By Any Other Name (4/4)
For: The 2017Â Ghost Hunt Exchange
By: @tiffotcf
Rating T (for thirst ;) and possibly tears)
Chapter 4-Tiffany Blue
Mai once again found herself pacing on Naruâs street.
She wasnât sure how long she had been out here but she knew that the sun hadnât been kissing the edge of the skyline when she had started. The shadows grew with the knot in her stomach.
Finishing a lap she reached for the bell, but before she could depress the button Madoka threw the door open.
âOh thank god, if I had to watch you much longer I was going to go out there drag you into the house. But Lin told me to be patient.â
âIâm sorry,â Mai said.
âNo apology needed, Iâm just glad you were able to decide to come in. So, do, come in that is.â
Mai stepped through and she could feel her self-doubt try to pull her backward and into the street.
âGood Evening Mai,â Lin told her from the living room. His suit, a light grey with a near white lavender shirt, was looking especially crisp. He was holding a thin plum colored tie in one hand.
Mai felt her panic rising. Why was he dressed so nice? Had Madoka beenâ
Madoka approached him, her dress the same shade of plum as the tie she held her hand out to receive. Maiâs first thought was that it was stunning. The one shoulder design made it appear as if the smooth fabric had been poured down her, sculpting itself around her before meeting with the satin sash at her waist and moving to flow in waves that just grazed the floor. The slit in the side adding a touch of scandal to the otherwise timeless look.
Mai deflated.
âYou didnât say I had to dress up, dress up,â she grumbled, pulling at her top and skirt which had been one of her favorites but now paled in comparison to the efforts of the rest of the room.
âI left you a message yesterday.â
âYou said, I canât wait to see you tomorrow. Itâs going to be fun, I promise. Oh, and we are feeling fancy so wear something nice. Something nice, Madoka. This,â she pulled at her shirt, âis nice. That is an evening gown. I donât have anything that nice.â
âOh,â Madoka said, dismissing Maiâs concern with a small wave. âItâs fine. You are right, you look lovely. You donât have to be all dressed up. This is just me going overboard. Besides, arenât you here for much more important matters this evening?â
Maiâs stomach sank. The clothing debacle seemed like a more interesting subject to stay on. Maybe she could argue it enough to get to go home, claiming she could change, or even just excusing herself from the meal now that they all knew she lacked the proper attire.
âCome on, if weâre lucky we can crash Noll while he is still getting ready in his room.â Madoka grinned at Mai.
âMadoka.â Linâs voice was flat.
âIâm kidding,â Madoka took Maiâs hand to lead her upstairs, âBut he does take forever for these sorts of occasions. So fussy.â
Mai couldnât bring herself to respond. She had to focus on keeping her feet moving forward or she knew she would turn around and run back out the door.
She felt slightly dizzy as they passed the second floor. What was she going to say? She had run through the upcoming scenario over a hundred times in her head, with all manner of outcomes. But now that they were climbing the stairs every piece of conversation she had imagined slipped farther from her mind.
When her feet hit the third floor she clenched her fists, she had decided to do this. If she hadn't then she wouldnât be here. So, no more moping, or whining. She was going to go in there she was going to find out once and for all if she had a shot with Naru. This was the end of it.
Madoka held the door open to the patio.
Things were going to change eitherâ
Mai swallowed.
She was in a black dress again; long sleeved this time, but with a dip in the back that went for ages and made Maiâs fingers burn. It flared at the hips, inky smoothness rustling in the breeze as the golden sunlight burned through stripes of lace that banded the lower half of the skirt. Â She was resting against the rail, one heeled foot bobbing lightly in the air.
âMai is here,â Madoka said and Mai nearly jumped out of her skin.
The heel fell to the ground, skirt swaying, and the brim of that wide hat moved back as she turned towards them.
Mai bit down on her lip, compelled onto the patio by red lips and icy blue eyes.
Her mouth fell open, breath caught, feet faltering.
âCareful,â Madoka said catching her elbow with a grin, âtry to pay attention to the step Mai.â
âNaââ, Maiâs voice was so light she couldnât even hear it.
âI told you it wasnât so bad,â Madoka whispered in her ear, as she led her forward.
Mai wasnât sure she could agree. Her head was hazy and her deep but rapid breathing only spurred her heart on faster. Madoka brought her closer, Maiâs feet hurrying to keep up with the pull. Â
âNaru.â Mai pushed out.
He stared at her, his stone face a reflection of one she had seen a hundred times save for the claret hue that graced his lips. She had only seen a pale reflection of that color once before.
âIâll leave you to it,â Madoka said slipping away from Maiâs elbow and back into the house.
Naru held her with his flat gaze, his black-gloved hands wrapped around the book they held. Â
Mai stared, remembering to blink only when the light of the setting sun spilled between a building and into her eyes.
âMadoka says you are feeling better.â Â
Mai blinked again.
âBetter than what?â she asked.
âThen when you were upset on Monday.â
Naru moved to place his book on the rail and leaned against it, his gaze sliding back to their surroundings. The setting sun blazing around his profile.
âShe explained the misunderstanding which had caused your discomfort.â
âOh,â Mai said.
âI believe that should be cleared up for you now.â He turned his eyes in her direction.
âYes.â
Naru turned his head to look at her more directly. With a jerk, Mai moved her attention to the skyline her hands gripping tightly to the top of the rail.
âIâm assuming you have questions.â
Mai could feel his gaze on her.
She shrugged and if fell away.
âWhat is that supposed to mean?â
âIt means, you are right, I do see the misunderstanding now. And Iâm sorry if I caused you any trouble.â Mai flexed and unflexed her hands on the rail, her feet shifting in place.
âI meant about this.â
âYour dress? Itâs lovely.â
âYouâre lying.â
âNaru,â Mai took a breath her eyes squinting against the shafts of light sliding between the buildings. âI didnât know your real name, that you had an identical twin brother, or that you were a world famous researcher with psychokinetic powers for a year and a half. Â Do you really think that the fact that you like to wear dresses would be too much for me? Itâs totally fine, no big deal.â
She sent a quick glance in his direction before staring at the street below.
âIf itâs no big deal then why wonât you look at me?â
Mai shuffled her feet. Mumbling something under her breath. Naru took a step back.
âThis was a mistake,â Naru turned and started for the door. âI think you should go homeââ
Maiâs head swiveled towards him, her eyes glassy.
âItâs because, if I start looking at you, I wonât be able to stop!â
Naru paused in his retreat.
âBecause,â Mai said advancing on him fists clenched at her side, âlook at you!â
Naruâs mask cracked, his features beginning to crumble.
âYou were beautiful before, but now...â
His eyes narrowed.
âNow, youâre gorgeous,â she pulled her eyes to meet his. âAnd when I look at youâŚâ
Naru seemed frozen, the low light finally finding purchase past the wide brim of that hat and spilling across his face.
Mai brought her hand up, fingers stretching towards him.
âAll I want is to touch you,â she closed the fingers before they could reach his face, âbut I know I canât, and it hurts.â Â
She brought the hand to rest on her own chest, holding it in place with the other.
âIâm sorry. I know itâs selfish and Iâm sure this was hard for you. I canât imagine what it must be like and it means a lot that you would be willing to share this with me. But please, donât ask me to look at you. Not right away. I can get over it, Iâve done it before. I just need a moment.â
âMaiâŚâ Naruâs eyes flicked over her face brows drawn in confusion.
Mai chewed on her lip, tears trickling unhindered down her cheeks as she looked away.
âWhy did you have to be her, too? Itâs bad enough I never had a shot with you, but now you had to takeââ
His gloved hand came to rest against her neck, a silk soft thumb running along her jawline. Her whole body shuddered and leaned into the contact, a small sigh escaping her lips.
Naru blanched but kept his hold on her face.
Mai couldnât move, didnât want to, she felt like her whole heart might explode if she even tried. Â The city was distant, drowned out, beneath the rush of blood in her ears. Â The growing twilight taking on a foggy quality that made everything dim and immaterial. Everything except for bright blue eyes and soft red lips. Those were almost painful in their clarity.
âYou were sincere.â He told her, the hint of a question still in his tone.
âOf course,â she replied, breathless, âI was sincere, why would I lie about being attraââ
Maiâs breath caught, her head tilting back and eyes sliding shut with a moan as his thumb ran down the front of her throat. She was enjoying this too much, he was probably very disturbed by the extremity of her reactions. But she didnât want to stop them, it was real, if only for this moment.
His hand stilled then lifted from her neck. She pushed her eyes back open to meet his surprisingly studious gaze.
âThis result,â he searched her eyes, âwas unexpected.â
âIâm sorry,â she whispered. Embarrassment with her out of control desires beginning to flare from her cheeks.
âIt is unexpected, not unwelcome,â he said with a smirk that short-circuited her heart.
âWhaâwhat?â Mai tried to wrap her head around what she had just heard.
âCome on,â Naru took hold of her hand and started for the door.
Maiâs blush grew as Naru brought her down the hall, threw open the door to his room and then shut it again as soon as she was past the threshold. What were they doing? Were they doing what she thought they were doing?
She was on the verge of hyperventilating when he looked back at her.
âNaru, I,â she had so much fumbling around in her brain at the moment and none of it even remotely coherent.
He gestured to the bed and she felt her whole body lock up. What was happening?
âMai?â
âNaru, I canâtâŚâ
âBut you havenât even looked at it yet.â
Mai gaped.
âIâm sorry, what?â
âThe dress, you have to at least look at it before you turn it down.â
Slowly, like granite sliding across an uneven floor, Mai turned to look at the bed.
Laid out, in stark contrast to the dark grey duvet, was a light turquoise sleeveless dress. Its delicate lace overlay the same color as the satin beneath. And there sitting in the center was a small box of the same color.
âThis isâŚâ She held the box gently in her fingers, fresh tears pooling at the edges of her eyes and blurring the looping script of the company name printed on the box. But she didnât need to read it. She had imagined getting a box just like this ever since she was six.
After finishing her first ever viewing of Breakfast at Tiffanyâs Maiâs mother had led her back to her bedroom and pulled out the light blue box. She had taken the time to point out and explain the then illegible inscription of the companyâs logo on the top. Mai could still feel the smoothness of the white ribbon that had been delicately folded with it.
Maiâs father had not been able to afford anything more than a simple silver bracelet from the prestigious company. But to her mother and by proxy Mai, that piece wasnât just jewelry, it was a part of a glamorous, impossible world brought to life. And the box that housed it was treated with the reverence it deserved.
âAre you going to open it? Even if you donât want the dress you shouldââ Naru stopped as he got close enough to notice the tears running down her face.
âWould you please do it?â She held out the box.
He took her shaking hand in his gloved one and gently loosened the white ribbon. Freed from its duty he pushed the box back.
âItâs your gift.â
Mai tugged the lid off the box and pulled a dark glossy sheet of paper from its contents.
A small reward for good taste. âA
Mai smirked, a short laugh bursting its way out.
She glanced at Naru and his own lips curved in response, glossy and distracting.
âI guess thatâs another name I have to add to the list for you,â she teased.
He rolled his eyes, âI suppose I should get used to hearing it.â
âActually,â she smiled up at him, âIâll stick with Naru. That is, if you donât mind.â
He looked at her, an unreadable expression on his face.
âThat which we call a rose,â he told her.
âWhat does that mean?â
âIt means, I am content with any name, so long as you are the one calling it.â
Mai blushed and turned back to the box in her hand. Inside her eyes fell on the curved silver and diamond pendent necklace. It was simple and elegant and everything she had imagined a Tiffany & Co. box to contain.
Naru tugged at the fingers of his glove sliding the smooth material from one hand and then the other. Plucking the necklace from its container he draped the thin metal across her neck and set to work on the clasp.
âThank you.â She whispered taking his uncovered hand once he had finished.
âThank you.â He told her, his eyes holding her locked in place once more.
She took advantage of the moment and ran her thumb across the back of his hand before letting him go.
âNaru, you were right. I, I do have so many questions. I hope you donât mind.â
âI know.â He tucked her hair behind her ear.
âIâve spent so much time with you and I know so little about you.â
âAnd I hope you are interested in spending much more time, knowing far too much,â he smirked again and Mai decided that this new Naru was decidedly bad for her heart.
âNow, get dressed, we donât want to be late for dinner.â
Mai sat down on the bed. Legs more than grateful to no longer have to hold her up.
Naru stepped in front of the full-length mirror; smoothing down his still flawless dress, hands stilling as he pulled back on his gloves, his near perfect posture straightening just a hint more.
Mai watched him, her breath catching when she realized just how wrong she had been all those times she had called him a narcissist. She had seen him look at himself in the mirror any number of times.
But she had never see him look back, and smile.
His eyes caught herâs in the mirror and the smile widened.
She had so many questions, but they could wait.
Because, right now, she had the only answer that mattered.
Thank you so much for reading. This story really means a lot to me on a personal level. I hope you enjoyed it.
Because of my obsession with it I also ended up making an alternative cover/aesthetics board. So here is that too.











