#jetaime

summary : you and your soon to be man are hanging out ! woo !! let’s hope sunghoon dosent find out !!

fem!reader x brothersfriend!riki

OO1 , OO2 , OO3 , OO4 , OO5 , ..

you take a Uber , heading to the location riki sent you, your so excited you could litteraly explode !! your just hoping and praying you don’t embarrass yourself. you finally arrive and immediately get welcomed by riki , how sweet ! Yall head in and riki picks a scary movie .. he thought you would be scared, but turns out he’s the only scaredy cat.. it’s actually so cute .. he seems so confident but shy, after the movies, Yall went to hang out some more !! He bought hironos for the both of you, how caring.

A / N : so hi guys !.. very late !!.. but I’m here okay .. ( kill me I’ve been losing motivation.. )

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mon âme noire

Io il sesso senza sentimento non lo capisco, è fantastico sì, ma vuoi davvero sostituire ciò a dormire e svegliarsi la mattina dopo abbracciati, nudi, con i cuori che battono all'unisono, mano nella mano?

Hiroshima mon amour, Alain Resnais (1959)

One of the most beautiful films to ever grace the screen. Meditative mosaic of love and suffering, juxtaposed within the past and present, the personal and external experiences of heartbreak and the cruelty of humankind. Takes you into a trance like journey of rememberance and the thirst of forgetfulness, while continuously blurring the lines between them. But one cannot simply escape what has been, the past is inescapable. The horrors of war creeps into everyday life. Hiroshima is as much the lover and memory as much as it is the soldier and suffering. So to say, the opposite of lover is soldier and that of memory is suffering.

"The only memory I have left is your name..I yearn for you so badly I can't bear it anymore."

Every memory is another opportunity to be awake in the presence of suffering. Love though, can only be had in shape of a lie (illicit affair). Because once you've felt pain as seething as a war torn city, you cannot experience love truthfully nor can you erase it. It is the story of two people finding themselves in their shared misery but can love hold you enough to mend you.

It reads like a lullaby, an epic poem even. French philosopher Jacques Derrida argues that meaning is not fixed or universal, instead it is fluid and unstable. It uses deconstruction to reveal how language is inherently ever-changing, filled with contradictions. It is from this deconstruction that fragments are formed. Alain Resnais takes this fragmentation and fills it throughout the film with flashbacks and rememberance on the aftermath of the horrific bombing of Hiroshima. It is quite jarring to see how French new wave and literary theory meets to make this symbiotic relationship of understanding suffering and survival.