Doctor Will Make You Better Part 1
Frank Castle was put in the mental hospital. After months of nothing but sedatives and torturous heats, a specialist shows up with gentle hands and a hidden obsession with the ex-marine. Will Frank melt into the form of Loki's hands? Manipulating a broken omega isn't the right thing, but Loki never said they wanted the right thing. They wanted a challenge. That challenge turned out to be a two hundred pound omega with mommy issues and a body full of unmet needs.
āMister Castle? Frank? May I come in? My nameās Loki Laufeyson, Iām the specialist.ā Said a light voice feathered with an accent through a barely opened padded door.Ā
āFuck off! Stay the fuck away from me!ā Frank shouted from his bed.Ā
Heād learned to use the silence, the constant never ending silence, to think. Think about how to get out. Think about Maria. Think about how even now that mark on theĀ side of his neck stillĀ burns.Ā Think how much he really really fucking wants to dig through the thick hard plastic of his cot and dig the foam inside into a nest. Think about how much his guts feel like their twisting. Think about how thinking so much is probably making the pain worse since itās always been mind or matter.Ā
He thought about how awful these people are. All of em. They only ever come in to hurt him. This one is the same.Ā
āFrank, Iām not going to do anything. I wonāt even get near you. Look see, you can see my hands.ā LokiĀ said and stuck their thin hands through the crack in the door, exposed up to the elbow. Thin pale arms, coming in quite high in the doorway.Ā
āWhat do you want to do to me now? Iām not fucking taking anymore of that sleeping shit!ā Frank said and swung his feet off the side of his cot to sit up on the edge.Ā
He hated that sleeping crap. Talk too loud, needle in the shoulder or ass. Want something, needle. Have heat sickness, needle. Beg for the most basic wants of someone in heat, needle. He hated those fuckin needles. Heād figured they put it in the fake solution in the knotters, too. Why fix the problem when they can just knock him out, right. They didnāt even have to touch him, just give him the dildo and wait. It was humiliating to wake up and be washed and stuffed full, knowing fuck knows how many people saw him in such a vulnerable state.Ā
āNothing. I donāt want to do anything to you. I just want to talk to you. I want to know why you have so many restrictions for a heating omega with your hormone problems. It seems very extreme. Even cruel.ā The person said with a hint of pity in their voice.Ā
Frank rolled it around in his mind for a while before huffing.Ā
āYou can come to the chair. Thatās it.ā He said and squared his jaw waiting for the whole group that always follows the doctor. The two big guys, Gale and Martin usually, and the two little ladies with the needles, Wanda and Laura.Ā
āThank you.ā They said kindly and stepped through the door and closed it behind them.Ā
They were very tall. And skinny. And very pretty. Wearing a pair of light tan slacks and a white button up with a green argyle sweater vest over it. They had on a pair of black loafers and no jewelry but their dark hair was tied up in a half up half down bun. All neat corners and edges.
āĀ Sharp jaw for a ladyĀ ā Frank thought.Ā
āCourse there had been a few ladies that had come in that he had found attractive. A few guys too but they just smelled⦠gutĀ unĀ clenchingly calming. Heād always just mark it up to being natureās way of telling him he needed someone, literally anyone, to touch him. Heād sorta had a mini crush on the one physical therapist lady whoād come in to check on his shoulder once sheād learned it was āĀ Super-FuckedĀ ā as Frank liked to say. She was cutthroat and unwavering but also tender. But he lashed out at her when he was having one of his fits and didnāt want anyone touching him. He assumed she came to see him while he was knocked out because he could still just barely smell her. That even stopped a week ago.Ā
āMay I sit down?ā They asked and motioned toward the shitty foam chair. Frank jerked his head and the doctor sat down, crossing their legs. Long slender legs, Frank noted.Ā
āIām doctor Laufeyson. I mostly work in psychology and trauma management but I have experience in emergency distress response and the crisis center. I consult on a lot ofā¦special cases nowadays.ā The doctor explained with a small grin and Frank stared at him and rolled his eyes.Ā
āSo you deal with crazies and busted omegas. Great thatās just what these fucking people think I am anyway.ā Frank said and snarled up a bit and leaned his elbows on his knees.Ā
āI donāt think that. I think youāve been forced here and deprived of even your most basic needs. I mean even looking around your room, I see so much that is lacking. I donāt see anything to even make a nest, I see no excess food or beverage, I see no form of enrichment. Honestly I think youāre holding yourself together by your bootstraps and the doctors here arenāt trying to help you. I think theyāre trying to break you down into a crazy because crazies can be retrained into nothing but a shell, a doll. I donāt think youād give in to being turned into a shell, Mister Castle. I think youāre too intelligent, too⦠resilient.ā Loki said in all seriousness.Ā
Theyād known Frank was perfect for months now. After reading page after page after page of his observations, sleep studies, heat studies, everything. Loki had read everything about Frank Castle. He was already a broken man, something wild and uncontrollable. Loki wanted to learn how to wrangle him, learn what made him tick, made him bite, made him cry, made him sweet. Loki needed to know everything, needed Frank Castle in their daily life. Frank would be so incredible to watch melt and form a perfect omega. Perfect to Lokiās standards, not societyās. To form into a sweet collared little house pet from a monster. Loki needed him. Needed to get Frankās trust, his love, hisĀ devotionĀ .Ā
āThey took away my stuff cause Iām āaggressiveā... but they hurt me. They hurt me first. All they do is put me to sleep and take my shit. They stopped letting me have suppresents too but they were the only fuckin thing keeping me fuckinā balanced. No one comes in. No one scents the room. No one anythingās. Just fuckin sitting in my own shit. They make me stand over there in the corner to even give me my food. Donāt fuckinā see anybody.ā Frank ranted and shouted. If this lady wanted to listen, heād tell her anything. It was nice to bitch at something alive every once in a while. It was nice to see a face and someone not wearing scrubs.Ā
āWould you prefer if I scented the room? I would be glad to do so. Or if youād like I could scent some blankets before I leave?ā They offered. The scent was heavier than brick when theyād first entered the room. The scent of horrid, scared, angry omega. Similar to that of garbage after it rained in Florida during summer, hot wet garbage. It would be ideal to let Frank start getting familiarized with Loki's scent.Ā
āReally? Like crack the door and scent or just layer it on?ā Frank asked because those two were very different. Once, and only once, a nurse had cracked the door and let some of the scent out but Frank had tried to get out so the door was never opened, AKA. no fresh air. Ever.Ā
āWell let me see, I have your papersā¦ā They said and pulled a stack of folded up papers from their pocket. They read over them until they found what they were looking for on the second page.Ā
āYou have a vent system so they should be able to clear your scent and I can spread mine. These people⦠weāre going to have some more chats and Iām going to get you moved.ā Loki said while shaking their head as they refolded up a stack of papers and waited for Frank to nod curiously to stand up and step out of the room.Ā
After a few minutes the two vents in the ceiling clicked on and started to flood the room with sterile smelling air. Each one of Frankās breaths felt lighter.Ā
Loki came back, knocked, asked to come in, and stood by the chair. They also took in nice long deep breaths.Ā
āThat is so much better already. Iāll write it in to do this every morning and evening.ā The doctor said and reached forĀ his pen but just patted his pocket when he remembered he couldnāt have those here. Heād make a mental note.Ā
āYeah, feels like Iām not drowninā anymore. Thanks.ā Frank said and gave the doctor a half smile. Loki smiled.Ā
āThatās good, now do you mind if I walk around a bit?ā Loki asked and Frank nodded.Ā
Their scent was like rain and fresh cut grass. It opened his lungs like they hadnāt been in months. It made his mind feel open and clear. The air felt new, fresh. The scent floated around but warmed Frank. Like a blanket was being wrapped around him and the tension melted off of him.Ā
Loki walked around to stand by the wall beside his bed. The scent wasnāt overwhelming. It was⦠calming. Like balm on a burn.Ā
Frank took in big long breaths. He looked down but didnāt close his eyes. He needed to stay aware but⦠he couldnāt help but let the clean freshness seep into his bones.Ā
āDo you feel any better now Mister Castle?ā The doctor said quietly, not wanting to spook the slumped relaxed man.Ā
āUm, yeah. Yeah a bit. It still smells kinda like ass.ā Frank said and sat up straight again. It smelled better yeah butĀ heĀ still wreaked and his bed seemed to always smell like bad slickĀ
āOkay how about I make you a deal. Will you let them take you to go eat if I change out your bedding and do a bit of a cleaning in here?ā Loki offered after glancing at their watch. It was after lunch time for the other patients. Frank would be alone and wouldnāt be rushed. They could get a new cot in and add a nice plush pad over top and put new sheets and get an actual pillow instead of that wretched foam thing that Frank had been using.Ā
āBut Iāll still smell gross. Especially after they feed me. Stresses me out.ā Frank grumbled and looked over at the tall person. He knew he was being ornery to the nice lady but thatās what they get. Maybe the lady didnāt deserve it though⦠she seemed to genuinely want to help him.Ā
āOkay so youāll let me clean. I know you're not allowed to bathe. How about I clean you up, sponge bath?ā Loki asked and couldnāt help but feel his chest blossom at the thought of getting Frank stripped down and in his hands.Ā
Frank's face was set aflame and he nodded without thinking. Being awake for a bath was like a⦠a luxury. A treat. Heād just met this lady and she was already treating him? Maybe she would let him nest. Or actually let him have something.Ā
āDeal.ā Frank forced out and nodded and looked down at the ground.Ā
āWonderful. Before they come and get you, may I just feel your scent glands?ā Loki said and walked back toward the door with his key fob in hand. Frankās head shot up and he was just staring. No one ever even tried to touch him like that since he got here.Ā
āI⦠I donāt have them.ā Frank said and the doctor turned and looked at him with confusion.Ā
āWhat? That wasnāt in your chart. Never developed or removed?ā Loki said and walked back to lean a hip against the wall near the bed. Heād read all of Frankās papers that should have been put in. Stupid american people thinking everyone knows this shit.Ā
āMarines. Special Operations always have theirs removed.ā Frank explained. No one ever had scent glands in the forces. Most of the office folks didnāt even have them.Ā
āThatās okay. They had military but they didnāt put that you had a removal. Complete I assume?ā Loki asked and thought about it. Theyād not had a lot of experience with military omegas before. Mostly betas. That thought made them want Frank a little bit more. Something new, something to discover and play with.
āYes maāam.ā Frank answered solemnly. This lady had come to talk to him and help him thinking he was⦠complete. At least this wasnāt the first time heād disappointed someone since being here and it wouldnāt be the last. Hopefully sheād still give him what she said she would. He really hoped sheād give him new bedding and a bath. It would be nice.Ā
Loki nodded and thought about how the awful scent in the room must purely be from Frankās heatsā¦Ā
āIāll tell them youāre willing to eat. Next time you can feed yourself under my supervision. You know theyāre going to come to restrain you, yes?ā Loki said as they made their way to the door with a small smile on their thin lips. Frank nodded and stood up to go to his corner.Ā
āYes maāam.ā He said and crossed his arms against his chest and leaned his back against the wall in a defiant way.Ā
āPlease donāt fight them, I canāt stop them from sedating you if you do. Iād like you to be awake for your bath.ā Loki said with a light flirty tone to it almost which made Frank swallow thickly. Even before he was sentĀ here people didnāt really⦠flirt with him.Ā
āYes maāam.ā He said quietly as the doctor left.Ā









