.” He chuckled, “Aw, I’m sorry. I can’t help it if he’s a daddy’s boy.” You sighed, “But it’s not fair.. I want someone to cuddle too.”
He froze, knowing exactly what you were about to say. “Joonie, I want a puppy..” you pouted dramatically. He sighed, “Babe, Moni is a handful as it is and we don’t have the time for another one.”
“Correction, you might not have the time. I have all the time in the world and Moni isn’t much work for me since he hates me.”
“Moni doesn’t hate you! He just favours me.” You whined, “But that’s the problem. He loves you so much that he doesn’t care about my existence, I want someone that I can give attention to and love on like this.” You motioned to Moni curled up on Namjoon’s chest. “Besides, you know I’ve always wanted a puppy.”
He looked down at Moni and back at you. He did feel bad that he got all of the attention and he knew that you had so much love to give, plus when he was away on tour it would be nice to have a puppy to keep you busy.
“What kind of puppy?” He asked. You shrugged, “I don’t know, but nothing that’ll grow up to be massive. Maybe a jindo?” Namjoon paused and thought for a moment, looking down and patting Moni’s head. “What do you think boy? Do you want another dog around to play with?”
When Moni perked up he chuckled. “Okay, I have some conditions.” You nodded excitedly. “It has to be a boy and it has to be neutered. Moni gets way too frisky around females.” You nodded again with a big smile, “I’m okay with that!”
He smiled softly, “Alright jagi, we’ll get you a puppy.” You covered your mouth in excitement, “Seriously?” He chuckled, “Seriously, but we have to do some research first and make sure we find the right little guy for you to love. We can’t just jump right into it.”
You nodded and squealed, pecking his lips. “You are the best boyfriend in the entire world Kim Namjoon.”
Jimin
Jimin walked into the house with a big smile on his face. You raised an eyebrow and looked at him curiously. “What are you so happy about?” He shrugged, “Can’t I just be happy to see you?” You chuckled, “Yes but this is creepy happy and that’s questionable..”
He grinned as he rocked on his feet. “Okay, I sort of have a surprise for you.” You perked up, “What kind of surprise?”
“Weeeeeell.. you know how last year you were saying that you really wanted to get a cat but we couldn’t because I’m allergic and you got really sad and all that?” You nodded slowly, “Yeah? What about it?”
He raised his sleeve and showed you a bandaid on his shoulder. “What is that? Did you get scratched by a cat or something?” He chuckled, “No..”
“Well what is it? You’re really confusing me right now.” You said with confusion. “Come sit down.” He took your hand and pulled you over to the couch. “Jimin you’re freaking me out, what’s going on?”
His smile grew when you both sat down. “So, last year when you got really upset over not being able to get a cat, it really broke my heart. You wanted one so badly and I did too, but of course my allergies would be a problem..”
You nodded. “So when you were so down, I went to see my doctor and he sent me to see an allergist.” Still, you weren’t sure where he was going with this so you stared at him blankly. He chuckled, “This right here,” he pointed to the bandaid, “is covering where I got my very last allergy shot today.”
You looked between him and the bandaid, suddenly clueing into what he was saying. You gasped, “You’re lying..” He giggled excitedly, “I’m not! I got allergy shots so you and I could go about get a little kitty to add to our family.”
You covered your mouth in shock, “Really?” He nodded and bounced in his seat, “Yes really! We can go looking for one any time you want.” You squealed and threw your arms around his neck, “I’m so happy! I love you so much!” He hugged you tightly, his smile never leaving his face, “I love you too!”
“I can’t believe you did this, and I had no idea.” He giggled, “I wanted it to be a surprise. I was going to bring you to the shelter and then tell you but I was just so excited I couldn’t wait!”
“I’m so excited! I can’t believe we’re going to get a little kitty and grow our family.” He grinned cheekily, “Well believe it because now we can have as many cats as we want! But let’s maybe start with one.”
Taehyung
“Tae?” You said shyly as you walked into the kitchen. “Hmm? What’s up?” You looked down, “Well, I was thinking..” He chuckled, “Yes?”
“One of the girls from work has this dog right?” He hummed, unsure as to where you were going with this. “Well, her dog just had puppies-“ He cut you off, “No, absolutely not.”
You frowned, “But Tae-“ He turned back to what he was doing. “I said no. Tannie doesn’t get along well with dogs he doesn’t know and it would be too much work to have another.” You sighed, “But-“ This time he sighed, “Y/n, no. We’re not getting another dog.”
You groaned, “You’re not even listening to me!” You stormed out of the room and went upstairs to your bedroom, slamming the door behind you. You were annoyed. Taehyung didn’t even let you finish a sentence without turning you down and it wasn’t fair.
You threw yourself down on the bed and scrolled through your phone, looking at pictures of the puppies that your coworker had sent to you. You honestly hadn’t expected Tae to say no, and so quickly at that. You thought he would atleast hear you out but instead he decided to be an ass.
You frowned as the door opened, hearing both Tae and Yeontan walking in. “Y/n?” You stayed quiet, continuing to scroll through your phone. He sighed and sat behind you on the bed. “Y/n will you please listen?” You scoffed, “Why should I? You wouldn’t even let me finish a sentence, so no I won’t listen to you.”
You were being stubborn but you were angry and he knew it. “I’m sorry I didn’t let you finish. I feel bad about it and I want to know what you were going to say.” You rolled your eyes, “No you don’t. You just want to make yourself feel better.” He sighed again, “No, I really want to know what you were going to say.”
You shook your head and sat up, “It doesn’t matter anymore, you made up your mind before I even got to say it.” He scooted closer to you and nudged your shoulder, “Why do you want a puppy so bad all of a sudden?”
Your bottom lip quivered and you sniffled. You turned your head away from him, hugging your knees. His expression fell, suddenly realizing what was wrong. “Oh jagi.. is this about Sasha?” You burst out in tears and he felt horrible. Sasha was the dog you had before you and Tae had moved in together. She’d been with you almost your whole life and unfortunately passed away from old age.
Taehyung remembered how hard it was for you to go through, and how you still struggled with it a year later. He’d told you that when you were ready, getting a new puppy would be really helpful as part of your healing and now he had taken that away from you without even thinking.
He pulled you into his chest, “Jagi I’m so sorry, I didn’t even realize.” You sobbed into his chest, “I just miss her so much.” He nodded, patting your hair softly, “I know baby. I take back what I said okay? If you want to get a puppy, we’ll get you a puppy. We’ll just ease Tannie into things.”
You shook your head, “You already said no Tae. You don’t want one and you won’t be happy if we do.” He rocked you side to side, “For some stupid reason I thought you wanted a puppy just because your friend asked you to take one. I didn’t realize that it was so important to you. Of course I’d be happy having another dog around and even more happy that you would be happy too.”
You sniffled, “You promise?” He kissed the top of your head, “Cross my heart.”
Jungkook
You and Jungkook walked hand in hand down the street while you took Bam for a walk. It was a really beautiful day so there were a lot of other people out walking their dogs as well.
Bam was well trained so he wasn’t bothered by the other dogs in the slightest but he took quite an interest in a little corgi puppy. You watched as Bam and the puppy played while Jungkook talked to the man walking it.
The interaction became cuter by the second and you couldn’t peek your eyes away. When you started walking again, you couldn’t help but keep looking back at the puppy. Jungkook noticed, but didn’t say anything and neither did you.
A few days later you sat in Taehyung living room watching Bam and Yeontan play with each other, a smile glued to your face and a sparkle in your eye.
This continued to happen over and over but you never said a word about it. Jungkook always noticed though and he knew exactly what you were thinking even without you saying it.
One evening when he came home from work, he found you completely distracted by your phone as you scrolling through pictures of puppies. He sat down next to you and you jumped when you felt him graze your arm. “Jesus Christ Jungkook, don’t scare me like that!” You said with your hand over your heart. He chuckled and nodded towards your phone, “What were you looking at?”
You laid your phone down on the table and shrugged, “Nothing, I was just scrolling.” He nudged you with his shoulder, a smirk on his face. “Just ask me.” You raised an eyebrow and looked over at him. “Ask you what?” He rolled his eyes and chuckled, “I’m not blind jagi. I noticed the way you’ve been looking at other dogs lately and I just saw you looking at pictures of puppies.”
You stammered, “I-wha- I was ju-“ He shook his head, still chuckling, “Just ask me.” You sighed and your shoulders slumped. “Can we get a puppy?” You pouted and Jungkook stared at you seemingly emotionless, trying to wind you up. You whined, “See this is wh-“
“Yes.” You stared at him with wide eyes, “What?” He smiled, “I said, yes. Let’s get a puppy.” You covered your mouth in surprise, “Are you serious?” He moved your hands and pecked your lips, “Absolutely. I would love to get Bam a little brother or sister. So let’s do it, let’s get a puppy, and you can choose which one you want.”
You threw your arms around him and tackled him to the ground, Bam running over and jumping around. “We’re getting a puppy I’m so happy!” He laughed heartily as you lay on top of him, hugging him as tightly as you could. “All you had to do was ask jagi. I’ve been waiting weeks for you to finally ask.” You kissed all over his face, “I love you so much Kookie!”
He rolled you over so he was hovering over you. “I love you too. Geez, if getting a puppy makes you this happy maybe we should get two!”
Everyone’s eyes were wide as they looked at Yoongi, who threw his hands up in annoyance, “Exactly! That’s the story! She was bitten and lied about it!” Hoseok shook his head as he continued, raising his voice as he finished. “Y/n was bitten by an infected, ten months ago.” Yoongi froze.
“When she got bitten, she never turned, because she’s immune. Her brother was hiding her in the warehouse because if the military found out, they’d run tests on her. They’d found an immune once before and the testing killed him.” Yoongi’s head was spinning as he listened, feeling so much guilt for not letting you explain.
“How do we know she’s telling the truth though? When this whole thing started they said there was no immunity to it. So how is that even possible?” Jimin asked, trying to fully understand the situation. Namjoon fidgeted, a wave of anxiety crashing over him as silence filled the room. Hoseok looked down, “I examined the mark and it was healed. There was no sign of infection either.. but I guess we don’t know for sure..”
“Yes we do.” Namjoon said, making everyone turn to him. “How?” asked Jungkook. He sighed, “Because I’m immune too.” Taehyung chuckled, “Funny, though I’m not sure very appropriate.” Namjoon shook his head. He stood up, pulling his pant leg up above his knee. “I got bit seven months ago.” Everyone’s eyes widened in horror as they looked at Namjoon’s leg. “That’s why you stayed in that restaurant for the night that one time..” Namjoon nodded, sitting back down. “When it happened I was afraid of turning in front of you. I didn’t want any of you to see me like that.”
He looked over at Yoongi who was lost for words. “She’s telling the truth.” Yoongi nodded slowly, reality hitting him like a brick. “I need to go see her.” Hoseok stopped him as he tried to stand up. “Tomorrow. She’s sleeping right now. She hurt her leg so I gave her a sedative to sleep it off.” Yoongi sat back down. “Is she okay?” Hoseok smiled softly, “She’s fine. She was obviously really upset when I got there, but after she told me everything she felt a little better.”
The next morning, Yoongi made his way to the warehouse. Unfortunately for him the walk was a lot longer than expected when he ran into an infected much like the one you first saved him from. He managed to dodge its attacks, shooting it in the head as it stumbled.
When he got to the warehouse, he knocked on the door. He waited patiently but there was no answer. He banged his fist on the door, unsure if you’d heard him the first time. He let out a sigh of relief as the door opened, frowning when he saw how splotchy your face was, most likely from crying.
When he walked in, you locked the door. As soon as you turned to him, he held your face in his hands and pressed a kiss to your lips. “I’m so so sorry.. I never should have left like I did, I should have stayed and let you tell me everything before I jumped to conclusions.” He spoke fast, each word sounding like it was only one. You looked up at him, eyes sad. You moved his hands from your face. “You really hurt me, Yoongi.” You whispered.
He nodded, “I know.. You didn’t deserve to be treated that way.” You looked down like you so often did when you felt shy. “I know I should have told you..” He shook his head, “No, well yes. It would have been good to know sooner but I see now why you kept it hidden.” You looked up at him through your lashes, “I didn’t want to scare you away, but I did anyway.”
He shook his head, taking your hands in his, “It doesn’t matter, I’m here now. I’m listening. Tell me what I didn’t let you tell me before.” He pulled you into your room, sitting down comfortably on the bed. You sat across from him, nervously playing with the end of your shirt. “Ten months ago, I was living at home with my brother. One day we were out and he was showing me how to control my nerves when I shoot.” He nodded, encouraging you to continue.
When he was collecting the targets, an infected came running out of the woods. I didn’t have a chance to react before it knocked me to the ground. The gun flew out of my hands and I couldn’t reach it. When I was trying to shove it off of me, it bit into my side. Before it could rip away the flesh, my brother shot it.” He squeezed your hand, “Then what?” He asked softly. “I was scared and I kept telling him to leave so I wouldn’t hurt him, but he refused. He carried me back home and kept watch over me. The amount of time it takes to turn is different for everyone, but it’s never longer than 24 hours. When that time passed and I didn’t turn or have any sort of viral reaction, we found out I’m immune.”
“So he found this place and moved you in here to keep you safe from the military..” You nodded, “Exactly. He knew what they did to the immune and how many times their tests failed, so he didn’t want them to do it to me.” He scooted closer to you, looking at you for permission as he held the end of your shirt. When you nodded, he rolled it up to get a better look at the mark. It was healed but very much a permanent scar. His fingers ran across it gently, feeling every part of it. “I’m so sorry for reacting the way I did.” He whispered. He leaned down, pressing his lips to the mark, leaving gentle kisses all around it.
You ran your fingers through his hair, smiling softly as he kissed your side. He sat back up, smoothing your shirt back down. “I promise that from now on I’ll wait until you’re finished telling me everything before I make any decisions to run away.” You moved closer to him, curling into his side comfortably. “I promise that from now on I’ll tell you everything.” He ran his fingers through your hair gently. “Is there anything else you I should know?” You shook your head, “I only had two secrets. You know them both now.” You hesitated, “Well, there is actually something else I want to tell you but it’s not a secret.”
He raised an eyebrow as you looked up at him. “What is it?” You craned your neck and pressed a soft kiss to his lips. “I think I love you.” His lips turned up into a wide smile, chuckling softly as a blush appeared on his face. He stroked your cheek gently with his thumb as he pulled you in for a kiss. “I think I love you too.”
