#fucking deranged

Tagged by @thana-topsy Hi lol 👋 wasn't expecting this (/lh)

[3 Ships]

1) Celann and Charlotte. (holding them in my hands) my babies. I love they

2) I'll honestly just put it out there, Chriscariot. That album rewired my brain. The absolute gay yearning. Did you guys know about the Gospel of Judas. I've been so normal on Tumblr. Not in real life. Not in the slightest. Bible fandom has some fun stuff

3) the Mo/Resa/Dustfinger/Roxanne polycule. I am correct.

[First Ship]

I actually think that's gonna have to be Zuko/Sokka. Except I was unaware of what shipping was at the time because I was young and offline. I did think they should go out tho.

[Last Song]

Funeral Derangements (Ice Nine Kills.) Honestly surprised it wasn't something off the Judas album

[Currently Reading]

Inkheart. Again. Yes I finished the series and turned right around and started it again. I did finish The man Born to be King last night tho. Haven't seen the original JCS but yeah. That Judas and 2012 Arena Tour Judas 🤝

[Last Film]

..... Highlander.... I caught a glimpse of it a while ago and there was this cunty old man. I immediately called Bread over and well. There was not as much of him in the film as we hoped. What did we watch (hello??? Plot??? Please???) That goth guy was having the time of his life tho honestly good for him. What a bizarre experience.

[Currently Craving]

The arrival of the books I ordered. I'm gonna be so real. I am so impatient for them to arrive. Even ignoring the fact that Mortimer (my darling little blue jay plush) is being shipped to God knows where (it's Rhode Island. I feel it in my bones that for some reason another package has been redirected to Rhode Island.) Other than that, uh... draw juice. Would like to draw thing

[Tags]

Only to find out that his Uncle had never been cursed at all. That his Uncle had done this to himself, in his mad quest for power. That his Uncle didn’t even want a cure.

the craziest thing about still being harassed and called out by antis after all this time is like..... i am a total non threat. by just about any metric antis have for judging if someone is bad, i'm not doing it.

writing underage characters is bad? okay, cool, the last fanfic i posted was literal years ago and it was also about adults.

drawing underage characters is bad? man, i haven't drawn fanart in ages. im a welder. my hands hurt all the time. i can barely manage to scribble my adult OCs every couple months. mostly i do arts and crafts.

shipping minors is bad? i haven't been in a fandom for ages. i'm doing my own thing with my own characters now. i wrote some grownup books with my adult friends. the handsome men in those books have extremely mature penises and they knock em together real often and consensually. it's a great time, and if you're not a minor yourself, you should go have a look.

being attracted to minors is bad? sure, that's fine, i'm not attracted to minors, and never have been. not only do i not want to date them, i don't even want to talk to them. the screencap that keeps getting reposted was an incredibly stupid statement taken drastically out of context and which i've apologized for repeatedly, literally five years ago. this drama was old news before most of the current crop of antis were out of middle school.

the only thing i do, present tense, on an ongoing active basis, is continue to be alive. and that is what makes antis so mad at me.