On a serious note, I think Yesung would just think you are weird because lets face it, he is no normal human as well. Like the man loves philtrums! Anyway, you would go to Yesung afraid that if he was told about your OCD he would just explode and not even hear you out, but that wasn’t the case. You would sit him down and then he would just laugh at you for thinking he would be angry over that. He would express his apology for being dense and not noticing earlier, but also devote himself to being more observant, placing kisses all over your face with a bright smile.

‘I know it isn’t a very natural thing, but I hope you will accept me.’

‘You kidding right? You honestly thought I would be angry at you, baby? If that is so then you are more dense then I am, and that is saying a lot.’

Kangin

Hmmm Kangin okay he was a little hard but he would be sharp in catching your meaningless repetition of words and how you would have food aversion. You would hide away most of the time and he would find you one day in the bedroom. He would slowly come in and take you into his arms and ask what was wrong. You would remain silent but he would eventually tickle it out of you. Explaining it, he would then take your face in his hands and give you a light kiss on the forehead.

‘I can see you are scared and I want to help, so tomorrow, we can go see someone if you like.’

‘You are truly amazing, Kangin…thank you.’

Shindong

You would have an unhealthy obsession of checking that the door was locked or that you switched off the stove, and being Shindong, he would joke about it. Saying that you are being paranoid, fully unaware that you were actually suffering from OCD. One day you would be with him and the others. He would have you by his side so you were unable to move. The feeling to go and check on things got so bad that you burst into tears and he gets scared. Everyone leave and he asks what is wrong and you explain through tears. He would wipe them with is thumbs and smile sweetly at you, explaining to you that he would not be mad and he is just worried.

‘I-I have OCD, that is why I continually check things…I am sorry and I understand if you would want to leave me.’

‘What? I would never do such a thing but what I do want to do is say that you need to tell me things. I care deeply for you, Y/N.'

Sungmin

Minnie would have experienced one of your panic attacks but you would then hide them from him, worried he would end things. You would be in the kitchen when suddenly anxiety took over and you fell to your knees, holding your chest. Sungmin would come running in and you would point to the meds on the table and he would give you one. Slowly you would calm down and he would demand what was wrong because he has seen this happen once before. Upon telling him that you had others and you suffered from OCD, he would be very hurt. Sad mostly. But seeing your scared face, he would lighten up and take you to the bedroom and cuddle you close.

‘No more hiding things, what if this happened and I wasn’t around? If you suffer from OCD, then I want to be involved more, regardless that we have been together for a few months.’

‘You are to kind Minnie, thank you.’

Eunhyuk

So weirdly enough, our Jewel boy is very tidy and neat but his hygiene is another story lol. But when he sees you love everything neat and clean, he would fall for you a little more but that worried you. Doing normal routine, he would notice that you would straighten things way to much or organise the DVD’s over and over. One day he would stop you and ask why you were like this and you couldn’t help but just tell him. On the couch he would just look at you, very confused but eventually he would notice how worried your face became from explaining what you suffered from.

‘A lot of people suffer from it but I am sorry that you ended up with one of them. I will pack up my things and be gone if you like.’

‘Are you serious? I may not understand much about this but I do understand that my feelings for you are real, Y/N. I want to help.’

Zhoumi

The Chinaman would be between China and Korea so much that he wouldn’t notice you constantly cleaning your hands or showering. One day he would come home and sneak up on you in the shower, wanting to be intimate but the moment you pushed him away he knew something was off. You looked at him, water falling on the both of you as you just teared up and knew this was now over…he was going to break up with you. Zhoumi would be so confused, he would get you out the shower, bundled in a towel and in his arms asking you what was wrong. Explaining , his eyes fell soft as he then kissed you softly.

‘Let’s change and cuddle so we can fight this together. I will never let you handle your demons on your own my love.’

‘You are truly my angle, Mi.’

Donghae

So you would be honest to Donghae. Once you realised you could no longer hide this from him anymore, you would sit him down and explain everything. The fluffy member would sit in front of you, holding your hands as you told him about the problems that came with dating you. Finishing, he just looked at you and you knew that he wasn’t impressed but what caught you off guard was what he did next. He pulled up into a tight hug, tearing up in your hair which just made you want to cry as well. You would feel him kiss your head before placing a soft on your cheek and then smiling weakly. 

‘You are more of a solider then I ever was and I just came back from enlistment. If you allow me, I would like to fight by your side, baby.’

‘Wish granted, my love…thank you.’

Siwon

You would start feeling down, knowing that your depression was the cause of it. You would try and be happy and cheerful, especially when Siwon would take you to church or when he was having a hard time due to his dog. Siwon would notice your change in attitude and would sit you down. You would explain what it was, and of course his first reaction would be to take you to church but the idea of socialising frightened you. Siwon gently took you into his arms and just soothed your anxiety saying he would never pressure you into doing this but he wanted to help.

‘We won’t go to church and I won’t force you out, but you aren’t allowed to shut me out, okay?’

‘Thank you for understanding, Siwon-ah.’

Ryeowook

Ryeowook, the chef of the group, would cook for the both of you and loved that you helped him with the cleaning but would notice things were weird when you literally grabbed the spoon from his hand to clean it, even though he was still using it. He would notice your use of words and actions, finding them odd. You would pick up on his concern and sit him down one evening. He would think you were going to end things but instead revealed a part of you, you never wanted to tell him but he would just pull you into a tight hug and stroke your hair softly.

‘God I thought you were going to break up with me?! Don’t scare me like that!’

‘I thought you would do the same as well, Wook.’

Kyuhyun

Kyuhyun would come home, tired and exhausted but instead of having you run into his arms, he would notice how agitated you would get. You would shut him out and not want him to touch you due to germs. Realising that this would not be ideal, you sit the singer down and explain your condition. Kyuhyun would be a stubborn little brat and not believe you until you start tearing up and all he does is place a sweet kiss on your lips. You would try and just walk away but he would pull you into his lap and apologise.

‘If you don’t want me, I can go Kyu. This isn’t the first time I have been broken up with…’

‘Are you serious, Y/N!? I would never just break up with you for nothing! You should have just told me and I would be more aware and helpful my love.’

Henry

Baby Henry would be very observant, unlike Kyuhyun, he would notice the compulsive hoarding that now made your apartment look like a storage unit. He would talk to the other and they would tell him to just talk to you. Walking in, he would trip over a box of used tv guides that it would be the last straw. He would grab you and make you sit down and explain why this is happening. Hanging your head low, you would mumble that you have OCD and Henry would just hug you. He wouldn’t allow you to explain further because he understood the hardship that came with this mental illness.

‘Don’t say anymore, we will fight this together…I promise.’

‘You are seriously the best Mochi out there, Henry.’

*Bonus*

Hangeng

Hangeng would not really understand what you were going through. Yes he would notice certain things, but he would assume it was your personality and this frightened you. Why? Because you were afraid it would get worse. This would now psychologically have you going over thoughts repeatedly. It would be late one evening and Hangeng would find you in the lounge, huddled in a blanket and you beckoning to talk to him. He would sit down, and you would take his hands in yours and explain this illness. He would look at you confused, still not sure what was happening but once he saw how hard this was to reveal, he stopped you. Simple said that no illness would have him stop loving you.

‘I’m sorry I didn’t notice, but I am upset that you did not tell me. If we want this to work, you need to be more open and honest baby.’

‘Then from today I am as transparent as you want me to be, Geng.’

Kibum

Soft hearted and vibrate smiling Kim Kibum would not like the way you had such impulsive actions, the way you would wake up with nightmares. He knew you were scared about admitting this problem so he would come to you first. He would sit you down and ask you what was wrong. As if on cue, everything spills out. You both sit for two hours, just talking because he found you so much more fascinating. You saw with as an illness, he saw this as a manner to help you understand how much he cared for you.

‘So you suffer from nightmares as well? Woah, guess I will have to always have you in my arms when we sleep.’