2021 was HALF great and HALF miserable for me.

It was great kasi I received a lot of blessings, and I was able to share them with my family. I'm almost halfway to my dreams na rin. From having a kahoy at sira-sirang bahay, we now have a 2-storey (soon na ang 3rd floor) house—all from my ipon and tulong ng company.

I got a salary increase after my regularization, and now I am being trained for the Department Head position. I gained valuable experience in the HR field and met so many new people—especial mention to my lablab hehe.

I saved someone from suiciding, and that made me realize how responsible I need to be with my actions and words—na maaaring makatulong sa ibang tao. And thank you sa mga naka-appreciate sa pagiging "one call away" ko sa mga taong nangangailangan ng kausap.

Although on the contrary, it was also very difficult for me. Our company experienced its first outbreak, our President and his wife fought COVID, and I had to handle heavy workloads all at the same time. I lost a lot of friends—my very best friends—and I hope they understand why I chose to cut our ties.

I went through family problems and lots of financial problems kasi ang hirap mabuhay sa Pinas eh. I had breakdowns and episodes of anxiety attacks every night, not knowing how I would rise again sa mundong 'to.

Pero ang dami kong nadiscover sa sarili ko na kaya ko pala. And thank you sa lahat ng naniwala at naniniwala sa akin kasi kung wala, baka wala na rin talaga ako.

Ang sakit sakit mo, 2021 para sa mga Pilipino, pero sana magkaron ng pagbabago sa 2022.

I hope as we took care of our loved ones, ay ganon din natin alagaan ang sarili natin kasi importante tayo.

May nagmamahal at makikinig kahit iniisip natin na wala.

MAYROON! (legit)

And I wish all of you the best in our lives.

For those of you who are new to my page, my name is Liz Mayhem. I’ve done 24 and half cycles around the sun, my birthday is May 28th, I’m a Gemini.

I’m trying once again to reboot my blog by challenging myself to post 2 times a week. Some of you may remember that back in October of 2021, I tried my hardest to post everyday…for a year…or what was meant to be the start of that. I failed. Which is 100% fine by me. It was unnecessary I put on myself for no reason for some reason. All though it was fun trying to come up with ideas every day I got burned out quickly and that wasn’t the fun part.

My goal is to post Tuesday and Thursday. That’s 8 to 10 times a month which seems a lot more manageable than those 365 days I put on myself. I also have an amazing support system that’s ready to proofread and give feedback as need.