#gettingmygrooveback

Hey guys, usually I don't spill my dirty laundry and issues on here but I feel like it's time and also I want provide some hope to all of you when something like this happens to you.

Well the story goes is that for the past several months I've been dealing with a broken heart. I was hurt by somebody that I actually started to like out of the blue and I felt that he was worth my time and effort but in the end I was nothing more than experiment to him which made me feel worse. It made me feel like nothing like that's all I'll ever be, an experiment. I was lied to and led to believe this person was meant for me; But during that process not only did I have my heart broken, but I learned a hard lesson in friendship. I learned how to really treat your friends and who your real friends really are. I learned that betrayal can you really hurt and it can really drag you down to the point we're all you feel is sadness, anger, and little hatred for yourself and the world around.

And believe me that pain sucks. It felt like having million swords impaled in your chest and you can't breathe. But as the months went by I begin to heal I started to figure out things I should have figured out a long time ago and started to better understand myself in the process.

I learned that getting over someone is not easy it can take days, months, or even years and facing the Betrayal and dishonesty of a friend can really ruin you but also make you stronger in the process. Believe me it's not a good feeling but it's okay to feel bitter, angry and, upset. It's okay to feel those things. Everyone heals in their own way. And after all of this I've learned to to enjoy myself and to actually have love and pride for myself again and believe me after what happened my conference took a nosedive. With all of you don't let betrayal and sadness bring you down. Take your time healing, surround yourself with good people, and make the most of your day and don't let one person's actions change the way you live or see the world.