I’m currently having a battle with my heart and my mind. My heart wants one thing and head wants another. It’s always been like this. I just wish I could find a way where I could balance the two. I hate to be hot and cold. That’s why I walked away, that’s why I pushed you away. I didn’t want you to be an option and I don’t want to an option for you. But my heart and head thinks of you all the time. I just replay those moments that we shared and I never knew how quickly you can really feel something for someone and what I felt is nothing that no other person has made me felt. You really made me think of a lot of things with the way you treated me and that’s how I should be treated like that all the time. I should constantly be loved and touched the way you loved and touched me that night. How can one person trigger so many emotions in you that you never knew you felt and you just spent so little time with that person.