Sep 28, 2025
sabito makes me fucking insane. whatever the fuck concept of Sabito thats formed in my head made itself in some BROKEN fucking connection in my synapses bc ill see or hear something completely unrelated to sabito or even kimetsu no yaiba and the instant overwhelming thought of "thats sabito" hits me like a fucking tsunami. the mental image of a creature in its egg getting a pulse of life and sending out a single solid kick to break the shell that cages it. except the egg is my chest and after that thump it feels like someone injected me with caffeine when i wasnt looking
#reason why giyuus one of my favorite bc i relate to him & can project onto him my obsessions with Sabito#hes no longer a character now hes a concept#shafts of light beaming through clouds to warm you / sunlight thats *sun light* and slowly burns you in its presence /#soft smiles that promise comfort / bared fangs that promise retribution#i cant fucking#hggh#HGHRH#FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. F U CK#someone needs to put me down#im fuckign. hgjghgggh#imagine a graph. neurotypicals have a range of emotion that can be averaged into a baseline. theres ups and downs- sharp declines that#slow back up to happy and sharp inclines that peter out back toward baseline.#now take that neurotpycals graph line and drag it down so the entirety of it is in the negative. that is the baseline with depression#now. my theory is. that this^^^ is a very rare and short lived occurence where my depression graph lifts into the positives for the first#time in months. its an outlier. its like your eyes being accustomed to the dark & suddenly theres a spark & it fucking Blinds you for a sec#anyway#i need to work on my website bc i NEED to create a sabitocore shrine for all the shit thats made me go fucking insane like this#moth to a flame need to touch the light than burns#FUCK#SABITO. SABITO ABITO SABIOT SABITO SABITO SABITO SABITO SABITO SABITO SABITO SABITO SABITO SABITO SABITO SABITO SABITO SABITO SABITO SABITO#[sniper shot.mp3]#loverboy sabito posting#its been like this forever btw its just since my artistic inclinations have dried up i have zero outlet for it now
