#guyi gabs

i’ve rewritten this post countless times and every single time it has felt wrong. i feel as though i’m doing you all an injustice by being unable to formulate the right way to say all of this, but i will do my best. 

first and foremost, i don't know if i'll ever be able to put into words how genuinely, overwhelmingly, astronomically grateful and honored i am to be given such an enormous and loving platform for my writing. the past 4 years have given me immeasurable support and cultivated an intense love for writing i know i will never give up. and i owe it all to you for being the reason i kept going beyond that very first fic. i will never, literally never, be able to repay you for all of the love and support you've given me. thank you for reading my work. thank you for sending me messages. thank you for leaving me reviews. thank you for every single kind word, every single note, every follow, you have ever given me.

4 years is a long time to do one thing. i've been using tumblr and writing fanfiction even longer than that (since 2013). to watch this blog grow over the past 4 years has been a blessing. to have you all here with me, even more so. but it's time for something different.

this blog will enter a permanent semi-hiatus mode.

what that means is that i am not closing the door completely, i am not deleting this blog, and i am not deleting my writing. i am simply going to be extremely inactive, to the point where i may not return to post on this blog for months on end. what that also means is that if i do write another fic, i am leaving open the option for me to post it here for you all. this permanent semi-hiatus is for me to take time to focus on my life and my growth without tumblr being at the forefront of my thoughts. it is also for me to experiment with other avenues of writing. 

in the interim, this blog will turn into something of an archive. nothing is going to be deleted, but very little will be added. that being said, just because i am not posting, doesn’t mean i’m not watching. so please, don’t repost my work anywhere, whether it be on tumblr or another platform. i’ll find you. on the flip side, that also means that if you leave me a message, a review, a comment, i will read it! i may even respond, although it might be a very delayed answer. it is also worth noting that there is just as strong a possibility of me never returning, so please respect that if that is the case.

where else can you find me? my ao3! i do really want to work more on 3rd person/mxm fics so if that interests you, please come say hello to me there. again, my fics will be very infrequent, but i’ll be active there, too! 

the truth is that, after 4 years, i’ve finally run out of steam. running this blog has started to become a chore rather than a joy, despite how much love i have for fic, for writing, and for you all. so i hope you’ll understand my decision. 

thank you for everything you’ve done for me. i love you all endlessly.

hi all. i hope you’re all doing well. staying safe, and taking time away from the internet when you need a break. things are crazy right now and you deserve time to relax and recharge. i just wanted to pop on here and let you guys know of a few things that i think will be of importance to you all. 

ONE: i am still on hiatus. in fact, i will probably be extra absent over the next couple of weeks as all of my finals are due in the upcoming days and i simply won’t have time for tumblr. i miss you all, and i can’t wait to write for you, but i need time to finish my semester successfully. i will be back by early may. 

TWO: the yoongi frat boy fic is coming! it’s going to take me a while because i still haven’t outlined it yet and won’t get around to that until my hiatus is over. but i hope you’re as excited as i am, because i think it’ll be really fun to write and i hope it’ll be fun for you all to read. stay tuned: the plot will be a crazy, college, neighbor, e2l, frat boy au!

THREE: my time on tumblr is coming to an end. i don’t have an exact date, nor do i have anything more concrete, but i have been finding myself drifting away from this website the past few months and i don’t think i’ll be able to keep up my activity like i have been for the past four (four!) years. actually, the art of the rom-com was supposed to be my last fic for a while, but i was so inspired by a frat boy au that i put it off. the yoongi frat boy will be my last fic for an extended period of time. i don’t know how long, and i don’t know if/when i’ll write again, but i wanted you all to know to expect more and longer periods of inactivity. i may eventually leave tumblr or switch over to ao3 entirely. thank you for all your love. i promise i will give a more concrete update about this after the yoongi frat boy au is finished. until then, consider me as present and active on here as always. 

there’s been a lot of talk on this blog as of late regarding this blog’s future/the possibility of me leaving permanently. i wanted to make this short post to let you all know that a more official “goodbye” post will be made in the coming days. i do have plans on closing this chapter of my life and moving on, ever so slightly.

I AM BACK *cue applause* !!!! i’m still slowly working on the yoongi fic (very, very slowly) but i wanted to come back on and make a post that is sure to make you guys much happier than my last announcement --

!!!! prompt time !!!! 

.... sort of! honestly all your little comments were a lot more impactful on my final decision than what the numbers just said !! so, after consulting all your suggestions, reasons, and doing some good ol’ thinking with myself, i am very pleased to announce that the star of the upcoming frat boy + neighbor au + e2l au will be none other than...

min yoongi !!!

“You really think you’re gonna get me to fall in love with you, huh?” You muse, an eyebrow raised as you look up at him. “Just so you can prove a point?”

“Believe it or not, Y/N, but I actually think that all people deserve the chance to experience love and that happens to include you, as well,” Jungkook responds easily. 

The words put a sour taste in your mouth. “You think I deserve it, huh?”

Jungkook nods, face solemn as he looks at you, gazing into your eyes with those big brown ones of his own. It makes you feel something unfamiliar. Like he’s reading right through your chest, into your heart. You don’t like it. “Everyone deserves love.”

hi everyone!! as you may or may not know, i will be writing a frat boy au as my next fic !! i have no idea when this fic will be posted but i cannot wait to get started on it and your input will be super valuable !!!! the whole premise is an e2l frat boy + neighbor + college au !!! very on brand for me, if i do say so myself! let me know what you think!!