#haven't slept

sometimes i wonder

if these will be

really

our last moments.

without dignity

hearing hell everyday

we'll die

alone

without a singular hope,

Alright, here is my final art, I shed blood for this.

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Now, I am going to say the story: The piece is called "commitment issues", on image it's showed Near crying after his first sexual activity, in Mello's arms. Mello is laying by, with his head on Near's shoulder, pensive. The reason why Near is crying is because he is afraid of his future life with Mello, as he knows that after this, nothing will be the same. These are naive tears, dramatic, he is afraid of future, he is afraid of love, he is afraid of being outside of his comfort zone. On other hand we have Mello who hates to see Near cry but accepted this as he cannot change it. He let him cry, while holding him close, waiting for bittersweet tears to dry. He is so in love, he can't let him go. Now they are laying in bed, tired, confused, blessed and elated, a bit dreamy, not knowing what future holds, but together, from now on, forever.