Kai wasn’t a morning person. That was something you learned pretty early on.
So, it didn’t surprise you when you woke up before him, still tangled in the blankets, his arm draped lazily over your waist. His face was buried in the pillow, hair sticking up in every direction, lips slightly parted as he breathed evenly.
You shifted slightly, trying to stretch, and he let out a groggy whine, pulling you closer.
“Don’t move,” he mumbled, voice thick with sleep.
“I have to pee.”
“No, you don’t.” His arm tightened, trapping you. “Stay.”
You sighed, biting back a laugh. “Kai, I’m not going anywhere. I just need to—”
“Nope.” He tucked his face against your shoulder, voice muffled. “If you leave, I’ll get cold. And then I’ll be sad. And then you’ll have to spend all day cheering me up.”
“You’re so dramatic.”
“Mmm, but you like me anyway.” His lips curved slightly against your skin, and you rolled your eyes, running a hand through his messy hair.
“Debatable.”
At that, he suddenly pulled back, squinting at you through half-lidded eyes. “What did you just say?”
You smirked. “I said… debatable.”
For a moment, he just blinked at you. Then, without warning, his hands darted to your sides.
“Kai, don’t—”
Too late. His fingers danced against your ribs, squeezing lightly, and you instantly shrieked, twisting in his hold.
“Kai, stop—!” you gasped between laughs, trying to escape.
“Say you like me,” he grinned, continuing his attack.
“No!” You thrashed, kicking the blankets, but he was relentless, laughing along with you as he dug his fingers into the one spot he knew made you squirm.
“Say it!”
“I—CAN’T—BREATHE—”
He finally slowed, giving you a chance to catch your breath, but his hands still hovered threateningly near your waist. “One more chance,” he warned, his eyes glinting with mischief. “Say. It.”
You huffed, pretending to glare at him, but the second his fingers twitched, you caved.
“Fine! I like you!”
Kai immediately stopped, grinning in victory. “See? That wasn’t so hard.”
You groaned, still breathless. “You’re the worst.”
He just smirked, stretching before flopping back onto the pillow beside you. His arm lazily draped over your waist again, his warmth making it impossible to stay annoyed.
A few moments passed before he mumbled, half-asleep, “I like you too, by the way.”
You didn’t say anything, just smiled to yourself, letting the quiet settle between you.
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thoughts on txt + hyperfem reader ? :o like reader who luvs pink n bows n skirts n ribbon n lace n sanrio n evrythin prtty ! !
ooo yes yes yes !!
warning: hyperfem!reader
soobin would absolutely adore it, loving the way you dress up for any and all occasions, sometimes feeling like maybe he needs a bit of dressing up to do <3 your side of the closet consists of pink, white, more pink, more white, and maybe a dash of other colors.. while his side mainly contains neutrals that compliment your favorite color pretty well. he loves the days where you wear skirts and thermal leggings in the winter because then that means he can place his big hands on your thighs to warm you up!!
yeonjun would definitely compliment you all the fucking time.. especially when you walk around so confident :c like yessss, slay! that's my baby! i think yeonjun would love going shopping with you, whether in person or online, doesn't matter because he loves picking things out for you to wear and vice versa.. he knows your style and what you like by now so when you open up a surprise gift from him, it has you squealing around like a little kid on christmas :< not to mention i think he'd be a sucker for sanrio blind boxes dont ask me why
beomgyu would encourage it the most i think, i think he's the type of person to truly love someone and all their flaws, not that liking sanrio or being girly is one, but some people might find it odd at times... him though? he finds it so fucking fascinating. asking you how to tie a bow so that he could match with you, quizzing himself on the different sanrio characters so that whenever he sees your collection he can call them by name and watch your eyes light up so cutely! and maybe even trying on your heels just for funsies LMAO
taehyun's a tricky one.. i feel like this sort of aesthetic/personality is newer to him and definitely goes way against the gym bro vibe he gives out. but something about the thought of him being so athletic and looking after his feminine partner makes him bubble with butterflies and blush. likes the idea of you leaning onto him and asking him for help with your outfits and bows and plushies and etc.. because he truly likes being protective over you and being there to guide you like a strong man like him can
huening kai.. he would be the most likely, imo, to have such a feminine partner.. i mean he himself really fucking enjoys cutesy stuff like molang and sanrio. i dont doubt that he wouldnt indulge in those things with you <33 i also feel like he would look so so comfy next to his lover who wears pink and bows and skirts and stuff :c just him in his massive hoodie and you in your skirt not to mention how adorable he would find you if you wore his clothes over your pink frilly ones <33 talk about possessiveness, he'd love showing you off like that
Chapter Warnings: Smut (M x F) , Fluff, Oral (F and M receiving ), Vaginal fingering, Unprotected sex, praise, slight dumbification, dirty talk, slight food play (i promise it's nothing crazy), multiple orgasms, slight overstimulation
W.C.: 3.7 K
Mood Playlist: Temptation
Day 14
You woke up in a blurry haze of confusion and disbelief. Confused because it was very warm and you were basically sweating from the sweltering heat that was being produced by the men that had you trapped on all sides.
The men is what had you in disbelief.
You may have taken Yeonjun up on his proposition to drink with him and the others and one drink turned into three… and what was some innocent flirting turned into some not so innocent kissing and some roaming hands. The entire night was a blur and all you knew is you had managed to kiss all five men but judging by your very present amount of clothing you hadn’t gone much farther than that. Although after you had almost gone all the way with three out of five of them, it wouldn’t really make much of a difference.
You attempted to sit up, but two of the heavy arms draped over you kept you bound to your small space. You turned your head to try and see who your captors were and it didn’t surprise you to see Hueningkai to your left and Yeonjun to your right. You huffed in annoyance since the heat was starting to become unbearable. “Hyuka… can you move please? It’s too hot.” You whispered, shaking him a little.
He didn’t budge.
“Soobin it's hot.” No response.
You groaned in frustration trying to push the dead weight of their arms off of you, but the moment you were free from Soobin’s grasp he just draped his arm back over you and pulled you closer.
“Binnie, please, I'm burning up under you two!” You didn’t want to resort to whining, but the heat was becoming unbearable at this point.
“Five more minutes…” His deep, sleepy voice rumbled next to your ear.. You huffed again a small pout overtaking your lips as you waited for him to release you.
After what felt like hours (15 minutes) the fairies finally released you from their death grips. That allowed you to finally cool down, use the bathroom, and think about how you were going to act normally around them after last night. There was no way you could continue denying your attraction to the fairies, but you also didn’t know if it was just lust or if you actually felt something. You knew the fairies felt something, but you yourself really couldn’t pinpoint your emotions. For the past half of the month you had been easing yourself into their world and them. After your first week there with nothing but time to get to know them, you knew what you felt wasn’t purely platonic (you had known that for days now, but no one else had to). You figured your best bet was to just go with it, but what if it backfired and last night was just a drunken mistake. You knew it wasn’t but your anxieties couldn’t help but tell you otherwise.
“Y/N?” A soft voice broke you from your thoughts ,and you turned around to see Hueningkai in your doorway.
“Hi Hyuka, what’s up?” You asked, motioning him to join you on your bed.
“I wanted to go out on a walk and picnic, but everyone is busy. Do you wanna come with me?” He asked tentatively, avoiding eye contact with you. He was seriously gonna kill you with his cuteness. If not falling for Hueningkai’s cuteness was the trial, your life would’ve been signed away to the five by now.
“Yeah, I’ll join you, just let me change and I'll meet you downstairs ok?” The fairy nodded before excusing himself to give you some privacy. You didn’t want to keep him waiting for long so you quickly found a dress to throw on before fixing your hair and making your way toward the stairs.
The walk to the grove was short but scenic. Your favorite part was the trees that grew in an almost tunnel-like way, providing shade from the sun's rays.
Hueningkai had prepared some sandwiches, fruit, juice and cookies for the two of you. Once again his cuteness was about to kill you when you noticed the sandwiches were in the shape of hearts You couldn’t say no to him when he insisted on feeding you the juicy fruit that Taehyun had harvested for the two of you.
“You have some juice on you, hold on.” Hueningkai leaned forward to swipe his thumb on the side of your mouth. You were about to thank him for the kind gesture but quickly fell silent as he stuck his thumb in his mouth to suck the sweet juices off of it. He pulled the digit out of his mouth with a quiet pop before smiling at you, and leaning forward once again, this time to close your mouth. “You’ll catch flies if you leave your mouth open like that.” He smiled cheekily before sitting back on the heels of his palms.
You felt a small blush rise to your cheeks as you avoided eye contact with the light fairy.
“Cute.”
You grabbed a sandwich to quickly distract him from your cheeks that were only growing hotter by the second. “Is the sandwich good?” You nodded glancing up at him as you chewed. He just continued smiling at you, his pearly teeth peeking out from between his lips.
Once you finished your sandwich you leaned forward to grab a blueberry and pressed it against Hueningkai’s lips. He parted them allowing you to pop the small fruit in, chewing slowly while staring intently at you. You grabbed a strawberry this time once he fished chewing and placed it between his parted lips.
You were about to sit back when the fairy reached forward, in what you assumed was an attempt to feed you some more fruit. You allowed him to get closer, and parted your lips slightly in preparation, and you got it, as well as Hueningkai’s tongue pushing the strawberry between his lips into your mouth. You didn’t fight it, you let him take the lead, tongues dancing around the sweet fruit while juices began dripping down your chin. The strawberry was becoming a mess in the two of your mouths and eventually nothing stood between your tongues as they fought for dominance. You were able to put up a good fight but as Huenungkai laid you down on the blanket and a small whimper left you, it was a sign that you were willing to give up. A sign that you were willing to let him and the others win and become theirs.
“Been wanting this since I watched you with Beomgyu. I was so jealous he got to touch you.” He breathed out against your lips. ”Wanted you so bad.” You arched your back as his hands reached under you to cup your ass, roughly squeezing the flesh that only had a thin pair of panties separating him from your skin. His hand traveled up to the side of your thighs and up to your hips, gripping them roughly as he dove back in for another kiss. This kiss was just as hungry, but slowly became softer the longer your lips were entangled. The fairy was grinding his cock into your own clothed core, searching for any friction he could create between the two of you. You grinded back against him smiling softly into the kiss as you felt him shutter out a breath.
“Kai, stop teasing, come on.” A small whine left you as you captured his bottom lip between your teeth to try and spur him on more. It seemed to work because his fingers that were on your hips had now moved to the band of your underwear and were slowly pulling them down. He kissed down your legs, looking up at you with lidded eyes as he finally slipped the small piece of fabric off of you. Hueningkai slipped off his shirt revealing his toned torso. Before you could admire it he was leaning back into you, this time his lips found their way to your neck. He began sucking and nipping the skin of your jugular, leaving marks in his wake. Everything felt so overwhelming and he wasn’t even inside of you, you knew taking him would be a challenge though as his growing erection continued pressing into your core.
Your lips were parted, letting out small pants as Hueningkai pulled your dress down to suck on your nipples. He took the right into his mouth while palming the other one roughly. “Hyuka, please,” You hated the way your voice betrayed you, eluding to just how fucked out you already were.
“Please what? I’m a fairy, not a mind reader.” If it were any other situation you’d probably slap him for making a joke like that, but in your current state you couldn’t care less what he said to you.
“Please, fuck me!” You choked out, throwing your head back as he bit down harshly onto your left nipple. He continued assaulting the bid until it was swollen and red like your right before speaking again.
“Gotta prep you first, mmk?” You nodded before helping him remove your dress fully, and then his own pants and underwear.
Even though he already saw you half naked you could feel yourself growing shy under his lustful gaze. You covered yourself with your arms to try and divert his eyes away from your body.
“Don’t get all shy on me now.” He chuckled before laying you back down, capturing your lips in a slow kiss that made you relax again. You were so occupied with the way his lips felt against your you didn’t notice the hand he was reaching into the container with the fruit which was slowly starting to become more juice than fruit as it remained uncovered. Hueningkai pulled away from you causing a small whine to bubble from your chest, but before you could complain more you felt two of his fingers slipping past your plush lips.
“Suck.” You gladly complied, sucking all the sweet juices from his digits that he was moving in and out of your mouth. He watched you with lust filled eyes as you made quick work of the juice that was sticking messily to his fingers. Occasionally a moan would slip from you when he would reach his fingers down the back of your throat to tease you a little, but it would only spur you on and make you sick with more vigor.
Hueningkai soon removed his fingers and replaced them with his lips before pulling away and trailing down your body. Kissing from your neck, to your chest, your stomach and eventually down to your thighs where he spread each apart to plant a soft peck on. You felt embarrassed the longer he stared at your dripping center and instinctively tried to close your legs, but we’re stopped by his broad shoulders which we’re keeping them apart. “So pretty and so wet. That's all for me too isn’t it?” You nodded a soft blush dusting your cheeks at the way he ogled your core.
You jumped when he began teasing your folds with his fingers, shivering at the way his fingers would catch on your entrance. After feeling like he had teased you enough he slowly inserted two of his fingers in you, marveling at how wet you were. There was no resistance against his fingers so he took that as a sign to begin moving. You let out soft moans as Hueningkai worked two of his fingers inside of you. He would scissor them apart occasionally to stretch you for a third, but at this rate you’d be fine taking his cock now. You knew he would protest if you tried to rush him so you allowed him to take his time with you.
“Hyuka, you can add more,” You moaned out, arching your back as he curled his fingers into your g-spot. You expected to feel the loss of his fingers, but gasped when you felt something wet insert itself next to his fingers.Your hand immediately flew to his hair, roughly gripping the brown locs as he slurped noisily at your cunt. You felt yourself clenching each time he moaned into your center, sending shivers throughout your body. The feeling was overwhelming especially since he would lick over your clit occasionally or use his thumb to apply pressure to it. You were close to seeing stars from how well he was eating you out and when he curled his fingers in you again the feeling you felt in your stomach finally snapped. You came with his name rolling off your tongue as you arched your back high on the picnic blanket. Hueningkai was noisily slurping up your release, making sure not to waste a drop. You carded your hand through his hair as you looked down at him, trying to recover from the bliss he just made you feel.
“Can you go again?” He asked softly, climbing up to connect your lips in a sweet kiss, stroking your cheek with his thumb.
“Yeah, I can… lean back.” You whispered against his lips, pushing on his shoulder to make him sit back against the large tree behind him. You leaned down and unbuckled his pants, pulling down the material along with his underwear. Hueningkai shimmied out of the fabric which you tossed somewhere before stroking his cock. It was a little bit longer than Beomgyu’s but not as thick, it still felt just as heavy in your hand as you slowly worked him up. Hueningkai threw his head back against the tree as you continued pleasuring him. You wanted a different reaction out of him though so you bent down and took the tip of his dick into your mouth. He moaned loudly, one of his hands immediately flying to the back of your head to grip your hair. You suckled on the tip at first to tease him a bit, loving the way small whines fell from his lips.
“Y/N, please move!” He sounded so broken and you loved it. You glanced up at the light fairy’s face through your lashes and could see the tears beginning to prick in his eyes. You wanted to see that first tear fall no matter what and once you saw one of the fat droplets streak down his cheek you finally began moving. You took Hueningkai’s cock whole in your mouth until it hit the back of your throat. You gagged a little, but didn’t falter as you continued to deep throat him. The grip he had on your hair was beginning to make your head hurt, but you didn’t want the symphony of high pitched moans to stop anytime soon.
Once your throat felt sore enough you pulled off of the man, still stroking his cock to make up for the loss of your mouth. “Y/N, I need you, please…” You could get used to the begging, especially if this is all it took to get it. Not wanting to be cruel though you quickly climbed over his lap and lined up his cock with your awaiting entrance. You slowly sank down, moaning at how deep he was able to reach inside of you once he was fully in.
“Fuck baby, you’re so big, feels so good inside me.” You praised, kissing the corner of his eye to get rid of a tear that was on the verge of falling. “Does it feel good baby?” The man beneath you nodded, dropping his head into your shoulder. He’d been silent since you sank down aside from a small moan he let out, probably overwhelmed from how much pleasure he was feeling. “You’re so cute, can’t even answer me properly because you’re so pussy drunk. Isn’t that right?” You felt him nod against your shoulder which made you let out a small coo. For someone that was so confident and in control earlier, it was amazing how quickly he could be reduced down to a teary mess and you hadn’t even begun moving yet.
“Please move…” Hueningkai’s broken voice cut through the silence of the forest. You obliged him and began slowly rocking back and forth on his cock. His whiny moans began filling your ears, which made your slow rock turn into an enthusiastic bounce. Hueningkai was gripping your hips so hard you were sure there would be bruises later, but you couldn’t care less. The grip only made you bounce harder. Your moans reverberated around the forest as the light fairy’s cock reached deep inside you. Hueningkai’s head was still tucked into your shoulder, you could feel the sheen of sweat that was beginning to form on his forehead. His hair was beginning to dampen, sticking to your shoulder like a spider web covered in dew. “Y/N, slow down, please, too close!” He sounded frantic, his moans cutting off each word as he tried to contain his pleasure.
“You can handle one more, right baby? Be good for me.”
That was all it took for Hueningkai to let go. The grip he had on your waist became carnal as he released inside of you. The whines that tumbled from him sounded adjacent to sobs as he slumped against you. You could feel him twitching inside of you, as his body shook from the aftershocks of his orgasm. You lifted the fairy’s head from your shoulder, softening at the way his eyes gleamed with unshed tears, while his blushed cheeks had tear tracks running all the way down to his chin. “Aww my sweet baby, can you take one more?” You kissed both his cheeks and his lips, pulling back to be met with a small nod and a sniffle. You smiled at the man under you, placing another sweet kiss on his lips. He kissed back, his rough grip loosening as he began to get lost from the way his lips felt against yours. You could feel him begin to get hard again, and involuntary clenched as his length began to fill and stretch you to the brim. “Hyuka,” You mumbled against his lips, “can I move please?” You felt the vibration of his affirmative hum against your lips, and wasted no time setting a steady pace. You settled for a rock since your legs were slightly sore from bouncing earlier, but that didn’t stop either of you from moaning in pleasure. You swallowed Hueningkai’s loud moans, raking your hands through his dark locks, steadily rocking your hips into his. He used his strength to help you, pistoning his hips to meet yours, while pushing you back and forth with his strong hands.
One of his hands moved down to your clit which he began rubbing in time with his thrusts. You couldn’t help but moan loudly into his mouth as you felt your high approaching. “Making me feel so good. Want you to fuck me dumb on your cock.” Those words caused something to switch in the fairy and suddenly you were being pushed backwards. Hueningkai wasted no time throwing your legs over his shoulders before he began thrusting into you without abandon. He was fucking into you deeply and quickly, causing a string of moans and curses to fall from your lips. “You feel so good,pussy ’s is so tight for me.” Hueningkai moaned, throwing his head back in pleasure. You couldn’t help the way you clenched around him from hearing the title come out his mouth. He reached his hand back down to your clit, rubbing it roughly. The fairy’s hips didn’t falter, no matter how much you clenched around him, your moans rivaling his own. “Are you close?” The fairy breathed out, hiking your ass higher up onto his knees, to get a better angle. You let out a strangled moan with your affirmation as your back arched off the ground. Hueningkai didn’t let up, using that as motivation to get you to finish.
It only took a few more thrusts from that angle to have you spilling all over his cock, whines of his name tumbling past your lips as he fucked you through the after shocks. He thrusted a few more times into your overstimulated pussy before releasing again, moaning out your name before he slumped in place. You looked up at the branches above you, feeling the warm patches of sunlight that were hitting your skin. Hueningkai leaned over you, obstructing the beams of light before kissing you deeply. You basked in the afterglow of your orgasm with the fairy, smiling into the sweet kiss.
When you and Hueningkai returned to the tree hand in hand, you were met with a few knowing looks from the others. As well as a not so happy look from Beomgyu. “I wanted to fuck her first!” The animal fairy whined, looking visibly upset at his youngest boyfriend.
“You snooze, you lose Gyu, not my fault you decided to do homework.” Hueningkai smirked, pulling you closer to him.
“Hold on… did you finish your homework yet?” Soobin chimed in, raising an eyebrow at the light fairy. Hueningkai paled, smiling shyly at his two oldest boyfriends who were cuddled up on the bed.
“Kai Kamal Huening. Library. Now.” Soobin said sternly, standing up from the bed, much to Yeonjun’s dismay. Hueningkai hung his head in shame while Beomgyu laughed evilly at the one triumphant man who was being punished.
You looked over in sympathy at the youngest fairy who sulkily made his way downstairs with Soobin. “Poor petal…” Yeonjun sighed, but quickly changed his tune by opening his arms for you. You obliged the fairy, making your way to the bed, falling into his awaiting embrace. “You’re quite the busy bee, aren’t you, orange blossom?” You smiled shyly, but nodded, knowing there was no use denying anything. “Did he cry?” You nodded again, your once shy smile morphing into something more mischievous.
“He’s so pretty when he cries Junnie, wish you could’ve seen.” Yeonjun smiled down at you, leaning in to peck your lips.
“I’ve seen him cry plenty. Most of the time I'm the source of those tears.” You hummed, snuggling into the fairy’s chest. “Hopefully next time, I get to see what you did to bring him to tears though. I didn’t think you had it in you to dominate any of us, but it looks like I've been proven wrong.”
after class hours with your study buddy, heuningkai.
pairing: heuningkai x reader
genre: fluff
word count: 601
its almost the end of the semester, which only means that finals is also coming.
you are walking to the library to study. its 5 in the afternoon so you expect the library to be nearly empty, but to your surprise, it's packed with students who are studying as well. you scanned the place for an empty seat when you noticed someone waving his hands towards your direction.
"y/n, over here!" it's heuningkai, your study buddy.
you jog over to where he was seated. "i thought you can't come?" you asked.
"i wouldn't miss it for the world, y/n" he replied with his signature angelic smile.
"you mean, your date didn't come?" you corrected him as you take your notes from your bag.
"ahh sometimes I just wish you're a little bit dumber." he replied propping his elbows on the table, observing you as you settle down and prepare your stuff.
"yah!" you replied acting offended.
"why? that's a compliment you know!" he playfully replied.
"whatever" you said as you roll your eyes which made him chuckle.
you can't help but admire his cuteness, to which you almost immediately repressed the thought. this man seating across you, jung heuning, is way out of your league.
he is popular with girls, and other guys admire him as well. the only reason why you became close was because he is a close friend of your cousin, soobin. more than his fallen angel slash greek god type visuals, it's his personality that made him more likeable.
he is very genuine and friendly. he knows he is very popular in school but he never allowed that to get into his head. instead, he used that opportunity to be friends with everyone. you also admire how simple and child-like he can get.
"what's the problem?" he asked breaking you off your train of thoughts.
"huh?"
"you just sighed. do you have a problem?" he asked with his eyes marked with concern.
its you. you are my problem. "i did?" you asked trying to act innocent.
"yeah. you seem... sad" he said without breaking eye contact.
that's another thing about him, he makes eye contact. when he is talking to you or whenever you are saying something, his eyes will never leave yours. it makes you feel acknowledged and special like you're the only person that exist in his world. but it also makes you feel extremely uncomfortable in the fear that his stares might bore through your thoughts.
"nah, i was running out of breath i guess." it took all your willpower to look away and find excuses to answer him.
"oh, is it because i'm in front of you? i don't blame you though." he teased airily. "i can just seat beside you if you like." he added, motioning to stand up.
you looked up at him only to be greeted by his smirking face.
"you know what? i regret thinking how down to earth you are, when you're actually a narcissistic—" you caught yourself midway realizing your mistake.
"ohhh, so you were thinking of me?" he asked smirking even more. "how sweet, y/n."
"yeah, i was thinking of ways to strangle you without getting jailed for attempted murder." that's probably the most honest thing you said.
you really want to strangle him for being too good to be true, and for the fact that you can't bring yourself to tell him how deep you have fallen for him.
"well, I think you'll get jailed anyway", he said after a brief moment of silence, "for taking my breath away everytime you smile".
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Help!!! quite a long time ago I remember reading this beomgyu one shot but now I can’t find it. It was about y/n being the student council President and going to prom by themself and feeling kinda lonely then they come across beomgyu at prom and he’s kinda like “wanna dance?” AND IT WAS JUST SO CUTE MY GOSH and I really need it in my life rn 💔 pls help my poor soul out 😞🥺
Your eyes met as soon as he entered the room, the hardships the two of you had endured were yet to be spoken about, and yet somehow you both understood. Kai softly smiled as he stepped closer towards you until he was right by your side.
Instinctively, you rested into his side, allowing your eyelids to flutter shut. His touch was light against the exposed skin of your arm, reassuring you that he was at last back with you.
“I didn’t say anything wrong today, did I?” He asked you. His mind had been dreading coming home to you all day, having your name mentioned in every interview of the press conference, he felt a pressure to make sure he said the right things and not hurt you.
Your head nodded in response to him, having paid close attention to each interview as it came out. You knew the pressure he was under and how uncomfortable he must have been, but with each response he made you proud with how well he described your relationship.
His body softened with relief at your smile, allowing himself to fall back across the bed, pulling you down with him, keeping you closely into your side.
“You’ve worked hard today,” you whispered up to him, resting your hand against his chest. “I can’t imagine how stressful all of that must have been for you, but you handled it so well, and didn’t put a single foot wrong.” His head tilted down, pressing his lips to the top of your head as you continued, “why don’t we do something to help you relax?”
Plenty of ideas ran through his mind, but there was only one place that he wanted to be. After talking about you endlessly and imagining all these scenarios with you, all he wanted to do was just be back with you.
He knew you’d be sat all day listening to him, you always did whenever he had a broadcasted schedule. As the day went on you could see how tired he was becoming and how much everything was taking out of him.
Which was why, when he came home that night you knew that he probably would do nothing, it was always his routine. But if there was one thing you did enjoy about his busy days; it was how affectionate he became when the two of you settled at night.
The grip he held on you was a little bit tighter, his lips would press on you a little more often, and there were easily no complaints from you.
He kept you close as he turned your bodies around, so you laid out properly on the bed, he propped himself up with his pillow, allowing his body to be your own. His hands wrapped firmly around your waist as he began to reflect on his day, it wasn’t easy with all the jobs, but talking about you was the easiest job in the world.
“What’s on your mind?” You asked as he heavily sighed, “what did you make of today?”
“It was really good,” he assured you, kissing into your hairline, “I’m just thinking a lot about all the things we spoke about. I don’t think I really took a moment earlier to realise all the things I said, but now I can’t stop thinking about it.”
He’d spent so long talking about you without giving his words much thought, but as he thought back to them, he realised how true they were. There were many things he’d never said to you before out of embarrassment and fear, but maybe that was something he needed to change.
“What do you think about the things you said?” You queried, “because I’ve got some thoughts to if you want to hear them.”
Just as Kai realised, he hadn’t spoken so openly about his feelings, you were realising too all of these feelings he had for you that he’d never expressed before. It provoked plenty of thoughts in you too as your relationship played on your mind a lot.
“I’m just happy,” he whispered down to you.
Your head nodded in agreement; it was a mutual feeling between you both. Other feelings were never really discussed, but the two of you always made it a bit of a mission to make sure that the other knew that you made them happy.
As the two of you became more comfortable with each other, Kai especially began to talk more, but he always found himself getting too nervous before he could finish. There would always be a small part of a sentence that would be dropped that would leave you on the edge.
He liked to keep his feelings close, but when someone got him talking about you, he often found himself struggling to stop. Around anyone but you, he could talk about you all day.
“Is there anything else you wanted to say?” You asked.
His head nodded, “there’s a lot I could say, most of it I probably said today, but I’ll always feel bad that I’ve never actually said all of that to your face until now.”
“So, tell me.”
He chuckled lightly, it sounded easy when you put things like that, but when he’d always shied away from it, now he didn’t really know how to react.
“I hope that you already know how important you are to me,” he nervously spoke, “and I want to make sure you know that everything I said in the interviews today was true. You’re special, and beautiful, and funny, and if I don’t stop now then I probably won’t stop all night.”
“I wouldn’t complain if you told me about your feelings all night,” you teased, trailing several kisses along his jaw. “It was nice to hear you open up, even if I did already know all of those feelings were how you felt, hearing you say it just made it feel a lot more real.”
He smiled down at you, pressing his hand to the side of your face, not letting you look away from him, even for a second.
“I’ve always felt that actions speak louder than words, but nowadays I’m beginning to realise that words can be pretty impactful too.”
“Why don’t you use actions and words?”
With that, he tilted down to press his lips to yours, peppering several sweet, soft kisses across your face. You couldn’t help but blush at the delicate touch he held over you, taking care of you like he always did so well.
Once he eventually pulled away from you, he continued to hold you tightly into his chest, enjoying the feeling of you wriggling in his hold to try and get yourself some air.
“Now I’ve used my actions, let me use my words,” he hummed, “I’m falling so in love with you Y/N.”
Instantly, your hand pressed to his chest to pull yourself up and look at him. The L word was something you’d never heard come from his lips. He chuckled at the expression on your face, repeating his words once again to make sure you knew exactly what he’d said.
“I’m falling for you too,” you mumbled, “much more than I ever thought I would. Hearing everything you said today has just made me fall so much more for you.”
“I know I’m not the best at speaking out loud, but just trust me when I tell you I plan on keeping you with me forever, if that’s something you want too.”
