Never have you dared to even think for a second that you could be Gojo Satoru’s love. Gojo Satoru does not love. At least that’s what he’s shown to you. He is kind to anyone but you. Can 2 souls really be happy at the end of the day?

All his teasing, all his jokes and even a playful wink was enough to send you butterflies. How can you even dream of being by his side? Ever since the star plasma vessel mission, he’s never opened his heart deeply anymore. Not even to you.

What did it even mean to risk your life for someone? How can you even tell? You would do anything, as ridiculous as it may sound - Gojo Satoru is the strongest. He does not need your life. He is the law, truth and justice of this world.

“I think I have feelings for you” I spoke to him

the air between us froze. I looked up at him as he smiled awkwardly

“…don’t be offended y/n…I do not reciprocate such feelings…” gojo awkwardly responded back

Of course. Gojo Satoru does not love. He never says sorry, that is not in his vocabulary. How can you expect him to love you back? How can you even expect him to say “sorry, I do not reciprocate your feelings” as much as it would sting less than the words he spewed out.

These feelings are dead. They shouldn’t exist.

“…Y/n…” gojo found you, dying at your mission that was assigned to you, he holds your dying body. What is that look in his eyes, can you at least cry for me? If I even dare to hope you do.

I look into his crystal blue eyes. How peaceful does my body feel right now? For 17 stabs in my stomach it sure felt painless.

“..I’m sorry for not being able to say this before…I love you too” Gojo spoke silently… “…don’t die y/n…y/n…”

My eyes widened…before I let out a small smile. “I know Satoru…I know”

“…say…it’s the 28th October right?” I spoke

Gojo nods

….………

“Well then…be careful…something big may happen in 3 days” I spoke as I drew my final breath leaving gojo confused…

The air felt thin. I never saw the broad daylight again. Sakuras covered the ground as I opened my eyes in a bed of sakuras. I feel no pain. But…a sick feeling left here.

“ahahaha… y/n died? That’s unfortunate I was thinking she could be of big use in 3 days…why did you kill her?” A playful voice spoke out..patchface. Blue hair.

“Don’t be ridiculous, she’s useless now anyways” Jogo spoke “just carry out the initial plan we had for Shibuya, October 31st…remember..what we are doing”

Yes, as sick minded as I was…Gojo Satoru, would you really think I would allow myself to die in vain when we have never had a single romantic moment together? Yes. I love you……

Dangerously enough that I want you to die with me

But I also love you enough to also spark hope that you will survive…if you even want to take my warning well, you might live or please…die and come with me.

Yes, I love you. Dangerously enough that I want others to kill you so you die with me

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As you heard the shower cut off, you watched Gojo exit the bathroom, a towel tightly wrapped around his waist. You watched his back mussels flex as he searched through his drawers for a pair of boxers to wear.

Gojo peered over his shoulder, "You like what your seeing?" He chuckled as he watched your face heat up. You flopped back into the bed, "What do you have planned for work today?" "I have a team dinner later today, and I want to go out with Geto if that's OKAY with you."

You smiled, he actually asked you if he could hang out with his friends, in your past relationships nothing like that had ever happened, it made your heart flutter.

"Of course you can go out with Geto." You sat up and looked at Gojo as he began buttoning up his shirt, you got up from your comfortable spot on the bed and grabbed a tie, wrapping it around his neck.

As you did his tie, Gojo's hand settled on your waist. He listened closely to your rambling about a random topic, throwing in a word here and there.

He though about it

How he loved mornings like this with you.

How he could get used to it.

How much he loves you.

And how much you love him.

"There," you set your hands on his chest, finished with his tie, and gazed into his sapphire eyes. The two of you basking in the bubble you both somehow got stuck in. As the space between the both of you became smaller, lips grazing against each other, you closed the little space left between you, transferring your words to your lips, hoping he could feel it.

Gojo felt the warmth of your lips on his, indescribable feelings bubbling up in his stomach.

Only you could make him feel this way.

Only you.

He pulled away, looking at you, eyes full of love, "I've got to get to work." As he said those words his grip on your waist tightened, and his head was rested in the crook of your neck, deeply inhaling your sent. He wrapped his arms around you tightly. "Satoru—" "I don't want to leave you yet."

You chuckled lightly, butterflies erupting in his stomach, "Come on, I'll walk you to your car." You pulled away from the embrace, taking his hand, and leading him to his car.

"You need to order something for breakfast, okay," you spoke leaning into his car through the open window. He nodded his head, a light red tint appearing across his face. You leaned forward and pecked his lips, "See you later, love you," "Love you too."

You watch as he drove off.

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"Mr. Gojo?" His new secretary called out to him. "Yes," he called out in response. His old secretary ended up taking a 2 month temporary leave for personal reasons, so Gojo got stuck with this new, temporary one until his other one gets back.

"You have 2 meeting today for the collaboration with Xtech, you have some light work in-between but if all goes as expected, you should get off on time." Gojo glanced up at her, then turned his attention straight back to his computer, "Okay."

-

As the sun set behind Gojo, his new secretary, Kira, stood in front of his desk. She looked down at Gojo, her alluring, soft brown eyes hooded down at him, "I can handle the rest of your work for you."

Before Gojo met you, he was a well known player, but you had a tight grip on his heart, a grip so tight he put his temptations aside and only looked at you.

But,

This woman,

He hasn't felt like this in a while, the temptation, he tried, he wants you to know that he tried.

As Kira slipped in between his legs, he tried.

As Kira cupped his cheeks into her warm hands, he tried.

As she slipped down onto her knees, undoing the buttons on her shirt, showing off her soft skin.

As he subconsciously reached down, dragging his cold fingers across her collar bone, aroused at the slight shiver he gave her.

Ring

She looked up at him, innocently, her hands undoing his belt.

Ring

His phone was ringing and he knew it was you, but he couldn't help but focus on the girl infront of him as she wrapped her fingers around him, taking him into her warm mouth.

What was he doing?

He has you?

All he ever needed was you.

He knew that with all his heart.

But,

He just couldn't stop,

He had already begun falling into the deep endless pit of lies

Until the door opened.

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