#goodvsbad

from my sight to situations.

And still,

I somehow manage to get lost between them.

My soul dancing in the grey areas,

Equally loving both.

Three locs left in my hand,

As we fell onto the floor,

Added to my box of momentos,

Remember,

You keep things too,

On some You,

Were suppose to be the perfect soulmate,

Some days it was true,

Wake up to laughter,

Instead of that awkward silence,

Thoughts of you not addressing,

Why you've been undressing,

Other women with your

eyes,

Could be in person,

While you are gone,

I never stopped you from going,

anywhere,

I'd tip toe as if walking on glass around You,

Afraid to ask you anything,

Involving those memories You held,

You kept,

With other women,

You hate explaining what you think I should know,

Like,

Me, being the love of your life,

Like your wife,

So I play the role,

and you play with my mind,

As we pretend you're right,

I shouldn't question,

anything,

I should just know,

You'd see so much,

You'd do what you do,

Come home on time,

But I knew,

We can't pretend I never,

yanked your hair in passion,

On the floor,

Where we fell,

As you held me,

I cant think,

I can't take care of you,

me and them,

Without asking you,

Why hurt me, then do me,

But not see me cry.

You said I took good care of all of your hearts,

But what about mine,

I held onto my hurt,

And tip toed on the glass that fell onto the floor,

Jester: Two Sides Of The Same Person - A Night Out (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/kODj8QdLz3 

 Amelia Murphy is your average woman with an average job, with a dark and pressing secret. when love arises, so does she and with heartache, will the bane of Amelia's life get control over her body? 

~ Part of the Shadow Universe 

this is a book on one of the main villains against Shadow the hero, (my shadow anyway). please read this one and the other book I have done on Wattpad, The Shadows Of The Past.

"When I'm good, I'm very good. But when I'm bad I'm better"