Am I having gender panic or is it just late at night

guys help i keep looking at pictures of josh hutcherson and thinking about going back on T so i can have a straggly little beard

gender be like, if I could be reborn as a bio male, I would do it so fucking fast but also I am a girl sometimes

Think my gender fell out of my pocket somewhere, and I can’t find it.

demigirl panic increasing because i did more research on gender ids in order to educate myself further because thats important but then i found genderfae and was reading about it and ahhh because yeah im kinda flux maybe and maybe this fits but i dont really id with fluid but maybe im confusing the definitions of flux and fluid so maybe it does fit and i do swirl around everything but masc but maybe im just dramatic and this is still demigirl???