#goingthroughit

Divine Feminine ⚡️ IYNYK 🖤🔥 📸 @wild.divine.feminine #bicyclethelabel #feminineenergy #goddessenergy #eveninthedark #kalivibes #shakti #lightbeing #deeplove #divinefeminine #strongwomen #notetoself #qotd #perspective #goingthroughit #2022style #healingjourney #truth #growthroughit #onandoffthemat #naturalbeauty #insideandout #downtownbetty #cozycomfysexy #doingitnaturally #naturalfiberathletics #naturalfiber #noplanetb #respectmotherearth #earthlover #ecoluxury www.downtownbetty.com (at PLANET EARTH.SPACE) https://www.instagram.com/p/CY0POUuLQPQ/?utm_medium=tumblr

And away from you

🎊 13 years ago today - I felt lost & alone before wide-eyed @taylorswift . I had always appreciated music but hers was something so special a connection so unreal like she had written the songs for us. She's been the soundtrack to my life all this time, because of her I felt understood and hopeful. She's the reason I found myself and the reason I believed I deserved the kind of love that is impossible to explain. She's the reason I opened my heart to Shaun. She's a permanent fixture in my life, I'm just forever grateful she healed my heart.😭💙 Happy 13 years T, thank you for pursuing your dream. #13YearsOfTaylorSwift #myidol #goingthroughit #emotionalday #iloveher #aplaceinthisworld #teardropsonmyguitar #tiedtogetherewithasmile #oursong #maryssong #timmcgraw #picturetoburn https://www.instagram.com/p/B4AY36thwA9/?igshid=ko0nn19b7mv0

Monday. Again. HMPH. . . . #sittinglikeahoomin #goingthroughit #boogie👡 #exoticshorthair #persian #cutepetclub #catstagram #catsofinstagram #buzzfeedcats #buzzfeedanimals #buzzfeed #kitten #kittensofinstagram https://www.instagram.com/p/Bz8kJTNjhhc/?igshid=1ibvc4ixwzyu9

I haven’t posted a photo in forever but fear not, as I am not yet dead! I am just going through a very serious #bipolardepression right now. I haven’t had one this bad in a very long time. Ever since I started dancing & going back to college, I just haven’t had the mind space for it. Well, somehow when I started #cosmetologyschool it snuck in. It’s scary to me because the thoughts I have been having are too dark to tell most people. It’s embarrassing to feel this weak. I’m sure there are a lot of you that can relate. I am dealing with some actual (real life & not just mental) hardships right now which isn’t helping my mental state, but I can’t fully blame this low on my life, it’s actually been coming for some time. I also can’t afford to go to the therapist right now with trying to pay for my nearly 19,000 dollar cosmo school in monthly payments, so it’s even worse. I ask for your sympathy & hope, not because I am seeking attention, but because I need it. I only seek attention when I’m mentally healthy. Lol. Because it makes me happy. Right now, I’m unable to feel happy & it physically & mentally hurts. Please pray for me? Thank you. #bipolardisorder #mentalhealth #goingthroughit