I'm lucky enough to wake up by someone who found something beautiful in me. What is exactly appealing about myself, is certainly unknown to me. I am personally, very insecure about how i look, act and behave. I was raised in a environment where its preferred to be slim and a genius. My parents wanted me to be a doctor, whether i wanted to or not. 

Ever since I met my significant other, he's stayed supportive about whatever appealed to me. My weight has always been a problem to me and I've never had the luxury of having someone tell me that I'm good enough. Or have had someone tell me that I can do whatever i wanted to do, a passion, and he helped me find it.

There are so many double standards out there. One that gets on my nerves is the fact that if a girl goes out with a bunch of guys, than she is considered a "SLUT." On the flip side, if a guy has been with a lot of girls than he is considered a "PLAYER." What is with this double standard? why is it degrading for girls but considered awesome for guys? those guys had to be with some girl and now that girl is a slut and he is a player.