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Jasper stayed in the hospital whenever he could, not leaving Chasity side and he knew he should have once his brother said he looked like shit. He was the only one in her room now, Fletcher left, Maxine has work and with Selena, he didn't really know where she was. The brunette sat in the seat right next to Chasity's hospital bed, The Goonie's playing in the background, but his ears only focusing on the loud beeps of the heart monitor. "Why'd you have to do it, Chas? Why?" He mumbled to himself, rubbing the back of his neck and grabbing her hand to squeeze it. Chasity had to wake up sometime soon, right? The thoughts of never being able to speak to her again really caught up to him, his memory jumbling to the night he found her. How could he have not known? "You're gonna be okay, you'll be fine. Soon you'll be back up and ready to go to the beach with me again, ready to go to another stupid EMD show and throw paint at each other." His voice was in a whisper now, not wanting to disturb the girl in her sleep. That's what he wanted to think, that she was just sleeping. That she did something stupid like crashed his dirt bike and only had a concussion where as he freaked out to an extent. He wanted to pretend she was in the hospital for anything other than an overdose on speed and in a coma. The gossip blog was right, what was he gonna do with Dylan and Chasity now? His two leading ladies, one being the one he wants to marry, and the other being the one he wants to protect like a sister. "I really miss you, Chasity. I mean, yeah it's only been like three days, but it's weird without you. Your sisters are always here, I'm not gonna lie, we're a wreck without you." By now his hands were shaking and he sighed loudly, squeezing her hand and watching the television. "I've got The Goonies on, you know? I put it on this morning and it's been playing nonstop. I always think about you when Chunk comes on and does the truffle shuffle, remember when you always would?" A nurse stopped by the room to check on Chasity and saw Jasper speaking to her, he nodded his head and she was on her way. "So many people are helping you, Chasity. If you would just wake up, you'd see that, you'd see that so many people are here for you in the hospital. You always question who would be here, who would come and visit you, who would care. God, there's so many people. So many people asking how you are, if you're okay, how they miss you. Shit--" Now he was just about tearing about, breathing out heavily and wiping the tear that that dropped. "I love you, Chasity, and I'm here. I'm always gonna be here, I'm not gonna leave you. I promise."