Deserve
Pairing: BestFriend!Harry x Reader
Summary: YN, Harry and another guy have been best friends for a long time and YN has always like the other guy but didn't say anything because she was overweight and though the guy didn't like him back but then he confesses.
AN: Harry doesn't really have much role in this one but I just wanted to write this because personal experience...
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I take out my key from my bag, walking up to my apartment door. I open the door and lur on the light. I gasp at the sight in front of me.
My living room is full of pink and red balloons with candles. A slow song is playing in the background. In the middle stands Hans with a Bouquet of roses.
Hans is my best friend, well, my other best friend. We are a trio of best friends, me, Harry and Hans. We have been best friends since we were 8. Harry and my moms are best friends so naturally we are too since we spend literally every day together from our birth. Hans came around in 1st grade.
We have been inseparable from the moment we met. We went through everything together. I saw them at their worst and held them close when they needed it and so did they. They were there for me when I cried or worked my ass out to lose weight when it got too much.
And somewhere along the way, I fell in love with Hans.
I have lost count of how many times I have cried to Harry because I can't show my real feelings of Hans. Now he stand in my house with roses and a smile that make me melt every time.
"Hans, what are you doing here?" I nervously chuckle, hoping to god this isn't a dream.
He comes closer to me since I seem to forget how to walk. "These are for you" He gives me the bouquet with a smile.
"T-thank you" I smell the flowers and look at him. "But why?"
"I have a confession to make." He says taking my free hand in his. My heart is beating very loudly and I'm breathing heavily.
"These past few months, ever since you had that... change in you." He hesitates looking at me. I know what he means, ever since I lost weight. "I have been feeling differently."
"I am starting to like you. More than a friend." He looks me in the eyes, something soft behind them.
Oh my God.
"This is too much, don't you think?" I point at our surroundings, filled with candles and balloons.
"Well you always liked grand gestures." He laughs.
He touches my cheek. "Harry told me." He doesn't need to explain for me to understand that he told him about my feelings. "I like you too, darling"
I forget how to breath when he put his forehead to mine. "Will you be my girlfriend, baby?"
I'm about to say yes when I get a strange feeling. I frown when I repeat his words in my head.
Ever since you had that... change in you. I have been feeling differently.
I suddenly get a huge flashback of mamories of everytime he made comments about my weight and told me I don't look good in things I wear. How he would look at me with disgust every time I wore something that showed my strech marked skin. He was so bad to me.
He doesn't deserve me.
I take a step back creating space between us when I realize it. He frowns in confusion.
"Y/N" He looks at me worriedly.
"No" I whisper giving him the bouquet back.
"What?" He says.
"No" I say firmly this time. "I won't be your girlfriend."
"Is this a joke." He laughs nervously but stops when he realizes I'm not kidding. "Why"
"Because I remember how rude you were to me about my weight." I look at him with a hard look. "If you didn't accept me at my worse, you don't deserve me at my best."
I don't wait for his reaction and turn back with tears in my eyes. I get out of the house leaving him in my living room. I don't turn to look at him one last time because I know if I do I might forget everything and take him back.
I drive straight to Harry's house without letting a tear drop and only cry in his arms letting in all the comfort he's giving. He tries to get me to talk but I can't get a word out so I just sob in his embrace.
I don't think everything will be the same again.
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