#genwrites

got a new phone and i don't know how to screenshot without including the shit at the top

martyrdom was a rose-tinted white flag. his smiles were rose-tinted fangs, and his love was a rose-tinted lie. the truth was a bloodied, broken beast. the truth was pointing a gun without any lead, without any heart. he preached martyrdom but he didn’t save that boy. he lost the boy, lost his mind, bit the wrong hand, stabbed the wrong back. martyrdom. tonight, he’d learn true martyrdom.

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frozen gales whipped against open wounds but nothing could sting anymore. no bullet could hurt, no chains could bind. tonight, they would be free. rose-tinted lenses shifted blood red. it was always going to end like this. it must be this way. there was never hope in his brother, but a light remained. the boy, saved by the lies that dug his grave. no more lead in his heart. tonight, he would be free.

artwork by @attyattlaw ♥ ~ prompt: martyr

previous prompt can be found here

in the meantime, i figured i'd mention what i have posted and what i've got planned. i have one fic from eons ago that's more of a gag than anything else. T rated impa x sheik... kind of? not really. it can be found here if that sounds interesting. but i promise i can do better XD

other than this rauru x sonia biography-ish wip, i've got an impa x urbosa fic planned. likely will be multichap. both fics will have some M/E rated actions goin on, mainly the impa x urbosa. you cannot convince me that urbosa doesn't has insane game. i've also got some headcanons for gerudo culture that i've gotta write rather than explain. it's gonna be a really fun story.

rip impa.

anyway, snippet of the rauru x sonia fic below!! ♥

Chapters: 8/? Fandom: NieR Gestalt | NieR Replicant | NieR (Video Games) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Kainé/Nier (NieR), Emil & Kainé (NieR) Characters: Kainé (NieR), Nier (NieR), Emil (NieR), Grimoire Weiss (NieR), Sechs (NieR), Fyra (NieR), Tyrann (NieR) Additional Tags: Canon Universe, Angst and Feels, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Canonical Character Death, Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Implied Childhood Sexual Abuse, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Complicated Relationships, Self-Esteem Issues, Self-Worth Issues, Childhood Trauma, Non-Graphic Violence, Emotional Baggage, complicated feelings about intimacy all around, Trust Issues, intrusive thoughts: the person (tyrann), POV Alternating, but mostly kaine pov, Implied/Referenced Character Death, Bath Sex, Massage, First Time, Hand Jobs, Frottage, Falling In Love, Consensual Sex, Arguing, Unresolved Emotional Tension, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Choose Your Own Adventure Summary: It was tempting to open up as much as he had, but safer to keep a distance. This life was dangerous, and with the way he was headed, Kainé couldn’t ignore the possibility that he might not survive to see his goals come to fruition. It made no sense to forge a connection that would only shatter.

they hopped between pubs but all he saw was that wanted poster. they were high on borrowed freedom, but all he saw was his unfinished report. they ogled over baked goods but all he saw was his reflection. it was murky, twisted, and vanished as soon as it appeared. an elbow thumped against him like a knife to the back, so he carried on. soul-searching could wait.

artwork by @attyattlaw ♥ ~ prompt: soul

previous prompt can be found here

her death was a stench he could never forget. something like acrid smoke and decay, crossed with honey and holly. nobody seemed to notice other than rosinante. doflamingo scavenged for food to sustain her and rosinante picked the most fragrant flowers he could find. she smiled radiantly when she received her last, wilting bouquet. at least he could remember the gleam of her smile more than the stench of her death.

artwork by @attyattlaw ♥ ~ prompt: smile

collaborating with atty this week to celebrate cora's birthday!! they've created some utterly gorgeous illustrations, (keep your eyes peeled! she'll post them all on her account later), and i've written up some little poetic musings to accompany them! i'll do my best to get these out in a timely fashion. thank you again for working with me on this lil project atty!! ♥♥♥ these illustrations make me feel emotions again...

(do mind the tags) ⤵️