ELISA YOU COWARD! Ahahahaha
I LOVE that Goliath's instinct is to just get things out there in the open. I love that while he has some confusion and perhaps even conflict on what he's realizing, he's Not Afraid to confront it head on.
Elisa finally gets what she's wanted and turns away. SHE'S not ready to face it head on. It's just WILD.
I suppose I do owe it to her to be fair. One of you smart watchers pointed out previously that Goliath has had a lot of baggage lately and is not a great time to try and start a relationship of any sort. And while Goliath would apparently be willing to play it by ear, I think Elisa's caught in the logistics of it.
She does have more to consider. What would it mean to give into a romance that she couldn't share with her friends and family? That can't come home with her? Where the partner would still owe more to others than to herself. Because with where the clan is right now, she would always have to come second to Broadway, Lexington, and Brooklyn.
And in her heart, Elisa does have a pretty selfish streak. I'm not sure she could handle that even while it could do her some good to wrestle with it. The family/friends consideration would have more sway for me than the latter, but I don't think that's the case for her.
And I also can't exactly blame her for not being able to try and do anything casually. Not only is their relationship just not casual without romance, but god there's no way in hell Goliath could be remotely casual about something like that. Ever. LMAO
But also, show wants to slow burn so slow burn we must XDXDXDXD