#hardyear

I’ve had a really hard year. I’m 100% sure I’m not alone. I recently sat down and looked at the number of books I’ve read this year and it is no where near what is normal for me. I’m at 25! That is not me. I usually spend a lot of time reading. Over 100 a year. Here’s the thing… I have been distracted by life in the most literal way. I dedicated so much time and energy to a relationship that…

01. Song of your year? Lose you to love me - Selena Gomez. Not really sure why, but this song has really hit hard for me in 2019. 

02. Favorite musical artist/group you started listening to this year? This year I started to listen to Bad Wolves. I went and seen them in a concert and it was the best thing ever! 03. Movie of your year? The best movie of the year for me would have to be Star Wars The rise of Skywalker. Hands down. Fight me.  04. TV show of your year? The TV show I found myself watching the most of this year is River Monsters. 05. Favorite actor of your year? This one is a tough one. There are so many possibilities. I’d have to say Bill Skarsgard. 06. Best month for you this year? Why? Best month this year? Well, shit. November. That’s when life seemed to be getting so much better.  07. Something that you made cry this year. Everything. Losing a boyfriend to a super model, Losing a boyfriend to his job, finding out I was pregnant, finding out I have two siblings. Just to name a few things that made me cry this year.  08. Something that made you laugh this year. There are so many things that made me laugh this year. The biggest one would have to be my sister, brother and son, Adin.  09. What's a bad habit you picked up this year? I picked up the nervous habit of biting my lip and peeling and picking at my nails.  10. Did you take any vacations this year? Sadly, I didn’t get a chance too. There is one planned for early 2020, but it was planned with William. So, not sure if I will go on it.  11. Any regrets this year? If so, what are they? I live life without regrets. I found that regrets hold you back.  12. The moment you could re-live over and over again this year. Telling William that I was pregnant with his child.  13. Favorite place you visited this year. Does my comic book shop count even though I have visited it everyday for the longest time.  14. A valuable lesson you learned this year. People always leave. That I shouldn’t allow myself to get that attached that quickly anymore.  15. Did you fall in love? Out of love? Fell in love twice. Lost both of them to things out of my control.